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Another type of Professional



Jan had started seeing Doctor Stevens only after getting
tremendous pressure from her best friend, Donna. Jan insisted
that she really didn't have a problem that required
the services of a psychiatrist, but Donna insisted that
she talk to Dr. Stevens, so she went. Jan still believed
that she didn't need to go, but had been learning so
much about herself and her life that she went each week.
Besides, she really liked the Doctor, and could afford
the visits, so why not.

I should pause, here to tell you a little about Jan. She is
Vice President of Sales with a medium size electronics
manufacturer in the midwest.

She is respected by everyone who deals with her as a tough
but fair executive who knows her business and manages people
very effectively. Her sales force calls her "The
Iron Lady" but not in her presence.

It is obvious the first time you meet her that she is a beautiful
woman who could easily have become a top paid model or actress
but in her role as a business woman, she tones the beauty
down to "attractive" by her dress, demeanour
and sparing use of makeup.

She wears very conservative business suits, doesn't
smoke and drinks only a little wine on social occasions.
Jan is thirty-six, but most people believe she is only in
her late twenties. Those who know her a little better are
aware of the fact that she has been divorced for about three
years from a man who tried for five to deal with her strong
personality but finally admitted defeat and went to live
with a woman almost ten years his junior and seems to be ecstatically
happy, now. Jan has seen three men off and on, since her divorce
but is "too busy" to think about a long term relationship.

Her only close female friend is Donna, whom she has known
since college and whom she trusts with her deepest, darkest
secrets. In fact, Donna is one of the few people in the world
who know about Jan's "other life, " the
one that prompted her to insist that Jan talk with Dr.


Six months ago, Jan was on a business trip to Boston when
she met a man in the hotel bar and found her self talking with
him for hours. Dan was unlike anyone she had ever known.
From the first, she was fascinated by his quiet manner and
soft speech and the contradiction represented by the "fire"
she saw in his eyes.

He made no attempt to pick her up or hit on her. In fact, she
was the one who kept the conversation going and she began
to realise that she would have to say "goodnight"
to this fascinating man and might never see him again.

That prospect made her sad and she resolved not to let it
happen. When it was time for her to return to her room, she
initiated an exchange of phone numbers and said she hoped
they could get together on her next trip to Boston. He smiled
as they parted and kissed her very softly on the cheek (somehow,
she had hoped for more).

The next trip was only two weeks later. She told herself
that it was important that she follow up with the new potential
customer right away but deep inside she knew that the Northeast
Regional Sales Manager was the best in the company and could
easily handle things at this early stage of negotiations.

She had never before arranged a business trip for personal
reasons and refused to admit to herself that she was doing
so now. Dan picked her up at her hotel and they talked of nothing
in particular as he drove her to a small French restaurant.
Over dinner, she found herself drifting away from the conversation
several times as she tried to gain an understanding of what
she was seeing and feeling in his eyes. Over coffee, she
told him that she really didn't want the lovely evening
to end (hoping he would take the hint). He said, "We
could stop by my place for a nightcap, if you like."

She had to restrain herself from blurting out "Oh,
Yes!" and said, demurely, "I think that might
be very nice."

Dan looked at her for several moments, then took her hand
gently into both of his. It was like an electric shock and
she only half heard him say, "But, there is something
I think you need to know..."

When he knew that his words had reached her brain, he continued,
"I am a very strong willed man and I require my lovers
to place themselves completely under my control. If you
don't feel comfortable with that, perhaps it would
be better if we had our nightcap at the bar in your hotel."

Jan only partly understood the meaning of his words, but
she knew, without question, that she had to be alone with
him and the sooner, the better.

Her mouth was dry as she nodded slightly and replied, "I'd
really prefer your place."

They talked a little as they drove to his house but Jan's
mind was filled with questions. She really didn't
know Dan very well and had surprised herself by saying she
would go with him. She had a strong sense that she could trust
him and needed desperately to be in his arms and feel his
body pressing against hers.

It was a fairly large, old house on a quiet residential street
and it was obviously well cared for. Even in the dark, she
could see that the lawn was well manicured and dotted with
big, old oak trees. He parked the car in the drive and came
around to open her door. He took her hand lightly as they
walked up the front steps. He unlocked the door and reached
in to turn on the hall light before allowing her to enter.
When they were in, he closed and relocked the door then,
escorted her to a very modern looking great room. It was
clear that someone had remodelled the old house extensively
and the great room had probably once been a living room and
dining room. She turned and offered herself for the kiss
that she fully expected. He took her (so gently) into his
arms and their lips met. Almost immediately, their tongues
were teasing each other and she felt a great welling up of
need and desire. Too soon, he broke the kiss and stepped
back slightly, holding her hands in his.

"As I told you, " he began, "I will expect
you to do exactly as I ask. If, at any time, you want to stop,
you must say 'That's enough'. When you say
those words, our time together will be at an end and I will
take you back to your hotel. Do you understand?"

She was shaken by the stern tone of his voice and the seriousness
of his words, but she nodded. Jan was beginning to understand
that she was to be submissive to his wishes and she found
herself both frightened and excited by the situation.

"After all, " she reassured herself, "I
can stop it any time I want."

It never occurred to her that she would soon lack any desire
for her time with Dan to end.

"First, I want you to remove your pantyhose and panties., "
he directed.

She started to protest, but he held up his hand. There was
no mistaking the meaning of his gesture and she found herself
standing before him taking off her shoes, followed by her
undergarments as he had instructed. She looked around
for someplace to put the items she had just taken off but
there was nothing within reach so she just dropped them
at her side.

"Now, kneel down and open my pants., " he said

Her skirt was short enough that when she knelt, she could
feel the soft carpet against her knees, and she reached
forward to loosten his belt and unzip his fly. She was moving
as if in a dream, now, and lowered his pants and briefs to
the floor. His semi-hard cock hung between his legs and
she was impressed with its size and shape and wanted to touch
it but wasn't sure if she was supposed to wait for instructions,
so she did nothing.

Dan kicked off his shoes, pulled his socks free and pushed
the pile of clothing aside with his foot. He removed the
rest of his clothes in silence as she knelt motionless before
him. When he was completely undressed, he said, "Show
me how you suck cock."

