I went from sharing my wife with a friend to taking her to a gang bang

3/4/2011

During the two years after my wife and I decided to add a few
select men into our marriage, we didn’t see any negative
affect at all. We were able to remain very close as a couple,
still very much in love, raise our like respectable
parents and pretend to be as normal as any other couple we
knew.


Outwardly no one would have ever guessed that on a few special
nights each year, my sexy wife would willingly be shared
with another man while I watched. She was hesitant at first
but quickly began to enjoy the attention a new passionate
love provided her. And I was the kind of husband who was quickly
becoming addicted to watching my wife in action. Yes, it
is a sick thing to admit to yet I want to be honest and show
my flaws. I might add here the rest of the time we were very
normal.


The first man I shared her with was a good friend of ours.
Of course we were both consumed with guilt when it was over.
In the end the excitement of doing something so taboo took
hold of both of us. The second guy was a complete stranger
but we both decided that was too risking. And then Susie
found Glenn, a man she met through her part time job. As bad
as this all of this may sound, we saw it was only three men
total which was not off the charts. Amazing how a couple
can justify anything they do in order to not take the blame
for their actions.


And after our first evening with Glenn, Susie and I left
his home as horny as a couple can be. Even though she had already
been fucked hard while I watched, our hormones were raging
as if were once again teenagers. I believe there is something
about stepping over the line that made it all feel so naughty.
It felt like a drug called, forbidden fruit and we loved
the taste.


And wanting to be honest here, I will admit that seeing the
woman I loved and mother of my her being fucked
as she gasped for air turned me on almost more than anything
else. It was not the fantasy I ever thought I would become
addicted to but it indeed was turning out that way. And the
fact my innocent wife was going along with the idea was even
more amazing.


My wife was the girl next door type of woman who was loved
and respected by all our family and friends. She was sexy
in my eyes but dressed like the suburban housewife and mother.
It was only when she was behind closed doors did I begin to
see the sexual creature I had fallen in love with years before.
And now that we were adding other men, my wife was getting
even more aroused. In fact much more aroused than I thought
she would. That made the show so much better but also made
some doubts form in the back of my head.


Before she found Glenn, Susie left each event with both
lust and guilt ragging inside of her. When we left Glenn’s
house that night we had a fairly long drive home she displayed
no signs of any more guilt. I thought it odd yet I also found
it would make it easier for me since I would not feel guilty
for talking her into something she had regretted.


So as we climbed into our car after her first outing with
Glenn, my wife was still red faced and breathing hard. Her
body had been through a work out and was showing the signs
of what she endured. “Boy did you enjoy that as much as
it appeared?” I asked chuckling to her as she closed her
door. My wife is a lanky five foot, five inch blonde with
a sleek seductive shape. I had remembered the fire I saw
in her eyes when he had removed her panties, exposing her
wet swollen pussy earlier in the evening. And how her body
trembled while standing naked in front of the man she hardly
knew.


Glenn had approached her much differently than the other
men I had shared her with. He didn’t’ pounce on her and
take advantage of his opportunities. In fact he acted just
the opposite around her clearly confident he would fuck
her when he was ready, not her. So in the process it was the
first time I was witnessing my wife from a new point of view.
It was both arousing yet also a little disgraceful the way
she ended up almost begging him.


“That was great!” my wife said as I drove away from Glenn’s
house. Immediately hearing her words I was surprised yet
not offended by her honest response. After our previous
encounters my wife had responded well during the fuck but
never commented afterwards. I always thought it was simply
beneath her to do so. Had she changed or had I shared her with
enough men that she was becoming accustom to it.


Pondering my options I remained silent for a few miles before
commenting. “So why was it so great?” Susie smiled
at me with her eyes still glazed over but did not respond.
“Come on. Tell me why Glenn was so great, ” I asked her
again almost curious to what she would say. My wife smiled
while leaning against the back of the seat trying to come
off the sexual high she was still on.


Let me stop here and also mention that in life, we find partners
who are ideal for lifelong marriages. Susie and I fit into
that category for each other and always had. But along the
way I was wondering if each of us also had other partners
out there that could have been our perfect fuck partners.
I was beginning to think to myself as I began to drive us home,
if Susie had not just found her sex partner. It made no sense
yet when she and Glenn were together the intensity had been
different than when she was shared with the other men.


