My Quest (1st year summary)  

tazzerman2000 60M
11249 posts
2/7/2006 8:17 am
My Quest (1st year summary)

(Note: This is actually a repost of TWO entries from my blog over on OP. As a side note, I WISH I could combine both blogs and just maintain one that could be shared between both sites. It would sure save me a lot of time!)

Anyway, I thought I'd share this with my new found friends here on AdultFriendFinder so that you all could get a glimpse into my life and activities. I've been 'busy' Keep in mind, this was written in Dec of 2005. I've added a number of new encounters/friends/lovers/experiences since then. The ol' Tazzerman NEVER sits still

Summary of 2005
Well guys, it's now been year since I started my quest and I thought it was time to review, look back and see what all I've learned. I'm also going to look forward a bit here and see what I can come up with for next year.

For those of you who haven't followed my blogs, my quest has been an exploration of my bisexual (gay) side. I'm a 47 years old, married professional guy who, like a lot of guys out here, had been curious my entire life about guys. I finally made the decision a year ago to find out, to explore and to see what and where it led, to find out if my fantasies were just that or if there was something else going on.

I had originally drawn up a list of everything I wanted to do and to try. So far, I've accomplished about 99% of that list.

For those who love statistics, I've officially been with the following:

Total number of men - 42 (That's different guys, I've been with a number of them more than once

Racial break down - Approx 20% African-American, 60% White, 15% Hispanic, 5% TS/TG (No Asians yet.. Damnit!!)

Number of 3-ways = 5
Number of 4-ways = 1
(I still have NOT fullfilled one of my main fantasies: I want to be in a room full of guys/cocks (10-15) and I want to suck them ALL off.

Cut vs uncut = Approx 95% to 5%. Actually, now that I think of it, out of the 42 guys, I've been with 3 that were uncut so that's more like 7%

Biggest dick (Who really cares huh?) = Approx 13"
Smallest dick (Like I said, who really cares) = Approx 2" He was uncut also. Nice guy, I do feel kind of sorry for him though.. We did have a good time...

Places FOR sexual encounters - 90% no-tell motel, 8% persons home, 2% car/truck (While I did enjoy them, just from the thrill of possibly being caught, cars/trucks are NOT my favorite place. I would much rather have privacy and time to do things right

Out of the 42 guys, 3 were incapable of getting it up. Bummer....

Out of the 42 guys, 45% have been or were actively taking some form of male potency drug (Cialis or Viagra) I don't btw...

Out of the 42, 1 guy was heavily into poppers. No thanks... Not for me guys.

Number of bondage sessions - 2. (Both were incredible experiences and I plan on doing more of them

Number of times in a MMF 3-way - 0 (Big fat fucking zero. Damnit!)

Number of times I bottomed - 1 (Kind of. One of my main partners tried sticking his cock up my ass. Unfortunatly (well not really he has a major thick dick. The exprience, for me at least, was very uncomfortable and not that pleasurable so we stopped... We're going to try this again sometime. Hopefully, the next time, we'll give the ol' Tazzermans ass a bit more preparation BEFORE we try wedging that thing up there

Number of times I topped - 12

Number of times I topped and got shit on = 1 (If you followed my blogs you know what I'm talking about

Number of times I've eaten cum - 1/2 (Kind of. I did suck on one guys cock AFTER he came. I licked off some of his cum and truly enjoyed it)

Ok, so there are the stats. (Yes I know, I'm anal retentive. I'm a computer geek afterall

What have I learned:

I LOVE to suck cock and I'm really really really good at it.

I LOVE to deep throat and can take a 13" cock all the way without any problem.

I'm pretty much a top.

Guys are funnier than hell. They are also cute and sexy and much much MUCH more gentle and loving than we ever get credit for.

Guys LOVE to get their cocks sucked. (Of course we ALL know that)

Having someone stick a very thick dick up your ass is not something you should try without warming up a bit first

Being tied down to a bed spread eagle by a master bondage expert and teased and toyed with and brought to the edge of orgasim time and time and time again can be one MAJOR sexual experience.

3 and 4 ways are VERY fun as long as you have the right guys. Sometimes, getting a hard on in such a situation can be difficult for ALL involved.

I consider myself bisexual (Yes, I love BOTH men and women) not gay, not hetro. I'm both.

OP is the best place on the net. I love all my friends out here, I read all your blogs and I truly appreciate all those that comment on mine and try to help me and provide advice and feedback. Especially in regards to the "Monkey"

You guys ROCK very very much!!!!

How about 2006
So, what's next you might ask. Well, here's the list for 2006:

I want to be with an Asian. Big TIME. Any Asians in the Indy area, PLEASE contact me. I'm yours.

I still want to have that big group suck off. 10-15 guys at least. I want to be on my knees and sucking constantly. I figure that I can handle 3 guys at a time (one in my mouth, 1 in each hand)and I want everyone of them to cum all over me. I'm your slut...

