Strange Dreams  

vrec_dawn 41M
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6/10/2006 2:24 pm

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6/10/2006 6:24 pm

Strange Dreams

I had the strangest dream last night. I was in the backseat of a fancy sports car. A friend was driving. (Only in real life I wasn't me in the dream, and I've no idea who the driver was.) Driving in reverse, down the curving road of a big freaking hill. And I knew this car wasn't either of ours. I was borrowing it from someone, so I was pretty upset that this friend of mine was driving so crazily. I was staring out the back window as we go in reverse down this hill at an alarming speed.

I turn around to yell at this friend for going to fast, only to see that he's not even holding the steering wheel. He's just letting the car go on its own! Just as I start to yell at him for that, whoops, there we go, off the road, over the edge of this cliff.

It was a long scary tumbling way down.

I crawl out of the wreckage. So does my friend. We both seem to be more or less okay. He's already joking it off, like it was funny. I yell at him and start strangling him. I'm going off on how this car was one of a kind, no others like it in the world, and now it's gone. How the guy that let me borrow it is the nicest guy in the world, and this is an awful thing to do to him, even if he's rich. He doesn't deserve this kind of shit. And I'm really strangling this friend as I'm yelling this. I don't really plan on killing him. I just want to scare him. It was only like twenty seconds worth of strangling.

But then, suddenly, he's dead. He's just not breathing or anything. And it's like, holy crap! What happened? His heart stopped, that's what happened. So then I'm giving him CPR.

Well, I saved his punk ass life. That's when the dream ended. But I can remember my last thoughts in the dream were along the lines of was saving his life even worth it? Maybe he deserved to die. I almost think I more did it out of fear of being arrested for murder because I'd been strangling him than I did it because I thought he deserved to live.

Weird, no?

For some reason the dream just struck me. I wonder what it's supposed to mean. Usually I'm fairly good at figuring out the meaning of my own dreams. But my brain has been slipping some gears lately.

Iwakura16Eyes 38F

6/10/2006 2:55 pm

I thought I had fucked up dreams... (one pal of mine claims I must dream about my past-lives)

I think a dream like that could be saying a lot about your character that maybe you dun realize yourself, no?

vrec_dawn replies on 6/10/2006 4:32 pm:
You kidding? For me that's pretty mild. My fucked up dreams are much worse than that.

And I have dreamed about my past lives before. That can be fun.

But, yeah. I mean one way of looking at dreams is that everything is a representation of parts of ourselves. (Though I don't believe this is always true myself, it at least sometimes is.) So likely it says something about my character. But flirked if I know what it's saying.

The one thing I really got was that when I was yelling about the cool guy I borrowed the car from, I got the impression that that guy was the real me. (Except that I'm no billionare. Though it'd be nice to be.) But then what did this one of a kind sports car represent? What did I represent? What did this loser friend of mine represent?

The easy answer would be that the car is my marriage and the loser friend my ex. Goddess knows there are times I've wanted to strangle her. And she's definately made my life go downhill and out of control. But that almost seems too easy. And out of character, as dreams like that I've just used her in directly. So I figure it must be something else. **shrug**

I could use a good shrink that does hypnotherapy. He he he.

Aaarrrggh 46M

6/10/2006 4:01 pm

You obviously want to sleep with your mother...(kidding) are not in control of your life. Something close to you, but still not intimately committed to, is steering your actions, and now you realize your true calling...a psychotic killer whose M.O. is asphyxiation, and who claims to have a vocation of necromancy (probably have card made up already)

vrec_dawn replies on 6/10/2006 4:36 pm:
I suppose I should be glad at least that I'm not a murderous albino with some pretty weird pain fetish and faith beliefs.

I suppose it takes all kinds.

That and be glad that it's necro mancy and not philia! Yuck!

Now I just need to find that rich friend to mooch off of...

rm_besomi 40F

6/10/2006 4:46 pm

you need to stop eating spicy food before you go to bed

vrec_dawn replies on 6/10/2006 6:29 pm:
Oooh! That's what I need! Spicy food! I haven't made my sweet and spicy oriental chicken in ages! Mmmm... Cayenne pepper, ginger, Chinese five spice mix, vanilla, soy sauce... Yum yum! I'll have to shop for the ingredients tomorrow!

But, err, yeah, I'd normally agree with you, but I haven't had any spicy food lately. It's all been pretty bland. I haven't had much to drink lately either. Though it is around a full moon, so that could be it. My dreams always get screwy around a full moon.

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