The words stung her.

"Why does he have to be so direct?, " she wondered
and looked up into his eyes.

He smiled and said, "Remember, you don't have
to do anything you don't want to do."

Using both hands, she guided the head of his penis between
her lips and began to lick it with her tongue. She was so aroused
that she could feel her juices beginning to leak from her
vagina and run down the inside of her thighs.

This is essentially the story she told Dr. Stevens on her
second visit.

The first visit had been spent getting to know one another
a little and learning to feel comfortable in the doctor's
office. The second time, Dr.

Stevens had said, almost immediately, "Tell me about
why you decided to see me."

Jan really didn't know how to begin so she just started
talking about how she had met Dan and ended up becoming his
"slave" and how "out of character"
it was for her to behave this way but she didn't want
to stop.

Dr. Stevens rested her chin on her fingers as she listened
to Jan's story and when Jan had paused, reflecting
on the scene she was describing, the doctor asked, "How
did you feel when he was in your mouth?"

"I wanted to taste his sperm., " Jan blurted
out, then said, "I'm.. I'm sorry. I shouldn't
have said that."

The doctor leaned forward to touch her hand and said, "Of
course you should. If that's how you felt. I need to
know your feelings and I don't want you to hold back
because you think you may shock me."

After a short pause, Jan went on.

"It was really weird. Dan is an OK. looking guy but
not the type I would usually be attracted to. But, when he
told me, straight out, that he wanted me to suck him, it was
as though there was nothing else in the world I wanted more
than to make him come in my mouth. It only took a few minutes
before he tensed and I felt the fist spurts[color
black] hit the roof of my mouth and I had to start swallowing.
He told me not to swallow but just let it run out my mouth so
I did as he said and I could feel it running down my chin and
neck. I've never really enjoyed the taste and feel
of sperm before, but I remember thinking how beautiful
it was at that moment."

"When it was over, Dan told me to get down on my hands
and knees and I felt him lift my skirt all the way up and lay
it on my back. I felt very strange with my ass exposed like
that but I couldn't do anything else. Besides, I felt
a thrill like I've never known before and wanted him
to do whatever he wanted to me. I think I knew he was going
to use my ass, but I pretended that I didn't know what
he intended and just waited, kneeling on the floor while
he went to a table and took something out of a drawer. In one
way, I dearly wanted to look to see what he was doing, but
in a more powerful way, I didn't want to know. So, I stayed
with my eyes focused on the carpet before me as he returned
and started applying some kind of lubricant between my

He came around in front of me and held out a vibrator that
was very narrow at the end, but gradually widened a little.
About half way along it's length, it became much wider
and stayed that width to its very large base. Dan said, "This
will help you become ready for me and I think you'll
find it quite interesting on its own. Have you ever had a
man in your ass?" I looked up at him and said (quite
truthfully) "No." Then, he went behind me and
I felt the tip of the vibrator nudge against my anus. He turned
it on very low and moved it around a little before working
just the end into my opening. As he held it there, I was aware
that my vagina was positively flowing and I waited for more.
He was so slow and gentle, that there was never any pain as
he moved the narrow end in and out in a kind of rhythm and pushed
more and more into me until he reached the place where it
bulged out wider. Dan put his hand on my back and said, "This
may hurt just a little, but it won't last long."
I tensed at his words and he said, "No. You must remain
relaxed." and he pushed forward steadily as I felt
myself stretching to accept the wider part. There was a
sharp pain as I opened farther than I would have thought
possible, but it started to disappear almost immediately
as I felt the whole vibrator sliding in to the depths of my
bottom. He turned up the speed and started fucking me with
this devilish toy as I grunted and groaned and found myself
pushing back to meet each thrust.

"Suddenly, he pulled it out. I gasped and I felt him
place the head of his cock against my slightly open anus.
He pressed forward steadily until his stomach was resting
against my cheeks and his legs were tight against mine.
I could feel him all the way up inside me and I started to come.
I kept coming as he fucked my ass as deeply as he could until
he finally came and slowly withdrew."

Dr. Stevens was quiet for a while, then asked, "Jan,
why do you think you liked it?"

"I think it's because I'm always in control
at work, " Jan replied, "and I really don't
have a very exciting life outside the office. I know I was
searching for something before I met Dan, and now I feel
like I've found it. The other thing is that it seems
so 'dirty'. I was raised in a very strict environment
and all through college and my career, I've worked
hard at being very serious and straight. I remember thinking,
as Dan's sperm was dripping down my chin, 'If my
sales people could only see their boss, now! ' It was
really very exciting to think about but, of course, I could
never let anyone know I did anything like that (let alone,
loved it). It's hard enough for a woman to be taken seriously
in the business world without having people think you're
some kind of nymphomaniac or pervert."

"Do you think you're a nymphomaniac or pervert?, "

Stevens asked. Jan thought for a while, then replied, "I
guess I don't know. In a way, what I let Dan do to, and
with, me seems perverted but when I'm with him, I just
feel so free. That sounds funny, doesn't it? That I
would feel so free when I'm being his slave?"

Dr. Stevens was quiet for a few minutes, then said, softly,
"Are you going to keep seeing him?"

Jan's response was immediate.

"I don't think I could stop. And, I don't
think I want to. Do you think I should?"

"I won't tell you what to do, " the doctor
answered, "but I am a little concerned for your safety.
Suppose Dan decides to go too far and no one even knows you're
with him?"

Jan said, "I really don't believe that will happen,
but it's a good point. Would it be all right if I leave
a message on your answering machine when I'm going
to see him, so at least you'll know?"

Dr. Stevens agreed, and told Jan she wanted her to think
through what she was doing and why, so they could both understand
it more fully. Jan said she would.

The Analyst by - Hal

Chapter two

Gradually, Jan's involvement with Dan became more
intense and more "perverted" as she started
to think of it.

He would tie her to the bed or a table and use all of her openings
with his hands, mouth, cock or any one of several toys he
kept on hand for the purpose. Occasionally, he used small
clips on her nipples and vaginal lips to "heighten
her sensations", but when he could see that he was
causing any real pain, he would back off.

