After being committed to John for almost 5 years he dropped the bomb on me that he wants me to take bbc while he watches. Shocked I said no....he left me. He is now staying with another woman....but says if I can give him what he wants he will come back to me. Maybe I should....I don't know. I'm a shy, non sexually adventurous woman. I will need some hand holding and a gentle introduction to this life. He wants me to have a "regular"....he wants to watch and sometimes join in.

Ma personne idéale : John's ideal man for me is black, well hung, and up for being watched and sometimes he'll join. He wants me to have a regular. My must have is to take the first couple times slow. Must be safe. I'm a 40 something woman and prefer a man 35 to 45ish.