Away from the Sun  

SlurpPapalDarns 36F
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5/7/2006 5:51 am

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6/16/2006 9:05 pm

Away from the Sun

Away From The Sun
3 Doors Down

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

I'm over this
I'm tired of livin' in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know

I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me

And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place

Almost everyone listens to good ol' songs, this one I've been playing for the 9th time tonight. I play this as much as James Blunt's You're Beautiful and as always, it melts my heart or Luther Vandross' Dance with my Father or Tina Turner's What's Love Got to Do With It or Baz Luhrman'sThe Sunscreen Song to name a few...Who doesn’t listen to these mainstream songs from well-known soul/rock/love/punk call-it-however-you-want musicians. Each of these song I played tonight is an outlet of myself. Whew! it's 11:27 in the evening, I should be in bed, and yet I'm still here, feeling so unproductive which is obvious as I am writing blog! (which means I'm talking to myself) in a sophisticated way, doh! Playing song depends on my mood, be it contemplative/introspective/reflective (my choice of fancy vocabulary when sleepy) Right now, I see things in varying shades of gray. My emotions are bottled up inside, it’s a feeling of disconnection. Where asking myself (if) there's a need for me to pull the plug off and plug it on again, or pull the entire cord out and get someone/something new to connect with? Whatever it is ahead, it may not be that scary anymore to accept “some” things and be able to walk eagerly away to do my "own" thing regardless of the consequences.Although, I'm pretty sure it would hurt my guts! Sounds abstract? Yes. I picture myself as one. What about you?

P.S> I'm going to sleep, to feel good when tomorrow comes!

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