Goodbye I think  

youwonnit 48M
27 posts
8/17/2006 1:30 pm

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8/19/2006 4:52 pm

Goodbye I think

It kind of feels like the right time to be off now. I have been here for about two months - with a previous profile - and have met some great people.

One is rapdily becoming a very good friend. Another i have spoken to as she has met the worst and best this site has to offer (neither were me ), and a couple of couples that i will stay in touch with.

The various cams on display have always entertained, in a very strange use of the word entertain. Not gonna forget the cute smiler and seeing that smile light up as i logged on at five in the morning (probably the best single experience on here for me). The two absolute Queens of AdultFriendFinder are just lovely for completely different reasons - Mrs FF who is just gorgeous, and if you get the chance to see her feet then WOW. And Mrs Showy who has the most amazing reason for being here and doing what she does, a pretty touching story and a wonderful person.

Several sorry's need to go out...Sorry to Angel who i couldnt go through with and meet (no i didnt stand her up, just withdrew), sorry to countless women who in my stupidity and naievety in the early days i wrote and said "love your breasts" (eesh what a muppet) and of course sorry to anyone of a nervous disposition who looked at my cam on the odd time i was trying to get votes of 5 from the "curious" men (did work though, wow getting a score of 5 is great).

For the first time since i broke up with the one who is no longer named, i want to write again. Dont get me wrong, i am not a writer, not even close but i love to write scripts and dream. On a sunday morning lying in bed with that one, we planned out a sitcom together and it was one of those situations you will remember the rest of your days. Because of my broken heart and that moment i couldnt go near any writing. As i said that has finally gone away. I want to spend my time lost in other worlds again. I want to wake up from the 18 month slumber and get on with my life again.

So off I am, but before i do just wanna list some other brilliant moments on AdultFriendFinder...

* having ten people looking at my cam at once - probably doesnt mean much to you women, but try being a bloke and see how many onlookers you get

* seeing someone fill herself up with beads and then insert the largest dildo i have seen (sorry to be so graphic, but it was the weirdes sight, and not in the least bit sexy or erotic - just plain weird)

* being suckered by the profiles that say they wanna do just about every disgusting act with you in an effort to get undersexed pervs to send them email addresses in order to spam (yes i now have a million emails trying to sell me viagra - which clearly the ten people above will testify that i dont need!)

* Getting my first (and almost only) comment on a blog (thanks Precious)

* And finally thanks to someone who showed me that name Louise wont always fill me with broken hearted sadness

Goodbye people, whoever you are.

XX

And for all the Nina and Muse fans out there, my mood...

It's a new dawn, it's a new day
It's a new life for me
And i am feeling...


youwonnit 48M

8/17/2006 11:46 pm

thats when i started singing...

bye bye from this muppetish guy


ella1966 51F
1528 posts
11/14/2006 4:38 pm

Hiya, I just read your blog and I like what I see so much...so if you can bear to tear yourself away from the arse, tits and pussy-type blogs, it would be nice to hear from you...mind you, I have shut most of my blog down for various reasons in an attempt not revisit old pain and wounds, but keep on blogging and you will be sure to have my two cents worth? BTW, who the hell is Mary Whitehouse?

ella

aka 'the mad Skip'


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