And as long as I am writing them as bluntly as I can, let me
also say I had learned a few other points while she was with
other men. I always knew my wife loved me and that would not
change just because she fucked someone else. I have already
admitted I enjoyed watching her in action. But it occurred
to me as we drove along that she also must have some feelings
for them during the act. The fact remained her legs were
spread while their cocks were planted inside of her womanhood
had to form some sort of bond she felt with them.


I am not a woman and no idea how it feels to share my body but
based on my wife’s responses, it appeared completely
consuming. There were many times I saw her staring into
their eyes while their six or seven inch cocks pumped in
and out of her pussy as it gripped them tightly. Her bodily
reactions were amazing as she arched her back or flopped
her head from side to side during their union. She panted
or whimpered yet worked with them to make the most of their
brief time together.


So what was it about Glenn that had affected her so deeply
was my question. Susie paused for a few seconds before trying
to explain her very intense reactions to Glenn. “Um.
I guess we just connected. Well that is in a sexual way. He
made me feel different as if it was ok to not be embarrassed, ”
she said softly. Before I could answer my wife went on to
say she hoped I was not angry. Her face was red as she softly
added that she hoped she had not embarrassed herself.


Once we got home and climbed into our bed I pulled her into
my arms and felt her warm tender kisses mesmerize me even
more than I knew possible. “I still love you and love your
wonderful cock, ” she whispered to me as I pushed her
onto her back and yanked her soaked panties down her legs.
Her pussy was still puffy and pink from the fucking it had
received as I stared at her with even more amazement.


My cock slipped inside for a second time as I felt her grip
my throbbing shaft. The sensations of feeling her juicy
pussy filled with two loads of cum, one from Glenn and one
from me, sent me over the edge rather quickly. “Fuck me
baby, ” she said softly hoping to not wake up our .
I lost my mind as her inner muscles gripped me even though
she was stretched from her first two encounters. The pressure
built quickly and without any self control I erupted inside
of her well used pussy.


So for the next two weeks, my wife and I enjoyed the robust
affects of sharing her with Glenn. One of the unexpected
benefits for both of us after an encounter was the fact Susie
and I were on fire for weeks. Although Susie and I didn’t
talk about Glenn or even mention his name I knew when she
went to work, she was chatting with him. Now that the man
had experienced my wife, I knew he wanted more of her honey.
The question I was not sure about was did she want more of
him?


It was the first possible wedge between us and although
I didn’t think it would harm our marriage, it was the first
sign that maybe sharing her was about to get complicated.
I doubted Susie would ever consider cheating on me but I
did notice on the days she worked, she came home hornier
than the other nights. I chalked it up to a human response
any of us would feel if we were around a person we had shared
such an intense fuck with a few weeks earlier.


And then one day when I was busy at work, Glenn called me.
We exchanged some small talk for a few moments as I wondered
why he had called. Of course I knew it concerned my wife but
blocked that while I listened to him. “Do you have time
to meet for a drink?” he said. We agreed to meet for a drink
after work.


I immediately called Susie and told I had to work late, not
wanting to tell her the truth until I had met with Glenn and
heard what was on his mind. She was her usual sweet self and
told me to not work too late before hanging up. The rest of
the afternoon was a waste of time as my thoughts revisited
her last meeting with Glenn.


Walking into the bar around five I found Glenn at a table
as we shook hands as if we were old friends. Personally it
was odd to see him again now that I had given him my wife one
time and watched what he had done to her. Guess that is another
way of admitting my embarrassment for being the kind of
husband who shared his wife with anyone. It bothered me
of course even though it turned me on so much I was not sure
I wanted it to end.


Over the next ten minutes I listened to Glenn who spoke quite
frankly about Susie and I and what we were into as a married
couple. “Don’t get me wrong. I think it’s great that
your marriage is that strong, ” he said once in an attempt
to not insult me. After listening to him babble on I finally
interrupted him and asked, “So why this meeting tonight
and what do you have on your mind?” As a man and Susie’s
husband I was feeling lots of emotions. But I also wanted
Glenn to understand I may have let him fuck her once but Susie
was still my wife.


Glenn grew a little more serious and leaned across the table.
“I have an idea you may want to talk to Susie about, ”
he said. I didn’t’ know what his idea was but I felt my
nerves winding tighter by the second. It made me feel good
and bad at the same time. “Don’t take this as an insult
because I think the world of the two of you especially after
the night we enjoyed at my house, ” Glenn said as I tensed
up even more.


“I have a couple buddies who would love to join us, if you
and Susie want to have another party, ” Glenn said and
leaned back in his chair watching my reaction very carefully.
I can’t recall my first emotion as my mind couldn’t
wrap itself around what I had just heard.