As he introduced her to new experiences, there were a couple
of times she thought about saying "that's enough",
but in each case, she held it back and ended up enjoying some
new sensation.

She continued to see Dr. Stevens regularly and report her
activities. After which, they would talk about how she
was feeling and each new adventure seemed to increase her
sense of complete freedom. The doctor was concerned that
Jan was starting to think of her body as Dan's possession
and asked if her new private life had been effecting her
business life. Jan said she thought she was becoming even
tougher at the office and that the knowledge that she could
let everything go with Dan gave her a new strength to face
the challenges of work.

One evening, she was standing, nude, before Dan as he probed
her vagina with his fingers. She was very wet and excited
and he told her to put on her blouse, skirt and shoes. They
were going out for a little while. She started to pull on
her panties, but he said, "No. Just wear what I said."

She had been wearing a short skirt (about six inches above
the knee) and a semi-transparent silk blouse when he picked
her up at her hotel and she knew that her nipples would show
clearly through the thin material. She also knew it would
be almost impossible to sit in the short skirt without revealing
her nakedness beneath it. She wanted to ask where they were
going, but instead, she dressed as he had instructed and
went with him to the car. As they drove, he put his right hand
under her skirt to continue fingering her and told her that
they were going to a small private club where she would be
seen by several men and women he knew.

Jan was to do nothing to conceal any part of her body from
view while they were in the club, and she should act like
there was nothing at all unusual in the way she was dressed.

She was very frightened when he parked the car and came around
to let her out. They entered an unmarked door to a large,
brownstone row house in an area of town that she didn't
know. It was a quiet residential neighbourhood similar
to Dan's, but seemed to be somewhat older. When they
were in the house, she was surprised to find it set up much
like a small nightclub with a bar along one wall and small
tables around the large, open room. The back wall was covered
by a dark blue curtain and there was a rack of stage lights
in front of the curtain. She thought that there must be a
stage of some sort behind the curtain so that the club could
offer entertainment. All in all, the club looked very elegant.
Each table had a linen table cloth and was surrounded by
plush, padded chairs. The walls were panelled in dark pine
and she noted that the drinks were served in crystal. There
were, perhaps thirty people in the room when they entered
and Dan escorted her to a table near the back. An attractive
couple was seated there and they greeted Dan as he approached.
Jan was introduced to Robert and Denise and Dan held a chair
for her to sit next to Robert. As she seated herself, she
was aware of Roberts eyes focused intently on hers. She
started to cross her legs but remembered her total lack
of undergarments and, instead, smoothed her skirt in her
lap. She started to push the material between her legs but
caught a disapproving look from Dan and left it as it was.

Dan had placed the chair so that her legs were pointed at
Robert and she knew he could see most of her thighs (at least).
She looked at Denise and saw that the other woman was staring
at her breasts. Denise was in a low cut green dress and it
was obvious that she was also bra-less. After a few seconds,
Denise raised her eyes to Jan's and smiled.

They talked for awhile and she noticed that Dan sometimes
placed his hand high up on Denise's thigh as they spoke.
Finally, he turned to Jan and said, "The members of
this club are all very close and we tend not to be overly possessive."

Then, he smiled and nodded to Robert and reached out to grasp
Denise's nipples through the material of her dress.
Jan could tell that he was pressing very hard with his thumbs
and forefingers as Denise closed her eyes, tilted her head
back slightly and said, "Ummmmm..."

As she was watching, she felt Robert's hand touch her
knee and gave an involuntary jerk. She looked at Dan who
was watching her intently but he gave no indication of what
she should do. She was sure he knew what Robert was doing
and decided she had better wait for a signal. Robert's
hand quickly found it's way up her smooth leg and when
he reached her bush, he immediately pushed his middle finger
deep between her wet lips and probed the top of her vagina
for her G-spot. He found it and a warm glow enveloped her
as his finger moved back and forth. When Robert withdrew
his hand, he turned and placed the moist finger at Denise's
lips. Dan was still pinching her nipples as she parted her
lips and, looking directly into Jan's eyes, licked
and sucked Jan's fresh juices into her mouth.

Jan couldn't believe what was happening. She was sitting
in some sort of private club with a couple she had just met
and everyone seemed to take complete liberties with everyone
else. She looked around and saw that there was quite a bit
of kissing and touching going on at other tables as well
and had decided that it was the norm when she saw something
two tables away that made her sit up and gasp (she tried,
but couldn't stop the gasp). A beautiful red haired
woman was kneeling between the legs of an attractive man
and giving him head. His hands were on the sides of her head
and he was moving her up and down on his shaft as he watched
her intently. Suddenly, she saw him move her head away from
his lap and the redhead opened her mouth wide to accept his
ejaculation. Even at this distance, Jan could see it shooting
into her mouth and she suddenly felt extremely excited.
She had seen a few porno movies, but this was the first time
she had actually watched something like this. Jan began
to realise that Dan was speaking to her very softly.

"As you can see, we are all very liberal in our attitude
about sex here. I was just thinking how nice it would be if
you would show Robert that you are at least as accomplished
in the oral arts as Carol over there."

(He nodded toward the redhead) Jan didn't know what
to do or say. She stammered, "I couldn't.. but
he... please don't..."

Dan smiled at her, "You know that you must do as I request...
Unless you are ready for me to take you back to your hotel,
of course."

A wild mix of crazy emotions raced through Jan's head.
She was incredibly aroused by what she had just witnessed
and Robert's probing of her vagina, but how could she
possibly suck a man she had just met, in plain sight of anyone
who chose to watch?
She looked at Robert and saw that he had opened his pants
and was holding a rather large erection in his hand, stroking
it slowly. She glanced at Denise who smiled and said, "Please,
Jan, I'd like to see if you can handle more of Robert
than I can."

She moved between his open legs as if in a dream, but she knew
that she was going to do as Dan had "asked".