I want to be in a MMF 3-way. I want to eat the girls pussy WHILE the other guy is fucking her. I want to pull his cock out and suck on it. I want I want I want The possiblities are endless.

I want to continue meeting new and interesting guys with hard cocks who enjoy passionate, loving, mind blowing sex. I'm open to all cummers..

Of course, I want to continue to see the 'usual suspects'.. You guys know who you are. You guys are the best and have helped me in my exploration so much. I love ya all, big and small. I'm also counting on all of you to help with my giant gang suck off.

I want to bottom in a big way. I'm going to be concentrating on this in 2006

I also want to learn to enjoy eating cum. That's another goal for 2006. I want to become a cum sucking cocksucker

Oh and one other thing, 2006 will be the year that I finally come to grips with the Monkey. One way or the other, that furry little fucker is going to be toast. I know all of you out here will help me and be there for me and I truly appreciate it, from the bottom of my heart.

Here's to a ROCKIN 2006.. Keep your dick hard and your cum sweet..

Well, it's now 2006 and I think that it's time to update my 'quest' and determine the things I want to accomplish this year. (Sexually that is

1) I want to be in a MMF 3-way. This is at the top of the list. I want to be eating a girls pussy while she's being fucked by a big ol' dick then I want to pull that dick out and suck on it. Repeat as necessary I'm working on this right now and hopefully, with the help of some new found friends, I'll be doing this shortly. Woooo, the possibilities are endless. Obviously, for you totally gay guys out here, this means nothing but for a bisexual like myself, or whatever I am, this IS the ultimate experience.

2) I still want to experience a giant suck-fest. 10-15 guys all in one room, hard, stroking their cocks and waiting for my mouth. Hmmmmmm I've been close to getting this scheduled a couple of times now but as I'm sure you all know, getting 10-15 guys together at one place and time is very much like trying to herd worms. Stay tuned.

3) This is the year that I plan on exploring my bottom side (no pun intended). To date, I've only let one guy screw my ass and that was a very short and uncomfortable experience. I plan on changing that considerably. I will start practicing and getting in shape. I have a couple of partners who are more than willing to help me, imagine that huh? and I trust them completely. Stay tuned, I plan on blogging extensivly on this as it occurs.

4) Aside from the above, I plan on easing out of this quest a bit in 2006. It's time to focus more on quality rather than quantity.

My original quest was to suck every available cock in the Indy area. Well, I've made pretty good progress on that Now that I have a number of partners, I plan on fully enjoying each and everyone of them to the fullest.

Keep in mind, I still get a major thrill from the occasional new guy. The anticipation of the unknown, pulling his cock out for the first time, the surprise and the exploration, but I want to spend quality time with those guys and t-girls that I already partner with. BTW, to each and everyone of you (You know who you are you guys (and gals) are the best. We've laughed and cuddled together, we've made passionate love and have had more fun (and orgasims) than I can count. Just think what we could have done with all the sperm

Please, don't get me wrong, I'm still accepting new lovers. I'm just not going to be going out of my way anymore. (Unless of course I'm totally horny and need someone bad and/or some 20 yr old hottie calls me up and wants me bad or something like that

Side note: I've been SOOO lucky to have met some of the most fantastics guys (and girls) in 2005. Each and everyone of them has something special and unique that I just love. One partner is such a sweet guy and he turned me on to kissing. He's also got such a sweet, tasty thick dick but more importantly, he's open and honest and caring. One of my partners is so much of a 'teacher' and kind of a mentor in all things man-to-man. He's gay, been at this for a while and knows the ins and outs so to speak. He was my first (in many ways) and he's helped me to keep a level head and perspective on everything. My t-girl friends are the greatest. So sexy and passionate. I love you guys. By black friends are magnificent. What I always heard was true... To my str8 Italian friend, I miss you!!! Unfortunatly, he won't be coming back to Indy on business trips anymore. Hopefully, we'll hook up the next time I'm in Chicago.

Anyway, there it is in a nutshell. My quest for 2006.

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tazzerman2000 60M
18958 posts
2/9/2006 5:48 am

Lucious, I'd LOVE to have you watch. Wait, you could be the 'fluffer' for me Like on the porno movie sets. They ALWAYS have someone on the side who helps to keep the 'studs' hard between scenes etc. Sounds like a great job to me! LOL

and yep, us guys are strange aren't we? We just LOVE making lists.

1hotwahine (I love that name) awwwww, thanks so much. I try to ALWAYS be as open and honest as I can be on these blogs. Why else do it? (Don't answer that Stay tuned, lot's more to cum.

Thanks for your comments.. I really appreciate them. -tm

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rm_1hotwahine 64F
21091 posts
2/8/2006 3:52 pm

I followed your comment link from MzHuny's blog and wow, this was fascinating! I mean, honestly - it was actually educational. Thanks for your honesty and I'll be back.

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]

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