I am a coward at heart  

taodoug65 52M
301 posts
6/23/2005 6:58 am

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I am a coward at heart


Yes.. it is true.. I am a coward when it comes to self infllicting pain. Or rolling over a doing anything but living. I have had a good life..
* I was a wrestling champ in high school
* Special Ops in the US army
* Within 2yrs of service had my own platoon of dummies.
* Engineer for GTE
* Had my own bar
* had my own liquor store
* went to school for bartending
* massage therapy
* human abilities
* Associates in English literature
* Associates in Theology
* BA in psychology
* 2yr degree in businees management
* I have my own landscaping business and massage therapy practice now.
* Met friends that are very good people on AdultFriendFinder
I am sure I might have left out a few things. But my life has been very full.

I have lost 3 times in love. My first love cheated on me I lost both physically and mentally. now I lost some one that I would have given my life for that I loved with my spirit and my mind.

My life has been very filled with all that I needed. Yet I still tell people when they say see you later " I will still be stuck here."

Why because I am too much a coward art heart to just give up life.

freetime648 53F

6/23/2005 9:50 am

And why should you? We all get tested and tried to the extent of wanting to just throw in the towel and call it quits. But, it is people like you that make my day go around. No matter what life brings, I give the same back. If it bites me in the butt, I bite it back. Not even life itself can get me down. And from the sounds of what you wrote....you aren't a coward at heart...you are a survivor at life. Keep smiling!!!!


xx FREETIME648 xx


taodoug65 52M
262 posts
7/19/2005 5:56 pm

I don't bite it back.. I write it here to get thoughts out of my head...


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