Up close, Robert's cock was even bigger than her first
impression had indicated. He removed his hand and she guessed
that it had to be at least eight or nine inches long and very
fat as well. She leaned forward to capture the head between
her lips and found that she had to open her mouth very wide
to accomplish even that. She closed her eyes so she wouldn't
know if others were watching and started moving up and down
just a little as she switched her tongue back and forth under
the spongy head entering her mouth. Gradually, she took
a little more and felt it pressing against her tongue and
the roof of her mouth at the same time. In less than a minute,
she was lost in what she was doing and could think of nothing
but making Robert give her his hot sperm. She toyed with
his balls as she opened her eyes and looked up to his face.
He was watching her and gave encouragement with small grunts
and moans. She estimated that she was taking a little over
half his length, now and her jaw was starting to ache a bit
from its constant extension. That didn't matter.
It didn't even matter who might be watching. The only
thing that mattered was that she accept as much of him as
possible and taste his cum soon.

Jan was consciously trying to accept more of Robert with
each forward thrust of her head. Without knowing what Denise's
limits were, Jan felt challenged to better them if she could.
She thought that would make Dan very proud of her. When the
head brushed against the entrance to her throat, she thought
she might gag and backed off a fraction of an inch. Robert
was holding on to the arms of his chair (not trying to force
her head down as some men might do) and obviously very close
to orgasm. She moved forward a little and felt the head touch
her again, but forced back the reflex and held him there.

Still holding her breath, she moved down a little more and
felt him beginning to enter the top of her throat. She had
two or three inches left to go and was contemplating if she
could go all the way when she felt the first jerk along the
length of his shaft and new that he was coming. Reluctantly,
she pulled free and held him just beyond her wide open lips
as a spurt of semen jetted far
back into her mouth. She worked him with her hands as he continued
to rain cum onto her tongue and over her lips. For the first
time, she realised that Denise had come to kneel beside
her and was watching intently as she drained Robert dry.
When he was finished and beginning to soften, Denise turned
Jan's head and pushed her tongue deep into Jan's
mouth to share Robert's salty flavor. Jan had never
been French kissed by a woman before and was startled at
how soft Denise's lips felt and at how small and frail
Denise's tongue felt in her mouth. When they broke
the kiss, she had not swallowed and let a little of the sperm
drip from her lips. Denise licked it onto the tip of her tongue
and took it into her mouth, then smiled at Jan and said, "Congratulations,
you have broken my previous record. I guess I'll have
to try harder, next time." and she winked at Robert.

Retelling this tale of her first semi-public debauchery
to Dr. Stevens, Jan felt positively depraved that she had
done anything so openly sexual but also intensely excited
to be sharing this most intimate story with another woman.
The doctor asked Jan why she thought she had been willing
to expose herself this way in front of strangers and she
responded, "First, I knew it was what Dan wanted me
to do and didn't feel I had the power to refuse. When
I saw Robert with his cock in his hand, I knew that I would
do it even before I was ready to admit it to myself. And there
was a strange feeling of power in being able to make him come
whenever I wanted to. I didn't know any of the people
there, other than Dan, and wouldn't ever have to see
them again if I didn't want to, so I felt that I could
be an anonymous 'slut' (there, I've finally
said the word I've thought so many times) without anyone
knowing in my 'real life' and I found that extremely

The Analyst by - Hal

Chapter three

When the two women had returned to their seats, Jan was as
hot as she could ever remember being. If someone had asked,
she thought, she would lie on the table and let them fuck
her right there. She glanced around the room and saw that
most of the other members were busy with each other and gave
no indication that they had seen her "performance"
but one older gentleman smiled at her and tipped an invisible

She felt herself beginning to blush and was about to ask
Dan if they could go back to his place when the lights dimmed
appreciably and a spotlight illuminated the centre of
the curtain before her.

A very handsome young man (about twenty-five, she guessed)
stepped through the centre opening and welcomed members
and guests to the club. He was dressed in formal attire and
had a very full moustache. The time had arrived, he announced,
for the evening's entertainment. As a beginning,
Member, Kathy had brought along a young man she would like
to introduce to the group. A petit, blonde woman rose from
a table to Jan's right and walked to the stage as the
curtains were parting to reveal a long, low, padded platform
in the centre of the stage.

New spotlights came up slowly to light the platform in shades
of blue and green. Kathy was accompanied by a huge, dark
skinned man. He appeared to be at least six feet, six and
was very muscular with broad shoulders. Kathy had him stand
in front of the platform and spoke to the audience.

"Fellow members, I would like you all to meet Kevin.
He has graciously consented to come with me tonight (a slight
giggle) to demonstrate his unique talent. Please, show
them what I mean, Kevin."

Kevin's lips parted and the pink tip of his tongue protruded
between them. Before Jan's amazed eyes, and those
of others in the room, the tongue seemed to just keep coming
farther and farther out of his mouth. Fully extended, it
looked to be almost six inches long and Jan thought, "This
has got to be some kind of a trick or joke."

He began to move it up and down and she knew that it was real.
When he lowered it, the tip was well below his chin and when
he held it up, it completely obscured his nose and his sparkling
eyes could be seen on either side. As he was giving his little
display, Kathy was untying the sash at her waist and removed
her wrap around dress to reveal that she was wearing only
a pink garter belt and white stockings underneath.

Kathy lay on the low platform at an angle and Jan could clearly
see her hairless pussy between her wide spread legs. The
difference in size between this giant man and the tiny Kathy
was almost comical and Jan had a momentary vision of what
it would look like if he were to try make love with little
Kathy. Her head would be about even with his stomach, she
thought, and found herself getting even more aroused as
she tried to picture it. Kevin removed his shirt and was
nude to the waist as he knelt between the small woman's
legs and started to lick her calves and thighs. As he worked
his way up to the exposed lips of her shaved pussy, Jan couldn't
resist the impulse to move her hand under the edge of her
short skirt and place two fingers on her clit. She started
to rub it lightly as she watched the show before her. A large
TV monitor lit up at the back of the stage and it was clear
that there was a video camera somewhere overhead in a position
to give a clear, close up view of what was happening on the
platform. She wanted to look for the camera, but couldn't
tear her eyes away from Kevin's long tongue gently
sweeping up and down Karen's open slit. He inserted
the tip between the lips and moved his head forward to enter
her two or three inches. Jan's eyes jumped to the monitor
where she could get a closer look as he inserted and withdrew
his monster tongue. Kathy was squeezing her nipples and
running her hands over her breasts and flat stomach as she
moaned in obvious pleasure at the deep penetration Kevin
was able to achieve. Jan was fingering her clit faster and
harder as Karen cried out with the beginning of her orgasm
and, in the monitor, she could see Kevin extend his tongue
as far as possible and move his head forward until his nose
was pressed tight against Kathy's pubic bone. He stayed
that way while she bucked and kneaded her firm breasts while
she called out in release.