I don’t recall what I told him but thanked him for his offer
and said I would get back in touch with him if we were interested
in something like that. When I got to my car, I immediately
felt angry and insulted at his suggestion. What did he think
Susie and I were? We may have done a few unconventional things
outside of the norm, but I had no desire to turn my wife into
a complete .


And my anger continued as I drove around talking to myself
not wanting to get home before I calmed myself down. Sure,
I had let a few men fuck my wife but that didn’t mean I wanted
the world to join in. Who in the hell did Glenn think he was
making such a suggestion to me. As my rage continued my mind
visualized my poor wife surrounded by a pack of wolves unable
to defend herself. And what did Glenn think I was supposed
to do during the attack? Was I supposed to just sit back and
watch him and his buddies use my wife until they were satisfied.



And now for the shameful part of my truthful admission,
as I drove around killing time I also felt my cock beginning
to fill with blood. As angry as I was and as disgusting as
Glenn’s suggestion was, I could not help but feel that
addictive excitement returning to me. I questioned what
kind of husband and man I truly was if such a sick idea was
turning me on. Could it really be three times as exciting
as if Susie was with just one man?


It was a very difficult hour for me as I searched my soul and
prayed that I was not losing grip with reality. The power
of sex had always been strong but the idea of handing Susie
over to a group of men was indeed off the charts. If I was ever
to bring this up to her I didn’t know how to do it in a way
that did not insult her. After all I loved the woman and even
though she had been willing to fool around a few times before
it didn’t mean she would be interested in something like
this.


It bounced around inside my head for days as I said nothing
to Susie about my meeting with Glenn. My wife never showed
any signs of thinking I had something on my mind. And I felt
the most guilt when she would strip down to a t shirt and her
panties to crawl into bed at night. It was on the third night
after I had talked with Glenn that Susie snuggled next to
me unusually close. She positioned her body so her moist
panties were touching my hip.


“Do you want to fool around?” she whispered to me in
the dark. In my heart I wanted to make love with her but was
not sure how to do that with Glenn’s suggestion still
inside my head making me feel as guilty as I had ever felt.
Susie’s perfume was powerful and floated into my head
making my dick begin to stiffen without my ability to control
it.


“Yes I do want to fool around. But first I have to get something
off my chest, ” I whispered back as I felt her tense up
next to me. When aroused my wife tends to be more like a little
girl than a grown woman. So without choosing my words very
carefully I told her everything Glenn had suggested to
me. My wife gasped once or twice but I needed to say it and
not have it haunting me any longer.


And when I had finished the two of us laid in our pitch black
bedroom speechless. I could hear her heart pounding in
her chest as well as mine doing the same thing. After a minute
or more passed I moved to my side and pressed my lips to hers
in the dark. My wife’s kiss was wet as we went after each
other like starving animals.


Her small soft breasts were hot to the touch as my hands slid
under her t shirt. She gasped for air as my lips began to suckle
her swollen nipples in the dark. This crazy idea was on both
our minds although never of us spoke. Soon my wife was sucking
my raging cock as I had all I could do to not explode. We were
both frantic and going out of our minds as she slipped her
panties off and straddled me while I laid on my back.


“I need you, ” she muttered as I felt her tight wet hole
open up as my shaft pushed up into her cunt. I have to also
add here I don’t like to use the word, “cunt” but it
described how I was thinking as I visualized a group of men
doing the same thing to her. “Oh fuck, Oh fuck, ” Susie
said more than once as she ground herself up and down on my
shaft desperate to feel me inside of her. I sensed what I
had told my wife had gotten stuck inside of her mind and for
reasons I didn’t understand had unleashed her animalistic
side.


“Fuck me real hard” she said as I rolled her onto her
back and went to work on her nearing my orgasm. My wife had
never or at least seldom reached an orgasm during intercourse
but as I crested about to fill her pussy, she gushed a river
of her slippery juices around my shaft. It was the last sensation
I could handle before my balls pulled up inside my sack and
I began to fill her hungry pussy at last.


And then began the most challenging times of our marriage.
I believe Susie and I were both extremely embarrassed for
getting excited about a very perverted idea but we couldn’t
deny it either. Instead of forcing ourselves to sit and
talk, we ignored the issue and pretended nothing had changed.
The slippery slope of seeking sexual highs had just gotten
a lot steeper and we both felt it. In fact it was so steep we
didn’t make love at all. I think neither of us knew how
to approach being intimate without this other issue unresolved.



