funny thing.............  

wickedeasy 68F  
17087 posts
3/10/2006 2:58 pm
funny thing.............


an odd thing just happened - i was in the basement chatting and i realized that i had been iggied.

now, i can understand that i am not everyone's cup of tea but i was hurt in a way that was way way way out of synch with the incident

this as a lead in to the reality - my life is difficult right now and i feel rather vulnerable at the moment - and being rejected by someone i thought i had an okay relationship with - well it smarted. and yet i think i know something in this moment that i didn't five minutes ago.

i am alone. in the most existential way - i am just me alone. and the people that i think know me or accept me, may just as readily choose to iggy me or in RT, not call, not care.

i'm not depressed - grins - despite what this may read like

i am in an odd way relieved.

funny thing

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


NGs_lady 65F
762 posts
3/10/2006 4:39 pm

some of us will never iggy you in real time or on line so let the rest sit in there own shit
NGs_lady


Nightguy_1961 56M
4866 posts
3/10/2006 9:55 pm

easy,

I, too, have felt those times when I've sat in the basement...and felt like I was either iggied or someone had painted the bullseye on my back.

Don't know why...and to be honest, I don't really care. I am who I am because of how I see myself, not how others see me. (props to BAB!!)

It's hard at times to determine the silly bitches, the f*ckmart Casanovas, and the freezed-dried insta Doms(just add water) from those who are the real deal. You have a good head on your shoulders, and a keen mind...so I have faith in you to separate the chaff from the wheat...and the goats from the sheep.

Keep those Irish eyes a'smilin'....

NG


rm_Melciber 62M
214 posts
3/15/2006 4:47 pm

Yes - there is a feeling of relief - I think I know what you are saying. Berwilderment that you could be judged to be so beyond the pale and yet know that the judgement is in itself out of line. And that in itself can be a reaffirmation that you are rock-solid.
Rock on wicked.
Mel


lacenleather2 106F
159 posts
3/19/2006 11:20 am

easy,
The depth of your compassion, and the grain of your being was shown to me in the couple of emails that we have had .In r/t you have chosen to serve humanity and it takes great strength of character.i for one will never iggy you, and only look forward to getting to know you better.And if our opinions differ so much , i hope that we accept that as the irish in us and hugz despite it .
lacen


wickedeasy replies on 3/23/2006 2:56 pm:
hugs lacen - can't imagine that we would be anything but
simpatico - caio bella

qosmann 67M

3/24/2006 2:29 am

wicked - I was once iggied by someone I thought I had rapport with. He was kinda pissy that night, iggied someone he thought was a jerk, and then to control the room, started iggy'ing anyone who attempted any conversation with the person he originally igg'ed.

chatrooms - where stuff happens


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