Finally, Kevin withdrew from Kathy and his face gleamed
with her juices in the spotlights. Kathy, still shaken
from the intensity of her orgasm, raised herself up on one
elbow and said to the audience, "As you can see, Kevin
is quite unusual, but... there's more."

She smiled up at Kevin and he released the top of his pants.
He was facing away from the audience as he lowered the pants
and stepped out of them. When he turned around, there was
an audible gasp from several tables (Jan thought she might
have been one of them, but wasn't sure).

Kevin's cock was at least ten inches long and an inch
and a half to two inches in diameter. It wasn't completely
hard, yet but seemed quite firm nonetheless.

Karen stood beside him and bending only a little took the
large head between her lips and sucked at it. She used both
hands to slide along the sides of the shaft and Jan could
see that it was growing as she watched. When it was almost
twelve inches long (and fatter, if that was possible),
Karen turned to the members and guests and said, "Unfortunately,
my pelvic anatomy is a bit small to make full use of this wonderful
member but we're working on it a little at a time."

She smiled up at the giant beside her and winked.

"I would like to suggest that a volunteer come up here
so we can see how well Kevin uses that which nature has provided.
Hands shot up all over the room and Jan heard calls of "Oh,
God. Let me do it." and "Please... me!"

Dan stood and addressed Karen. He spoke quietly, but the
noise of the room quickly abated so he could be heard. Jan
sensed that Dan was one of the more dominant members of this
group and he was granted deference in all things.

"I have with me a first time guest." , he said,
and Jan's heart began to pound in her throat.

"And, I would like to ask the indulgence of those here
assembled to allow my friend, Jan, to sample this marvellous
discovery first." He can't really mean it."
, she thought, "There is no way I'm going to let
that monster tear me apart."

She looked at Dan with fire in her eyes and mouthed the word,

He stood beside her, holding her arm in his hand, and whispered,
"Karen has already assured me that Kevin has complete
control and will not allow you to be hurt in any way. He will
give you only what you can accept and stop when you tell him
to. You see, this is a little gift that Karen and I worked
up especially for you and I really hope you won't spoil
the surprise."

Suddenly, Jan understood the full extent of the power Dan
had over her.

She knew without question that she would ascend to the stage,
undress before all these people and accept as much of that
huge member into her body as she could. She didn't know
why, but she knew she was going to do it. Dan walked with her
to the edge of the stage and gave her hand to Karen who helped
her step up. As the petit blonde removed Jan's clothes,
she was even more struck with how small Karen really was.
When Jan was completely nude (Karen had even taken off her
garter belt and stockings), she turned to face Kevin. His
body was well muscled without a hint of fat and his skin was
a light brown. It was hard to tell from his face if he was Italian,
Spanish or a mix of several nationalities, but one thing
he was was beautiful. Not just handsome, but truly beautiful.
He bent quickly to kiss her lips and she tasted a hint of Karen's
musky wetness on his mouth. He pressed down lightly on her
shoulders and she found herself slowly descending along
his gorgeous body. As she lowered herself to her knees,
she leaned forward to place a small kiss on his solid stomach,
then she was face to face with his tremendous member. She
glanced to the side to see if she could locate Dan, but the
spotlights made it hard to make out more than general shapes
and she was glad that she couldn't see the audience
she knew was watching her.

Jan lifted Kevin's cock with both hands and placed
the head against her lips. It was quite heavy, as she had
expected, but much smoother than she had imagined. It felt
almost like satin to the touch and she extended her tongue
to press against the small slit at its end.

"How strange, ", she thought, "that
such a large cock would have a normal size opening."

She licked her lips to moisten them and allowed them to part
as she moved forward capturing the head.

She had thought Robert was large, but the best she could
do with Kevin was the head and one or two inches beyond. Her
mouth simply wouldn't open far enough to take more.
Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed the TV monitor and
saw that there was apparently another camera at a low level
as her face filled the screen. She normally didn't
think of herself as pretty and when she looked in the mirror,
all she seemed to notice were the small defects that no one
else ever saw. But, in the monitor, she saw for the first
time what a truly beautiful woman she was (or, at least,
could be). She also saw her mouth stretched wider than she
would have imagined possible and Kevin's tremendous
member sliding in and out between her lips through a combination
of her motion and a gentle swaying of his hips. She thought
how sad it was that he had probably never experienced a real
oral loving as most "normal" men were capable

While she was doing her best to make Kevin enjoy the limited
access to her warm, wet mouth, she felt Karen applying a
liberal coating of slippery lubricant around and in her
pussy and suddenly remembered why she had been brought
on stage. She felt a slight panic race through her body and
looked up to see Kevin smiling down at her. She felt that
Dan had told her the truth and trusted Kevin to take it slow
and allow her to adjust. He had most likely had plenty of
experience with that.

Soon, Karen lifted her gently away from Kevin and had her
lay in the same position Karen had occupied earlier.

"Have to be in the right place for the camera."
, Jan thought with an internal chuckle, and realised that
everything was probably being recorded on video tape as

She hoped this adventure wouldn't come back to haunt
her, but at the moment all she cared about was having Kevin
in her body and she could deal with everything else later.
He moved between her spread legs and leaned down to kiss
her. He parted her lips with the tip of his tongue and she
half feared and half hoped he would fill her mouth with it.
He didn't, but raised back up on his hands to watch as
she reached down and guided him toward the thoroughly lubricated
entrance to her vagina. She slipped the head up and down
along her slit a few times, then released him to use her hands
to spread the lips wide in anticipation of his first attempt
at entry. He came forward only enough to lodge the wide head
between her open lips and stopped. By tilting her head back
only a little, she was able to get an upside down view of his
cock about to enter her body in the large monitor. She watched
in fascination as he came forward little by little until
the head had disappeared entirely. It was a weird sensation
to watch that other woman on the screen being penetrated
by a huge male member as she felt the pressure against the
walls of her own vagina as it was entered simultaneously.