I showered and dressed for work as did Susie since it was
her day to work at her part time job. “Think Glenn is going
to stop in?” I asked her as we drank our coffee. Smiling
Susie replied, “Glenn always stops in when I work.”
I waited a few awkward moments before saying to her, “We
need to solve this issue. But if it is going to be too embarrassing
to discuss why don’t you call in sick today.” My wife
has such a pretty face framed by her long blonde hair that
I sat across from her feeling more love than I think I have
ever felt before.


Susie was clearly tense as she looked up and offered me a
forced smile. “Do you really want me to do it?” she asked.
Shocked and somewhat relieved by her comment I hesitated.
“Yes and no. But how do you really feel about doing something
like that?” I replied. She never answered as I waited
just a second before standing up and pulling her into my
arms. Our lips pressed to each other as the heat we both felt
couldn’t be hidden.


The idea of a gang bang was something I never really thought
about after I married. That was the kind of fantasy only
single young men entertain. It’s one of those sexual
bizarre sexual fantasies that normal married couples
don’t encounter especially in their thirties. My wife
kissed me one more time before pulling back and smiling
as she headed out the door. I was semi hard just watching
her sweet little ass wiggle before the door closed behind
her.


The date was set and Glenn assured me his buddies would all
treat my wife like she was a princess. Susie arranged for
her mother to take the for the night as we both kept busy
during the afternoon waiting for the big night to arrive.
I had some lingering doubts of course but I also felt that
addiction I always felt before I shared my wife with someone
else. I grow nervous and unable to concentrate for long
periods of time as the afternoon turned into evening.


Susie drew herself a hot bath and was resting in it when I
brought her a glass of her favorite wine. Her oval breasts
and appealing curve to her hips mesmerized me as I handed
her the wine and stared at her beautiful female form. Before
me was a lovely sexual creature whom I was going to hand over
to a group of men. In fact three other men would be with her
before this would be over. “I’ll make sure you are safe
tonight, ” I said to her as she smiled and closed her eyes
trying her best to relax. I discovered that my wife like
most women about to do something this sexual, needed her
time alone to center her thoughts.


I waited in the living room, flipping channels until Susie
appeared an hour later ready to leave. Her short mini skirt,
heels and sexy top made her simply stunning in my eyes. What
man let alone group of men would not drool over a woman like
the one before me? “Are you as nervous as I am?” she asked
me once during the drive over to Glenn’s house. I patted
her thigh and told her I would watch over her. “Just have
a great time, ” were my last comments before we arrived.



This whole story of ours was one we could never have predicted.
What started as a crazy idea to watch Susie fuck a good friend
of ours had moved so far past that it was hard to comprehend.
I don’t recall actually ringing his door bell but soon
after Glenn appeared smiling while greeting us and welcoming
us inside. My heart rate was triple the norm as I followed
him and Susie inside to meet the other two men who were also
there to fuck my wife.


Maybe something this bizarre is impossible to understand
as I walked into the living room and shook hands with Al and
Chuck, Glenn’s’ buddies he had mentioned to me back
in the bar. Of course they all stared at my slender sexy looking
wife who was of course the center of attention from the very
beginning.


I watched carefully from a chair and let the four of them
flirt a little while we all enjoyed a glass of wine. It gave
me time to study Al and Chuck from a distance. Both were well
dressed and well mannered as they chatted with my wife who
sat between them on the sofa. Susie looked nervous at first.
Clearly having two males next to her was arousing for her
as she played her part the more she relaxed. Susie told me
later that at that point, she was so excited yet very scared
about what she was going to do.


My wife is like everyone else who is raised by respectable
parents. She grew up and held herself back as she began to
date. Self control was one of the virtues that had drawn
me to her in the first place. But the fact remained I had brought
her to this home for one purpose and it had nothing to do with
holding anything back.


Al was a little older and stockier than Glenn or Chuck as
I sat quietly across the room watching intensely. My dick
was semi hard and no one had touched her yet. The idea that
I was sharing my pretty wife with these men did not settle
in at first. My mind was tricking me by pretending we were
all at a social gathering and it had nothing to do with sex.
It felt like we were just a group of respectable people enjoying
another Saturday night.


But after fifteen minutes passed and everyone felt more
comfortable, Glenn brought my wife another glass of wine
and suggested she remove her top and show his friends a little
more flesh. I was holding my breath as she rose to her feet,
stared at me for a brief second looking extremely nervous.
I remained silent not wanting to interfere unless I had
to and watched her pull her top over her head. Susie had a
red lacy bra holding her breasts in place as she giggled
and sat back down between Al and Chuck.


