thoughts on a rough day. . .  

9 posts
3/28/2005 2:25 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

thoughts on a rough day. . .

I registered here because the quality and quantity of sex that I have is pathetic. I am a very sexual sensual person, I just a limited by certain situations that I am trying to work with and not just throw away. ( maybe soon though, today was especially crappy)
Have you ever heard anyone say (by th way, someone who supposedly loves you enough to make a liftime commitment) "the only reason it feels good is because I don't have to do anything" or "the thought of taking an active role stresses me out"
What utter bulls---.
I have been patient for YEARS now to try and help [whomever] get through his issues and be able to enjoy being an adult in a sexual relationship. I even seperated completely from [whomever] hoping that absence might cause the heart, or in this case the lust, to grow fonder. But to no avail. I had the most beautiful fantasy today while traveling with [whomever] sitting next to him for four hours and just getting fucked brilliantly in my mind. I fondled him under a blanket for about half an hour and that's when I heard comment #1. When we got to the hotel is when I heard comment #2. Every guy I've ever met has been interested in me (inappropriately since most men that I've met in the past few years are friends with [whomever]) so it's not me. I'm starting to realize however that my fantasies will never EVER be fulfilled with this man.

1 post
6/29/2005 10:48 am

no maybe i could help with you fantasies

1 post
7/3/2005 4:11 am

i love sensuality. i love what leads up to the sex, and what may come after. no sense in being with someone who can't enjoy what you do for them, while they're doing it for you as well.

rm_Jake4u77 61M

8/15/2005 11:42 am

I would love to help you enjoy what you should have been enjoying for a long time.Is he Gay or does he have another Lady?How about aslow Massage,head to toe.followed by....... & more of the same,until .......well,I hope I gave you an Ideal of what Me & a lot of men would do for you,givin the chance.....

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9/4/2005 1:56 pm

I am not going to give you a bullshit line like these other geeks, but I did read your message and it seemed a little like you are so lost in fantasy you have a hard time distinguishing fantasy from reality. Sex is and can be fucking amazing. The only thing that can antagonize sex in the real worlds is sex in our minds. If you would like to chat- hit me up.

shortcut03 36M

9/20/2005 10:42 pm

I am sorry to hear that you are not happy. I would be happy to chat with you some time, and would love to be able to help you fulfill some of those fantisies you are having. Drop me a line and let me know how I can be of sevice.

techman3332000 60M
2 posts
10/12/2005 6:45 pm

time to move on, u can't beat xperience

rm_edgesoccer22 31M
1 post
10/17/2005 3:48 pm

i could help you out living in bloomington, i am very into realizing sexual fantasies and would like to fulfill yours. send me an email here or at AdultFriendFinder b/c i am not a full member.

hermitseeksbliss 41M
2 posts
1/4/2006 10:28 am

sounds like he's playing you, manipulating you to his fantasy, or the man's a jerk. fuck it. like any scripture we can only help others by showing them a way, we all must mend on our own in our own time. blessings on your search

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