The New Me  

vrec_dawn 41M
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6/17/2006 10:51 am

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The New Me

So, hey, I just spent the last couple of hours cutting my hair, showering, shaving, etc. I just looked in the mirror as I went to shower and had one of those moments where you realize, it's just time to cut your damn hair.

And then after my shower, I dared do something that I've been afraid to do for a while ... I hopped on the scale.

Oh no! Oh no! Oh no! Oh no! Oh no!

You see, lately with fighting being sick a lot, being depressed from family dying and being sick, well, I've not been very true to my diet, and I haven't been getting out as much as I should. So I've been very afraid of how bad it might be.

But it turns out, I've only gained six pounds! While still not great, only that puts me back at 205. I can get down under 200 again. Of course my ultimate goal is 185. If I can reach that, super. I'm working on it anyway.

But, so, because I've been primping and preening with even a little more than my usual Saturday Level Grooming, I figure what the hell, I'll snap a few pictures with my new (actually old old old) crappy webcam.

I'm still not the super sexy god that I'd like to be. I have a few pounds to go yet before I get my sexxxy flat stomach. But ... I'd like to think at the moment the new me is at least not bad.

Iwakura16Eyes 38F

6/17/2006 9:39 pm

like me... where I am not bad, I suppose... I'd like to be "tighter," no?

I am built nice... but stuff could be firmer... I'd prolly feel WAY hotter... and that would be damn cool...

we'll get there... I've been running more lately--hopefully that helps.... if I were near ya--I'd help you and vise versa mebbe, huh? *hugs*

vrec_dawn replies on 6/18/2006 8:37 am:
Yeah, exactly. Not bad, but definately could be hotter. We'll get there.

Too bad we're not near each other. That would be fun. It'd be nice to have support. **hugs back**

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