The tone was changing and everyone’s sexuality was slowly
beginning to blossom. Strangely Susie grew even more relaxed
with her bra exposed. That caused me both good and bad feelings.
Just hard to explain I suppose. My wife told me days later
when she was sitting next to the men wearing only her bra,
it made her feel as naughty as she had ever felt in her life.



She looked helpless, petite and giddy as she felt them gaining
the upper hand. It took but seconds before their hands began
to roam a little more freely. My wife offered no objections
as her flesh was obviously growing warm to the touch. Chuck
was the first to kiss my wife as we all watched. He held her
firmly in his arms as she appeared to have enjoyed the kiss.



Al kissed her next before Glenn helped her to her feet and
pulled her tight to his body. As male hormones rise so does
the tension. I felt the three of them becoming more aggressive
the longer they hovered over her making me have some second
doubts. Within the blink of an eye my wife’s skirt fell
to the floor and the party went up another notch. I was turned
on and nervous for her as the passion picked up speed.


One of the three of them was constantly kissing her while
the other two used their hands to get her past the point of
stopping their advances. Her legs were held apart as they
took turns playing with her pussy. I heard her begin to whimper
as one of them slid their fingers under her panties. I was
sure her pussy was soaked and swollen and it wouldn’t
take much to make her cum. As sick as it was to watch, it reminded
me of a pack of wolves surrounding their prey before the
feast.


“Why don’t you two take her to my bedroom, ” Glenn
told his friends as they led my wife out of the room. Glenn
then turned to me and said, “You ok with this so far. Susie
seems to be really enjoying herself. I don’t want you
to be shocked but when we have done this once before the woman
got pretty wild. Just be prepared” I nodded yes and followed
him down the hall into his bedroom.


Within the time she had left which had to be less than thirty
seconds, my wife had been stripped naked and was lying on
Glenn’s bed with Al and Chuck on her sides. She was already
whimpering as they played with her swollen pussy with one
of them kissing her while the other was sucking her hard
nipples to life. My heart beat like a drum as I watched from
the end of the bed unable to take my eyes off of my sweet wife.



With two of them constantly arousing her, the odd one would
get off the bed and strip. Each of their hard cocks looked
dangerous as I began to worry this was simply too much for
Susie to handle. “Hold her legs apart, ” Chuck told
the others as I watched my wife’s pussy come into my view.
Pink, ripe and juicy it took Chuck less than a minute before
my wife began to scream throughout a very strong climax.



Her entire body was trembling as Glenn then took his place
and used his tongue to drive me wife to the edge on insanity.
Days later my wife told me at that point she felt so overloaded
by so many hands and lips, her mind began to go numb. I remember
Glenn’s words and began to understand that Susie was
not acting like the woman I thought I knew. So much attention
coming at her from all angles was affecting her beyond what
I expected.


She was struggling to catch her breath when Chuck moved
into position to fuck her first. His large hairy sack and
thick cock pressed up to her wet crack as she reached out
to invite him into her. “Oh God, Oh God, ” she muttered.
I quickly walked to the side of the bed and responded, “Honey,
you ok?” Glenn looked at me and smiled assuring me my wife
was doing more than ok.


Looking down I saw Chuck’s cock pushing deeper into her
pussy until she belong to him. All Susie did during the time
he fucked her was gasp and suck for air as the pounding he
was giving her took her breath away. I might add here it is
very odd yet exciting to watch the pussy you are use to being
used and not by me. “Come on baby, Fuck me real hard, ”
I heard my wife say once as I was in some sort of daze by then.



And Chuck didn’t have to be asked twice as his shaft began
to pound her while the other two massaged her breasts and
kissed her on the cheek. And then as I watched almost not
breathing myself I saw his white sticky cream oozing out
of her while he pumped more and more in. “Do you think she
needs a break?” I asked when Chuck had finished draining
his balls in her. Glenn shook his head no and quickly mounted
my wife next.


“Oh fuck yes, ” I heard Susie say as Glenn entered her
warm, wet pussy. I was shocked at just how involved and out
of control she was. Once Glenn got into a rhythm with my wife
things got even tenser. “Oh my goodness, ” she uttered
once to him between their hot kisses. Of course Glenn had
fucked my wife one time so the two of them already knew each
other and how to work together to make the most of their chance.
Her hips bucked upward at times to meet his thrusts as sweat
began to appear on her flesh.


