what have i done???????????????  

wickedeasy 68F  
17275 posts
8/25/2006 8:53 am
what have i done???????????????


have you ever:

passionately kissed someone and then thought - ewwwwwwwwwwww?

had to spit out food at a dinner party?

screamed no and meant don't stop you idiot?

found something you thought you lost years ago?

had someone tell you that you were the reason they were still alive?

just cried because if felt right?

laughed so hard you peed your pants?

gone on a trip with no plans, no schedule, no idea where you would end up?

set your farts on fire?

seen someone give birth?

stood witness to someone who was passing over?

been hurt so badly that you created another world to live in?

been loved so deeply and so well that you can't talk, can't even breathe?

said hello to a perfect stranger and made a friend?

worn something and thought, dayum, i look GOOD?

picked strawberries, or apples, or corn or tomatoes and eaten them standing right there in the field?

woken up and wondered if you were still dreaming?

stopped short, and had an epiphany, right there in the middle of a crowded street?

have you?

what have you done that you think no one else has done? or what have you done that you think everyone should do, at least once?

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


rm_Bladesong 42F
476 posts
8/25/2006 11:26 am

passionately kissed someone and then thought - ewwwwwwwwwwww?
Yes mostly because the guy couldn't kiss well

had to spit out food at a dinner party?
A couple times

screamed no and meant don't stop you idiot?
Not usually as I say what I mean

found something you thought you lost years ago?
Oh yeah this happens to me all the time. I swear I think my house has a time stream

had someone tell you that you were the reason they were still alive?
Yes I have. Sometimes you don't know if its a blessing or a curse either.

just cried because if felt right?
Yeah I need to watch those water works

laughed so hard you peed your pants?
Thankfully No!

gone on a trip with no plans, no schedule, no idea where you would end up?
Yes I have and I ended up in Sacramento. That was a rough time of my life

set your farts on fire?
Thankfully No

seen someone give birth?
Nope

stood witness to someone who was passing over?
Yes at the age of 8 I watched over my grandmother as she passed over

been hurt so badly that you created another world to live in?
Yup

been loved so deeply and so well that you can't talk, can't even breathe?
Oh yes!

said hello to a perfect stranger and made a friend?
Not really

worn something and thought, dayum, i look GOOD?
Occassionally

picked strawberries, or apples, or corn or tomatoes and eaten them standing right there in the field?
Yes I have

woken up and wondered if you were still dreaming?
Sometimes I wonder if I live more in a dream world than the real world

stopped short, and had an epiphany, right there in the middle of a crowded street?
Yes and no. I kind of had an epiphany when I woke up out of my walking coma from my car accident

~It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved!

Be Good to those around you!

Blade


wickedeasy replies on 8/25/2006 12:52 pm:
i like that time stream idea - maybe that's where all the missing socks are

you were in a coma? do you remember any of it?

at 8 - wow - i think the first time i witnessed death i was about 14
was it frightening or okay?

thanks for answering and btw - you look dayum good in that outfit

hugs

rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
8/25/2006 3:11 pm

WE I love this post!

passionately kissed someone and then thought - ewwwwwwwwwwww?

Only once. I was drunk

had to spit out food at a dinner party?

Yup. I can't eat grisel. If I get it, I have to spit it out or I'll gag and loose my dinner.

screamed no and meant don't stop you idiot?

Oh yeah...screwed up some perfectly good orgasms that way too. Damn!

found something you thought you lost years ago?

I dropped my favorite necklace in a field. I know that's where it was lost. Yet it showed up in my house in a jewelry box that I had been using daily ever since it was lost. The fairies returned it...

had someone tell you that you were the reason they were still alive?

My husband tells me that.

just cried because if felt right?

Yup

laughed so hard you peed your pants?

Oh yes! Best laughter I've evern experienced. Usually, I start coughing and then I pee my pants tho. LOL!

gone on a trip with no plans, no schedule, no idea where you would end up?

Yes. Used to do that with my husband all the time when we had his bike. Don't seem to do that anymore tho. HM...should do something about that.

set your farts on fire?

Always too afraid I'd burn my ass. LOL

seen someone give birth?

Only animals.

stood witness to someone who was passing over?

My mother. Best experience of my life.

been hurt so badly that you created another world to live in?

Yes. I think that's why I love to write so much.

been loved so deeply and so well that you can't talk, can't even breathe?

Yes...many times. I am so blessed.

said hello to a perfect stranger and made a friend?

worn something and thought, dayum, i look GOOD?

picked strawberries, or apples, or corn or tomatoes and eaten them standing right there in the field?

