I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT THIS NEXT SUNDAY EVENING WILL BE MY LAST TIME ON HERE FOR AWHILE. MOST OF YOU KNOW MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN IN JAIL AWHILE FOR SEVERAL TRAFFIC VIOLATIONS. HE IS BEING RELEASED ON MONDAY (15TH) AND I WILL GO NEXT COUNTY OVER & PICK HIM UP. I HAD WRITTEN HIM A LONG LETTER LAST WEEK STATING I DIDN'T THINK WE SHOULD KEEP TOGETHER AFTER WE GET BACK TO TOWN. I NOTED ONLY HALF THE BAD SHIT HE HAS DONE TO ME AND THERE IS NO TRUST I HAVE FOR HIM. HE GOT MY LETTER YESTERDAY & CALLED LAST NIGHT. SINCE I HAD SENT THE LETTER I HAVE TO WONDER IF I REGRET BEING SO HARSH BUT PROBABLY NOT. I HAD SPEAKER ON PHONE & HAD CAM ON. VIEWERS COULD HEAR US. HE HAS PLEADED & MADE PROMISES WHICH I AM GOING TO TAKE A CHANCE AND STAY TOGETHER WITH MY HUSBAND. HE HAS MADE SOME CHANGES WHICH WOULDN'T HURT IF I DID ALSO. THIS MAN I ACTUALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH BEFORE HE RAISED HELL UPON ME. I DO BELIEVE HE LOVES ME. IF I DON'T TAKE THIS CHANCE AND IT WOULDA WORKED THEN I HAVE A BIG LOSS & BIG ACHE IN MY HEART. I COULDN'T EVER REALLY BE WITH ANOTHER. I HAVE BEEN MAD & DESPISED HIM. IF HE IS GOING TO BE THE HUSBAND TO ME THAT HE PROMISES THEN I'M GOING TO BE HAPPY & SMILING ALWAYS & FOREVER. HE USE TO LIKE FOR US TO PLAY ON AFF ON MY COUPLE'S ACCOUNT. HE MIGHT WANT TO AGAIN. WOULD BE WEIRD SOME OF YA WATCHIN LOL I'VE HAD SOME GREAT FUN ON HERE & HAVE MET SOME AWESOME PEOPLE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING HERE FOR ME EVEN THOUGH I HAVEN'T DONE MUCH TO BE THERE FOR YOU. I ALSO WILL BE STILL TAKING CARE OF MY PARENT'S AND WILL STAYOVER WITH THEM OFTEN SO I WILL NOT FORGET TO CHECK ON YA'LL. KISSES & HUGS! UPDATE: TUESDAY 9,2018...….MANY HERE ON AFF, MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS I HAVE LEFT HAVE ALL ADVISED & GIVEN ME THEIR OPINION ABOUT STAYING TOGETHER WITH MY HUSBAND AFTER HE HAS ALREADY DONE ME VERY WRONG IN EVERYWAY HE COULD. I HAVE REALLY WONDERED WHY I CHANGED MY MIND AND DAMMIT HE CALLED AFTER HE READ MY LETTER. PLEADED & PLEADED AND I GUESS I FELL FOR IT BUT I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE ANOTHER CHANCE BECAUSE I ALSO KNOW ITS ONLY TIME TIL I'M MADE A FOOL WITH A BROKEN HEART AND RIGHT NOW I CAN HANDLE A SPLITUP WITH NOT BEING TOGETHER 4 MONTHS VERSES BEING TOGETHER AND THEN BOOM HE BROKE A PROMISE, A VOW, LIED, CHEATED,WHATEVER. I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE ANOTHER CHANCE WITH HIM. THANK YOU ALL FOR TAKING THE TIME TO TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS ON THIS. IT HELPED. HUGS!