She released her soft lips and raised her arms to stroke
his strong sides and what little of his back she could reach.

"So far, so good." , she thought.

There was a definite sense of being stretched, but it seemed
his girth was not going to be an insurmountable problem.
The head was all the way inside her and she felt him flex back
and forth a little rubbing the bulb against her inner lips
and the ridge that formed just beyond them. In addition
to the more than adequate lubrication Kathy had supplied,
Jan could tell that she was producing lots of fluid on her
own and Kevin slid tightly, but easily in and out. She looked
down as about two inches of his cock followed the head into
her depths and felt the firm edges of his head touching deeper
parts of her. She let out a gasp and Kevin looked concerned
that he might have hurt her.

"It's all right." , she whispered, "It
just caught me by surprise a little."

Reassured that she was OK., he started moving in and out,
gaining just a little more depth with each stroke. She was
on the verge of an orgasm, now, and she put the back of her
hand against her mouth and bit against it so that she wouldn't
cry out. When it came, biting her hand didn't help much
and she heard her self let out a sharp squeak, followed by
a long moan. She was coming hard and he hadn't even got
very far into her yet. What had she got herself into?
Was it possible to be fucked to death?
He was still working himself deeper and she was feeling
as full as she had ever been in her life. When the head bumped
against her cervix, a new orgasm began even before the first
one had subsided and she was pushed even higher. He stopped
moving and held himself all the way into her as her head thrashed
from side to side and she heard herself almost screaming
with the intensity of her climax. She caught occasional
glimpses of the monitor and saw that there were still at
least four inches of Kevin outside her body. She wanted
it all!
She wanted him into her until his stomach was pressing against
hers, but knew it was impossible. On impulse, she ran her
hands across her flat tummy and could feel the rise where
his shaft was pressing against the top of her vagina. He
started fucking in and out from her depths to a point where
the head was just barely inside and back again. She was coming
continuously and thought she might actually pass out from
the intensity of it, but she stayed with him and sensed when
he was getting close to his own orgasm. She pulled his face
against hers and kissed him hard, then whispered in his
ear, "I want you to come in my mouth!"

That was all he needed. Immediately, he pulled out of her
and moved up to kneel beside her head. Jan opened her mouth
wide and worked his shaft with both hands. She was desperate
to feel him pumping and taste his warm cum. Her hands were
soaked with her own juices as she stroked his entire length
and they slid easily along his cock. She felt the first contractions
with her thumbs along the underside of this incredible
instrument of pleasure. Almost at the same time, a large
spurt hit the inside of her cheek
and ran down to her throat.

Soon, she felt as if she were taking a shower in his hot sperm
as it fell all over her face and into her mouth. She didn't
think he was ever going to stop.

She was certain there had been at least ten strong [color
blue]spurts and he was still releasing small
ones every few seconds. Finally, it was over and she pulled
him to her mouth where she took in as much as she could and
sucked hard as if trying to drain him completely (which
she was).

She was aware of riotous cheering and applause but couldn't
seem to remember where she was or why people were cheering
for a minute. When it came back to her, she saw that the curtain
was closed and the monitor was off. Kevin lay down beside
her and covered her body with his strong arm as she drifted
off to sleep.

The Analyst by - Hal

Chapter four

She awoke with a start on a very comfortable bed in a darkened
room. It took a few minutes to shake off sleep as she thought
about the very vivid dream she had just had. Suddenly, Jan
realised that it wasn't a dream at all. She had actually
performed sexual acts on a stage before complete strangers
(and, most likely on video tape as well). After her initial
panic, she closed her eyes and thought back to how aroused
and excited she had felt while it was happening.

She began to accept the fact that she had loved every bit
of it and knew that the applause and cheering had been directed
at her performance. She also knew that she would do it again
and the thought sent a thrill up her spine and made her tingle
with both desire and fear. She couldn't wait to talk
with Dr.

Stevens about what she had been through (maybe, she did
need a shrink after all), and somehow knew the doctor would
understand and help Jan understand too.

She really did want to understand why she was so excited
by this desire to display herself to others sexually. As
she was thinking, the door opened a crack and the light from
outside made her open her eyes and look. Denise was looking
around the edge of the door and when she saw that Jan was awake,
she entered the room, closing the door behind her as she
did. She came and knelt beside the bed and reached out to
stroke Jan's hair (matted with sweat) and forehead.

Denise smiled and said, "I wanted to make sure you
were all right. Kevin was certain he hadn't hurt you,
but when you passed out, we were a little concerned. I checked
you for damage and everything seemed to be in order, so we
decided to let you sleep awhile."

Jan said, softly, "I feel fine. Just a little stretched
and completely exhausted. I don't think I've
ever come that hard or that long before. What will they do
with the tape?" , she asked, sure that there was one.

Denise reached over to a night-stand near the head of the
bed and lifted a video cassette which she gave to Jan.

"It's for you to keep or erase or destroy as you
see fit. I promise you there are no copies. Our club is into
open sexuality, not coercion or blackmail. Dan removed
the cassette and put it here himself so he would be sure no
one yielded to the temptation to make a copy for their private
collection. I'm sure every member would love to have
it (I know I would!), but we have very strict rules about
the privacy of members and guests."

Jan was instantly reassured at having one of her main concerns

"I just hope I don't catch anything." she

Denise smiled again and lowered her hand to stroke lightly
across Jan's nipples through the light blanket.

"That's something else we are very strict about.
No one comes here unless the board is absolutely convinced
that they are free of disease. Dan had to submit a lab test
for you before he could arrange for your initiation. You
probably didn't even realise we he had taken a smear."

