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teaser2009 35F
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7/26/2006 5:32 pm

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8/5/2006 2:24 am

Searching it


Searching for who i am. I am having a quarter life crisis. I wonder if i'm being myself. I'm wondering who "nikki" is at this point, because i don't think i'm who i'm supposed to be at this point in time. I work and i wonder if i'm cut out to be a nurse. I know i'm smart, but sometimes i don't feel smart enough to do it. I turn off my brain and i'm not sure I remember how to turn it on sometimes. I don't think totally through things.

I want something to do but there is nothing. I'm bored. I want some entertainment, not sure what kind. Also, i've taken to not sleeping lately. what the hell is that about? I like sleep. I like sleeping, yet lately I can't do it at approriate times for some odd ass reason. When school starts this has to stop.

I like barking at my dog. It freaks him out. He gives high fives when i do it. His birthday is saturday, i'm having a party for him. Wierd, but hes my baby and so he gets a party....i'll take pictures, it'll be cute


wantsomefun5658 35M

7/28/2006 12:47 am

I work at a hospital, too. Around nurses all day. It looks tough as all hell. I hope you make it through to the end. Happy Birthday to your dog, too.


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