My grandmother taught me to eat carrots right out of the ground with the dirt still on them. Best carrots I've ever eaten.

woken up and wondered if you were still dreaming?

Yup. I lucid dream now tho, so I know when I'm dreaming.

stopped short, and had an epiphany, right there in the middle of a crowded street?

Yes. People almost knocked me over. LOL!

what have you done that you think no one else has done?

I am quite sure that anything I've done, it's been done before.

or what have you done that you think everyone should do, at least once?

I think everyone should risk loving even when it seems unlikely to last at least once and to love totally and deeply even when you know you'll loose him or her. Best sort of love. Makes you feel alive and will teach you to value love for it's experience and not just for the person you loved.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


wickedeasy replies on 8/26/2006 5:42 am:
grins at shannee - you're the only one that got the orgasm part - lol - maybe it's a girl thang

my epiphany - got me nearly killed by a bus - grins

your comment about love is so true - it made me cry

ps. can you teach me how to lucid dream? i use my dreams in my meditation and this would be an amazing addditon

much love - and i still think we may have been separated at birth

namaste

M

wickedeasy replies on 8/26/2006 5:44 am:
odd about that necklace isn't it?

free2chose2 67F

8/25/2006 3:24 pm

Assisted someone giving birth-not in hospital setting
have spitted out food with clams in it-allergy

Don't worry, be Happy


wickedeasy replies on 8/26/2006 5:43 am:
i'm allergic to mussels - turn into a science project with just one bite

hugs

MaggiesWishes 61F

8/25/2006 9:26 pm

passionately kissed someone and then thought - ewwwwwwwwwwww?
Yes, and it wasn't pretty ... I thought my tongue was numb.
had to spit out food at a dinner party?
Yes, thank goodness for the napkins and a good ol cough! *coughs*
screamed no and meant don't stop you idiot?
Yes as recently as yesterday ... I can talk through windows at cars now. I learn this in NYC
found something you thought you lost years ago?
Yes, and I get all "goosebumps" when I do run across those lost items.
had someone tell you that you were the reason they were still alive?
Yes, having talked to several people who wanted to commit suicide, and then pulling them back to the living, getting them help and knowing they are gonna make it, feels as good the first time as it does every time after
just cried because if felt right?
Yes, ... I'm such a tender baby, at heart
laughed so hard you peed your pants?
I think this happen when I was younger, but it's a "black out" period
gone on a trip with no plans, no schedule, no idea where you would end up? Yes ... and some of the best trips resulted from it Next time, I'm being blindfolded and throwing darts on the map
set your farts on fire?
NO, but I've watched my cousins do it .... freakin' funny!
seen someone give birth?
Yes, worked para and labor & delivery, babies are awesome!
stood witness to someone who was passing over?
Yes, my first time, I was 6yrs old, the first girl of the 5th generation. My "little great granny", at 14 my great granny, then my grand mother, then my mom. Now, just me ...
been hurt so badly that you created another world to live in?
Yes, had I not ... I probably wouldn't be alive now. It's called survival in my world.
been loved so deeply and so well that you can't talk, can't even breathe? Yes, and the instant I knew it ... I cried joyful tears
said hello to a perfect stranger and made a friend?
Yes ... I enjoy folks with smiles ... this is AdultFriendFinder, right?
worn something and thought, dayum, i look GOOD?
Yes, Did that a few weeks back ... even got a compliment from a 9yr old girl about my outfit ... oK, so maybe not so good
picked strawberries, or apples, or corn or tomatoes and eaten them standing right there in the field? Yes, took the salt shaker to the garden and ate tomatoes ... pulled green onions ... black berries, mulberries ... shoot, I'm a garden variety girl
woken up and wondered if you were still dreaming?
OH, this did happen ... and I'll have to talk about it another time, I'm still trying to figure it out.
stopped short, and had an epiphany, right there in the middle of a crowded street? Not exactly ... but the light bulb comes on now and again ... without warning, I might add.
have you? I probably haven't yet, but the options are open
what have you done that you think no one else has done? or what have you done that you think everyone should do, at least once?
That's a good question, considering the vast numbers of people that seem to have some connection to the paths I've traveled in life. So, I think that would be considered, somewhat "normal".
At least once, I think everyone should "take a leap of faith", walk into the water past the knees, reach out and grab a handfull of life and enjoy the flavor ... and love themselves, for who they are.


