So many is a girl to make up her mind?  

tinamarie125 45M/45F
47 posts
3/27/2006 4:16 pm

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3/31/2006 5:58 am

So many is a girl to make up her mind?

Just when things had considerably slowed down in my little email box on comes some endless possibilities.
1) An admirer of my blog...super sweet guy. He hasn't hooked up on AdultFriendFinder as of yet. And damn damn damn I want to be his first! He is your average guy...cute in his own way. Will treat me really special, flowers, nice hotel, the whole deal. I love that!
2) A guy who lives about an hour from me, has a foot fetish, loves my little piggy toes that are painted perfect pink. That turns me on too...but he wants to fucking chat online like a million times and then meet. Gesh! My clock is ticking...NEXT!
3) A really good looking guy who travels to my town 2 times a week. He is almost too good looking and I think he might be disappointed in me...I know, that sounds like I have shitty self esteem. But can a faboulous guy worship a fat girl like me? *sigh* I am meeting him tomorrow at lunch time, so we will see if he approves of me or not. I am paranoid some hot blonde chick will come steal him away once I become his fuck buddy.
4) 4-5 guys that I chat with on messenger while I am at work. This shit annoys me. They talk dirty a bit, but never get the balls to say, hey lets meet. One guy I get some serial killer vibe from, so whatever w/ him. Another is like 24, but looks 17 (I could teach him a thing or two), the other is about my age, but in college, and has alot going on...he doesn't have time for me. But he intrigues me!
5) The numerous guys who have left emails on my account...but I can't decide which one I want or if they will just be yet another tease.
So, I know the heading to this post sounded really good...but alas, it is just another outlet for me to vent my frustrations.
I am meeting #1 by the way this week....lets see if he will worship me like I need to be worshipped.

HeardLankaMalls 56M
2925 posts
3/28/2006 5:24 am

Sounds like a bunch of iffy choices so far Tina (except for #1). Hope things change for the better

Good luck!

rm_Dagerazod 51M/56F
41 posts
3/30/2006 3:48 pm

well there is always Jacksonville where your choices become a choice, singular, one, ME

tinamarie125 45M/45F

3/31/2006 5:58 am

you really think you could handle ME???? Im a wild girl....

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