Jan admitted that she didn't and tried to think back
to when he might have done it. He had certainly had ample
opportunities. Jan's nipples were beginning to stiffen
under Denise's soft stroking as the woman kneeling
by the bed continued, "The blood test was a little
trickier, but Dan managed it. You can ask him about that
if you want."

Jan felt her vagina starting to seep a little and wanted
to encourage Denise to continue her manipulations, so
she slid the covers down to free her breasts and Denise allowed
her hands to roam freely around the firm globes, pausing
on occasion to lightly pinch the distended nipples, as
she spoke.

"You are now a full member of our group, Jan (if you
want to be, of course). You'll have to sign a copy of
the rules and a release form, but that's just a formality.
I've never seen a new member turn on an audience the
way you did and when Kevin started coming in your mouth,
I think there must have been about twenty simultaneous
orgasms in the audience."

Jan felt slightly embarrassed, recalling the semen shooting
into her waiting mouth and falling warmly on her face ("I
HAVE to see that tape." , she thought), but Denise
was kissing and licking her breasts, now, and she was having
difficulty concentrating

Jan pulled Denise's face up and tasted her mouth.

The lips were every bit as soft as she had remembered and
she forced her tongue into the other woman's mouth
as far as she could. She thought she detected the slight
saltiness of semen and assumed (correctly) that Denise
had not been idle while Jan slept.

Denise slid her smooth hand down Jan's firm stomach
and into the bushy growth between her legs. She entered
Jan with three of her slim fingers at once and did not pause
until they were fully into her. Jan let out a gasp at the rapid
penetration and the look on Denise's face changed
somehow. Her voice was different as she spoke too, "You
like it hard and fast, sometimes, don't you?"

It was more of a statement than a question and Jan moaned
out a long, low, "Yesssss..." as she was almost
instantly grasped by the start of an orgasm.

Denise stopped moving and said, "I don't want
you to come, yet, my love."

Jan wasn't sure how she could prevent it, but the release
slowly subsided. When she had relaxed a little, Denise
withdrew her fingers and added a forth to the tight bundle.
She thrust deep into Jan's wet vagina and brought out
another sharp gasp as Jan felt the woman's fingertips
brush against her cervix. She wanted to come, but fought
against the intense need as Denise worked her hand in and
around Jan's depths. Suddenly, the fingers were gone
and she felt empty, as though there was a vacuum where they
had been.

Denise stood and removed her dress, then climbed over Jan's
face. For the first time, Jan was looking at another woman's
pussy from a distance of not more than two or three inches.
She didn't think she wanted to do this, but knew it was
a requirement if she wanted Denise to make her come. Jan's
hands went to the soft mounds of Denise's ass and pulled
her forward so Jan's tongue could just reach the lips.
Tentatively, she extended her tongue and licked along
the length of the slit. The lips were very wet and Jan found
that the taste was slightly tart, but not entirely unpleasant.
Without warning, Denise pushed her hips forward and down
and Jan found her nose pressed hard against the protruding
clitoris. At first, she was afraid she would not be able
to breath, but soon learned that she could suck in air at
the sides of her mouth as she worked her tongue between the
inner lips. She realised that Denise was literally fucking
her face, her hips moving in imitation of intercourse with
a man. Jan licked and sucked as best she could until Denise
pushed hard against her face and started coming. Liquid
was leaking from her vagina onto Jan's face and into
her open mouth and Jan started sucking it into her mouth
and swallowing as it came.

Finally, Denise pulled away and knelt by Jan's side.
She once again inserted three fingers deep into Jan and
scooped up some of the fluid that was present in copious
supply. She withdrew her wet fingers and brought them to
Jan's face which was shiny with Denise's own fluids.

"Now, taste yourself, and compare." , she instructed
and the fingers were in Jan's mouth and she could tell
the difference.

She didn't know if it was because of her incredible
sate of arousal, but she sucked hungrily at the fingers
and found that she tasted wonderful. Denise repeated the
procedure twice, the last time rubbing the liquid across
Jan's forehead and into her hair. Then, she quickly
inserted all four fingers again and started to work the
hand in and out of Jan's vagina rapidly. She drew her
hand out and when she started to push back in, Jan was aware
of something being different. The hand felt much bigger
and Jan realised that Denise was using her thumb as well.
The other woman did not relent and Jan felt her entire fist
stretching the entrance and working its way fully into
her belly. Denise leaned down and said, "Come now,

It wouldn't have mattered if she had been told to or
not. It couldn't be stopped and she heard herself crying
out again as Denise fucked her with her fist. Jan's
hands went to her stomach and felt the large knot rippling
the surface as it moved up and down the length of her vagina.
Her body spasm'd and she was aware that she was screaming
as wave after wave of her climax ran through her. She was
half aware of Dan, standing by the bed watching as Denise
took her over the edge and, once again, she drifted away
to oblivion.

The Analyst by - Hal

Chapter five

Dr. Stevens listened intently as Jan described her first
visit to the club.

"Did you join?" , she asked.

"Yes, I really liked most of the people I met there,
and somehow, I felt like I belonged."

Dr. Stevens moved to sit beside Jan on the couch and took
her hand.

"Jan, I've been starting to feel that you may
be moving too fast into this second life and not exercising
enough caution. When you mentioned the cameras and video
tape, I got a chill down my spine because I've heard
of people being blackmailed with something like that.
And, you really don't know that much about Dan. How
can you be so sure you won't get hurt?"

Jan placed her other hand on top of the doctor's and
looked into her eyes.

"Have you ever had the feeling that there is a part
of you that has always been there, but never come to the surface?"

Dr. Stevens nodded and Jan continued, "Well, I've
had that feeling for a long time and when I got involved with
Dan, I began to realise what that hidden part was. I am a very
sexual creature. I'm finding that I love everything
about my body and the bodies of other people and I've
never been as happy or free as when I'm having sex. My
parents were very strict and I went to a catholic school,
so when I went to college, and later in the business world,
I accepted that sex was for procreation and should only
be pleasurable with a husband. Unfortunately, most of
my experiences with men tended to reinforce that belief
and I always felt guilty when sex felt good. Besides, the
men I made love with seemed more interested in relieving
an itch than making me feel good. I think if I had had a more
"normal" sex life when I was younger, I might
not have this tremendous need that has built up inside me
for a long time with no relief, but it's there and I have
to find a way to deal with it."

