watchmesquirm 47F  
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4/23/2006 12:12 pm

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I have renewed my interest in Feng Shui and as a result bought a cool new book. This book has me on an interesting mission to examine each room of my house and all the objects in it. The goal is to try to determine if there is good energy or bad. Even more importantly to determine if it represents who I am. So, I have been observing my space as if I were an outsider... what does the energy of everything "me" say about me?

Well... the first thing it says about me is that I put up a good front... but underneath it all I am a mess. My home and decor are quite impressive... but then you open a closet and the contents pour out in an unorganized mess. I am working on this from an internal and external perspective. I am a work in progress.

Another thing my surroundings have to say is that I am sensual and romantic yet sensible. Yes, this is truly me.

Which brings me to my blog. I don't write with any frequency. Perhaps this means that I am selfish or unreliable? Maybe it means that I am too busy and taxed with the ins and outs of daily life to think of anything interesting to say? Maybe it means that I have a different way to express my creativity? Maybe it is a combination of all of those things. What I do know is that in reviewing a lot of my more "recent" posts, I feel that I am grossly misrepresenting how I feel about men. I love men. My blog does not say that. What it does say is that I have been hurt by men and that I am confused by them. While that might be true, what my blog does not seem to share with all of you that read it (all 2 of you... lol) is that I adore the male species. When I fall down, I get back up. But I haven't been blogging when I am in a state of getting back up. It has been mostly when I am feeling down.

Back to Feng Shui. I mentioned that I am a sensual romantic yet I am sensible. These I believe are some of my greatest qualities. These would make me ideal for a relationship of sorts. I am not needy, I am not clingy, I am very sensible about others needs. But when I am involved and when we do have the time be with each other, I am really into it. It doesn't take a lot to make this self-proclaimed non-manhater dizzy with delight. A nonchalant kiss placed sweetly on the top of my head can make me the happiest person on the face of the earth. I truly believe in living the moment. My blog has seen some not so great snapshots of time in my life.

So- for the record: I love all people unless they give me a reason not to. I don't categorically cross off an entire gender due to some setbacks and heartbreak.


Olfactory1 63M

4/30/2006 9:20 am

Unfortunately, snap shots never tell a complete story but they are useful to see where we have been so we may know where we might be going. In Feng Shui terms, your closets may just be a glimpse of an avalanche on the mountain. That can happen. It is the nature of mountains. Don't we all have pent-up emotions?

rm_samjames2000 53M
2 posts
4/30/2006 7:45 pm

I enjoyed your comments. Yes smell and taste can are vivid sexual lures. Each lover has their own unique signature. Have you ever tried bathing with scented oils? Just imagine smelling and nibbling a lover. It’s been my experience that it’s often fun to play with flavored lubricants, such as chocolate and strawberry. What I (and some men) crave is the smell and taste of an aroused woman, unadorned.
Smells also play a small part of Feng Shui. I’ve been to Asia a few times. Their openness and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I’ll have to tell you more later….

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