Somedays are diamonds and somedays are coal.  

sunshinekzn 59F
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7/17/2006 5:14 am

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7/21/2006 5:42 pm

Somedays are diamonds and somedays are coal.

Somedays are diamonds and somedays are coal. On a diamond day I sparkle and laugh and enjoy just being alive. I want to have fun and play fool.

Then we get the coal days. I wakeup with a heavy feeling that I just cannot shake. It feels like everything arround me should be painted black... my soul feels black. I just want to find a little corner to curl up in and sleep and never wake up again.

The past 5 days have been coal days. I don't know why I am so depressed. I just wish I could find the off switch to switch this feeling off.

I try hard not to allow it to affect the people arround me. I did not want to admit to anyone that I suffer from depressen. I drink my anti-depressents like a good girl should but suddenly it is not working anymore.

My poor hubby finds it hard to deal with me. Think of him in your prayers..!


After writing this blog earlier today I found the off switch. My dogs hair has become so long and tangled so I gave him a haircut and it worked to get me out of my pit of dispair!!!


shaper007 52M

7/17/2006 12:05 pm

We all have our down moments babes, and we all know we get through them!!! If you need a little help then seek firends


sunshinekzn 59F

7/17/2006 12:31 pm

    Quoting shaper007:
    We all have our down moments babes, and we all know we get through them!!! If you need a little help then seek firends
Thanks Sharper for being a friend!!!! Take care1


sunshinekzn 59F

7/17/2006 11:20 pm

Thanks - I am glad you know who he is, he really is special!!!


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