"The club made me afraid in the same way that Dan does,
sometimes, but I found that I liked the fear. It's partly
a fear of being hurt or discovered, but mostly, it's
a fear of the unknown. I really believe Dan has everything
under control and won't let me get hurt. I don't
know why I feel that way, but I do and getting the video tape
seemed to make me believe it even more. When I first suspected
that they were taping me with Kevin, I made up my mind that
I will NOT be coerced or blackmailed. They can show it on
'Sixty Minutes', if they want, and I'll find
a way to deal with it in my real world. I really do believe
it is the only copy, and I'm toying with the idea of giving
a copy to Dan and, maybe, Denise with the understanding
that it will be for their enjoyment only."

Dr. Stevens looked concerned and suggested that Jan not
do that until she had thought it through completely and
they had discussed it together. Jan agreed, and went on,
"You know, I've watched that tape at least a dozen
times since I got back from that trip and I'm just beginning
to be able to relate to that incredibly sexy woman on the
screen being me. The first few times, it was like watching
someone else in a porno movie even though I could clearly
remember it happening."

Dr. Stevens was quiet for a few moments, then said, "Would
you be willing to let me see the tape?"

She wasn't certain that her curiosity was entirely
professional in nature, but she found herself wanting
desperately to see what Jan had described and, perhaps
it would help her to provide better guidance to her patient.
Jan nodded and said, "I have it in my purse. Would it
be OK. if I watch it with you?"

The doctor took the cassette and inserted it in the VCR that
was built in to the bookshelves that made up one entire wall
of her office. She pressed the play button and took a seat
in a large, soft chair where she could see both the TV screen
and Jan, sitting on the couch. She wanted to take note of
Jan's reactions to what she was watching.

The tape began with Jan being helped to the stage by Kathy.
("My God, ", she thought, "she really
is small. She almost looks like a miniature woman beside

As the video progressed, it became obvious that the club
had at least four different cameras to cover the low platform
from several different angles. From Jan's description
of the club and what she could see on the screen, they were
most likely remotely controlled for pan, tilt and zoom
and whoever was doing the controlling appeared to be an
expert at covering live action. All in all, the tape was
very professionally done. As Kevin was placing the head
of his huge cock against Jan's lips, Dr. Stevens shifted
her eyes to watch her patient. Jan's eyes were glued
to the screen and her hand was resting lightly in her lap.
Her legs were pressed tightly together and squeezing very
slightly. It was clear that Jan was aroused by what she was
watching and the doctor encouraged her to describe her
feelings as the tape progressed. Jan talked very openly
about how Kevin had felt and tasted in her mouth and later,
the sensations she felt as his giant member was entering
her body. Despite all her efforts at maintaining a professional
aloofness, Dr. Stevens felt the sexual stirings within
her vagina and knew that her own fluids were starting to
flow as she listened to her patient and alternately watched
her patient and the highly charged action on the screen.

As Jan talked and watched, she stole quick glances at the
doctor and began to sense that she was also becoming very
aroused. She started making her descriptions and comments
more vivid and new that she was intentionally trying to
turn Dr. Stevens on. She wanted her therapist to understand
exactly how she felt as she performed sexually before all
those strangers and she slid her hand under the waistband
of her skirt and into the bikini panties she wore underneath.
She knew that the doctor could see what she was doing, even
in the low light of the office, but didn't care. Yes,
she did care. She wanted to be watched as she masturbated.

Dr. Stevens knew that she should stop the tape and get both
Jan and herself back under control. Her patient was masturbating
feverishly in her office and, worse still, the doctor wanted
desperately to do the same thing.

Dr. Stevens had only been in practice for five years and
had never had a situation like this arise before. She had,
of course, been warned many times during her training that
it was her responsibility to maintain control of the session
at all times, but what could it really hurt if Jan brought
herself to orgasm while watching herself on the screen?

"If only I weren't so damned turned on myself.."
she thought.

When the video Kevin pulled out and moved up to position
himself over the waiting mouth of the video Jan, the live
Jan cried out, "Oh, Yes! He's going to come in
my mouth!" , and her real mouth opened wide in imitation
of the one she was watching, as her

Jan's orgasm began for real just as Kevin's did
on the tape.

The semen falling like big, white raindrops onto Jan's
beautiful face and parted lips was more than the doctor
could take. She turned to see Jan's mouth wide open
as if wanting to feel and taste it yet again and Jan's
hand was working feverishly under her skirt as she reached
her climax. Dr. Stevens needed an orgasm as badly as she
ever had in her life, but she also needed to keep that fact
hidden from her patient. Somehow, she managed to keep her
composure and suggested that Jan might want to go to the
lady's room in the outer office and "freshen

When Jan had left the room, the doctor went to the small private
bathroom beside her office and locked the door. She quickly
lowered her panty hose and panties and sat on the chair at
the make up table.

She raised her skirt to her waist and drove two fingers into
herself. She was coming almost immediately and her fluids
were running down the crack of her bottom to pool on the velvet
below her. She fingered her clit harder than she could ever
remember and found herself enjoying the slight pain she
was causing from such rough handling of her most sensitive

When Dr. Stevens came back into the room, Jan was standing
quietly, looking out the window. The doctor walked up behind
her and put her arms around Jan's small waist. She leaned
forward and placed a light kiss on the back of Jan's
neck, pushing the soft, shiny hair aside with her face.

"Jan, ", she said quietly, "I'm
going to refer you to Dr. Kelly. I think you'll really
like him."

Jan didn't move. The arms around her waist felt very
good, and she had half expected Dr. Stevens to drop her case
after what had just happened. The doctor continued, "I'm
afraid I can't maintain my objectivity where you're
concerned and I think it would be better if you see another
therapist for awhile. Besides, the next time you go to Boston...
I'm going with you. If you and Dan will have me."

This word was chosen for it’s unusually high frequency
in erotic texts. It is marked to draw attention to when,
why and where it is used. To some, it may stimulate, to others
it’s a bore. What does your brain say?

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