I'm so ready for Autumn ... maybe this hurricane will pick me up and carry me away ...... here I come, never never land!

warm huggies 2ya
Happy to see ya back to your "normal" beautiful self.


wickedeasy replies on 8/26/2006 5:52 am:
i know i owe you a gf call - maybe today?

hugs tight that you have stood witness to the passign of the generations in your family - what an amazing thing

someone said, leap and someone will catch you - not always true but i prefer leap and you will find wings to fly - smiles

T - i know how you survived - and just look at you now - just look

oh god yes - green onions fresh from the ground - yum

thanks for being here Mags - hell, thanks for being anywhere - your spirit is a gift to the world

rm_shannee2006 53F
3355 posts
8/26/2006 11:13 am

I am very happy to teach you to lucid dream. If that's a serious request, drop me a note and we'll talk about it some more. It will take time and you'll have to be patient with the process, but you can do it.

I missed two questions in the confusion of making little pink letters and having the screen pop up to the top of the list each time.

No I've never made friends with a stranger, though I have done things that deeply touch a strangers life. To me that's being a healer, not a friend.

And I look in the mirror at least once a week and far more often when I'm in love with someone new and think I look amazing.

And yup. It is truly amazing about that necklace. A lost half of a pair of gold earrings came back with that necklace too by the way. I wear that necklace all the time, cause I just love it, but now I never put it or another peice of jewelry on that I get the idea I'll loose if I wear it. Some sixth sense came to me about my jewelry when that necklace came back. I've been enjoying that experience and I'm hoping that means I won't loose my favorite jewelry anymore now.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


rm_CuummDrop 50F
2591 posts
8/27/2006 9:27 am

passionately kissed someone and then thought - ewwwwwwwwwwww?
i'm trying to think if i've ever had a bad kissing moment....

had to spit out food at a dinner party?
Ummm, Yes discreetly of course, into a napkin...

screamed no and meant don't stop you idiot?
lol.. quite a few times..

found something you thought you lost years ago?
i found my postage stamp collection that i used to to when i was a teenager,, i haven't been in that box,,, in years...

had someone tell you that you were the reason they were still alive?
Yes...

just cried because if felt right?
Yep...

laughed so hard you peed your pants?
Slightly... and clitalicious67 can only make me do so... lol

gone on a trip with no plans, no schedule, no idea where you would end up? Yeppers,,, longggggggggg time ago....

set your farts on fire?
Do they actually do that?... i've never seen that in person,, or done it for that matter...

seen someone give birth?
Yes...

stood witness to someone who was passing over?
Plenty of times...

been hurt so badly that you created another world to live in?
No, figure hell if this is meant to be,,, so be it...

been loved so deeply and so well that you can't talk, can't even breathe?
Yes,, once...

said hello to a perfect stranger and made a friend?
Everyday!

worn something and thought, dayum, i look GOOD?
smirking,, who me?... nah,, never happens...

picked strawberries, or apples, or corn or tomatoes and eaten them standing right there in the field?
Daddy used to say "They weigh you before you go in Wendy"... We used to go on Saturday mornings, to go strawberry picking,,, my sister and myself used to have strawberries for breakfast that morning...lol

woken up and wondered if you were still dreaming?
Not recently,,, but the smell of Him would linger for a moment or two..

stopped short, and had an epiphany, right there in the middle of a crowded street?
Many of times...

kisses,

me~c

Now won't last forever, so use it wisely~c


wickedeasy replies on 8/30/2006 4:18 pm:
oh CD - "the smell lingers" - smiles

i miss you sis

clitalicious67 50F

8/29/2006 4:44 am

Still giggling will have to answer this later...Teeheehee @ cuummdrop


wickedeasy replies on 8/30/2006 4:18 pm:
stop it - you'll make her pee

rm_Bladesong 42F
476 posts
9/26/2006 11:54 am

wickedeasy, you previously responded with the following:

i like that time stream idea - maybe that's where all the missing socks are

you were in a coma? do you remember any of it?

at 8 - wow - i think the first time i witnessed death i was about 14
was it frightening or okay?

thanks for answering and btw - you look dayum good in that outfit

hugs

Sorry, I didn't see your answers until Now. Yes I was in what doctors call a walking coma. My body was functioning and going on its normal routine but my brain/consciousness wasn't really there. I remember small bits an pieces of the 6 months that I was in a walking coma. There are still a lot of things that I don't remember though and that gets very frustrating sometimes.

It was kind of frightenting to me only because I had to sit there and watch her die. I understood though that it was part of the natural cycle so I got through it because of knowing that.

Thanks for the compliment and

~It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved!

Be Good to those around you!

Blade


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