Frustration at people that quit  

taodoug65 52M
301 posts
7/6/2005 3:01 pm

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Frustration at people that quit

The other day I got angry about how people I know that are strong just throw in a towel and quit.

Kiethcancook asked me "What would I gain?" My answer is nothing but a quick way to the dirt.

I am a coward at heart when it comes to death. And will fight to stay alive. I could never see giving up at anything in life.

The statement I made about giving up my meds because I am hurting inside is totally and utterly stupid, ignorant, and inconsiderate of those around me.

It was more at wanting people to realize. It is okay to hurt.. But why do you give up on something you care for. This is no different than the stupidity kiethcancook saw when I sated I was going to quit my meds.

keithcancook - thanks

rm_txrose4uNTX 59F
3289 posts
7/6/2005 4:48 pm

Good for keithcancook to point that out to you. I had an email received last night from another guy (not AdultFriendFinder related) that is going out of his mind, about to lose everything he has, etc. who was referred to me by a friend. Trust me, you are not alone.

If you are still hurting inside, go back to the doctors to see if they can adjust your meds so that you don't hurt quite so much any more.

Best of luck to you.. and keep blogging... best therapy in the world!!



007sexy40plus 52F  
7603 posts
7/6/2005 7:38 pm

Here is something I thought about when I read your post. Read and gain comfort from it. Its called


When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar.
So, stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things go wrong that you mustn’t quit.

I don't know you that well but have read some of your blogs. Hang in there, there is a bright light shining for you.

I am the real deal! "Come Get Me!!!"

taodoug65 52M
262 posts
7/6/2005 9:33 pm

Thanks ladies.. yes I t was good that kieth pointed out what he had.

straightten2002 - Thank you I really enjoyed that.

txrose4uNTX - it is not a pain caused from my cancer. It is the pain in my heart that seems to have no ease. But I am working on it.

Sensualkatey - You are right.

taodoug65 52M
262 posts
7/19/2005 5:51 pm

I am glad everyday that I see Miss A. online. and always thanking those around me when they read my blog.. give her a gentle I miss you note..

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