Her breasts bounced up and down on her chest the harder he
fucked her. By that time I had lost all rational thoughts
as my emotions were swinging from one extreme to the other.
It was the ultimate high and the deepest low of my life yet
I didn’t stop it and doubt I could have if I wanted to. I
had let the beast in her out and was how forced to witness
the kind of woman my wife was at that moment. Her mouth remained
open during her fucking as she trembled on the bed under
Glenn.


It had been well over thirty minutes since she had been brought
to the bedroom and forced to cum at least twice. Now in the
middle of her second fucking, my wife appeared in some kind
of groove, sexually speaking. “She real wet. I think
she loves this, ” Glenn told his buddies as they watched
and encouraged him to continue.


If there is such a thing as over stimulation, Susie was experiencing
it by that time. Glenn fucked her for another five minutes
which amazed me and clearly pleased my wife. And then I heard
him begin to grunt and knew he was shooting his load in her
pussy just like Chuck had done. Susie kept nibbling on his
neck as he pumped her full before he collapsed on her for
a few moments to savor their union. My wife was eager to kiss
her lover as the two of them remained joined together in
their special moment.


My cock had been hard for so long it was painful as I watched
the ordeal continue. When Glenn did climb off my wife, her
sweet pink pussy looked to be destroyed. Globs of white
thick cream leaked out as if a dam had broke up stream. I hate
to admit it excited me even if it was sicken to look at. Al
was of course waiting his turn with his thick stocky frame
and swollen organ.


“Let’s take her to the bathroom and let her clean up
for a second, ” one of them said as they helped my wife
to her feet. She didn’t even look at me as they guided her
into the bathroom. But as she walked towards the bathroom,
I saw her inner thighs slippery from the cum that had been
shot into her. Susie closed the door as we all looked at each
other and waited.


“She is having a great time, ” Glenn told me while his
buddies both smiled and agreed. Of course Al was still hard
and appeared anxious to have his go with my wife. When she
did open the bathroom door she looked at me with glazed over
eyes and managed a quick smile before being led back to the
bed by Al. The two of them kissed while standing up before
he pushed her to her knees so she could suck on his cock for
a few minutes.


And my wife never objected as she did was expected of her
attempting to please Al even though she had never met him
before. Like I said this was so bizarre and crazy that there
was no way I would have ever made sense of it especially after
watching it happen.


And soon enough Al had her on her back with her legs spread
wide as he guided his thick cock between her wet pussy lips.
“Oh, You’re my goodness, what a cock, ” she repeated
a few times while Al entered her pushing his cock all the
way up into her. Glenn and Chuck had already left the room
leaving me alone to watch my loving wife get fucked for the
third time. They quickly returned and handed me a beer while
we all stood around the bed and watched Susie and Al put on
the show.


It certainly wasn’t pretty to watch although it was what
I wanted to see happen. I just never expected my wife of all
women would ever be brought to this kind of sexual high by
strangers. And after some seriously physical fucking,
Al reached his boiling point and exploded in my wife just
like his buddies had. It was as if the air had been let out
of the balloon once Al climbed off her.


My wife curled up on her side trying to regain some strength
and composure. I covered her with a blanket, kissed her
on the cheek and told her to rest for as long as she needed.
We all left Glenn’s bedroom and eventually gathered
in the great room after the men had showed and dressed. “She
did really well, ” Al mentioned to me as if he was giving
my wife a grade for performance. I chose to take it as a compliment
instead of my first reaction. Everyone seemed pleased
and satisfied as if they had done Susie a favor.


Those mixed emotions remained inside of me unable to come
to grips with what my wife and I had done. Part of me was so
excited it is impossible to put into words. The other part
of me was stunned and feeling guilty for enjoying what I
had seen.


My wife slept that night while I found it hard to fall asleep.
In fact Susie slept until almost noon the next day before
she wandered into the kitchen. “You ok?” I asked as
she poured herself a cup of coffee. Her blonde hair was messed
up as she brushed it away from her face and nodded yes. I was
still very much in love with her as we stared at each other
for a few moments.


“It was not what I expected, ” she said softly. “How
was it different?” I asked curious to hear her answer.
My wife hemmed and hawed for a few moments before apologizing
for getting so turned on and acting so wild with the guys.
“I never experienced anything like that before, ”
she said. It took us a hours to talk through what we had done.
In the end, my wife and I enjoyed the experience but were
not sure it would be healthy to do it again.