Regardant Reflexology  

whineyblonde0r 55F
287 posts
6/15/2006 7:36 pm
Regardant Reflexology

regardant..... in profile and looking to the rear

reflexology.... study of reflexes

I think at this point, even in not finishing the alphabetical sequence of blogs, I am taking a break. Of how long I don't know. I will be back to finish them tho at some point. Hopefully SEX will be the next "entry" so to speak. I have grown tired of examining myself. Wondering what I might have done wrong. I do know I might have conducted myself in such a manner as to not give a man a fair chance with me. I have dated through out this time and have met very nice men, ones who deserve a chance with a woman who loves them totally. Even you guys who say..I only am looking for sex...your probably not. My wish was to meet one man who I felt that instant connection to. I have been close a few times to finding the perfect fit. But, quite possibly in my haste to find out his bad points so he couldnt hurt me, I might have missed some really awesome great points too. I got this idea from the reflex reactions of past relationships. I went over the hidden messages that werent clear to me at the time they occured but in hindsight seemed to be warning of things to come. The reflexion caused me to be wary admittedly. I am declaring my freedom from the past. It is still lingering somewhere inside me, but I am hopefully sitting on my full suitcase and zipping it shut tightly. Crammed packed with old stuff and venturing forth with clearer thoughts. I might still comment on others blogs. I have grown "fond" of some people here, even in following them for a short time. I have glimsped their progress in a faster pace than they lived it via their blog entries. It has been valueable to clear my thoughts through my writing. It has always been easier to let the ideas flow from my fingers than out of my mouth. I now am going forth in an attempt to find the one who makes me feel more comfortable in person sharing my deepest feelings with. Bedroom talk, coffee talk,hand in hand wandering talk and sometimes the best...silent talk done from within and made known thru eyes...and touches and kisses. I really am not sure where I am finding this man..but I will eventually..He may already be there..still attempting to get his suitcase to zip shut as well.....or he may walk into my life unexpectedly. Will I know him by his eyes alone?

GuyWhoListens2u 57M
325 posts
6/20/2006 6:09 am


You will find what you are looking for. I have no doubt.

whineyblonde0r 55F
140 posts
6/20/2006 2:56 pm


Thank you for the encouragement. I of course will find him. He will be completely full of faults and "stuff" just like me, and far from perfect. But, hopefully I won't notice nor care? He becomes perfection in my eyes anyway.

Embrace the things you might not understand, because wisdom is gained by looking at the world through anothers eyes occasionally and not just your own. Ty for letting me look.

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