this is what happenend...  

MsLoveRose 34F  
2019 posts
1/5/2006 12:54 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

this is what happenend...

The mind:

Finally alone, I thought I was going to have a breakdown and shut off if I hadn’t gotten some time alone to think. It feels good to be free. I’m beginning to not really like being so open and honest. Why cant people just leave me be?? Don’t they see that I like to be alone? Having power makes me smile, makes me confident. Sunrise surely needs me!!


The heart:

Alone at last…(*sigh) It almost feels like I’m missing something. I can feel it but not enough to know what it is. I wanted to give and give myself so many times but for some strange reason caution stood in my way. Why can’t I just love? Don’t people see that I want to love? That I want to be loved? Having power makes me smile, makes me confident that one day soon I will be content! Wrapped in love!! Sunrise surely needs me!!


The soul:

Here I am! Welcome to 2006, goodbye to 2005. I am not alone. Strength flows through my veins, courage in my heart and certainty in my mind. The very breath in all that is good and fine in sunrise is me. When will someone see this?? When will they see me alone, in need of love?? Time my heart, time my mind, will be on our side. We must hold together, we must be strong. Protect that which is yours, and you will prosper!! You will have the power, you will have the love you will have CLARITY!!!


The mind and the heart: (in unison)

Goodbye to 2005 the sorrows the painful days, the cold nights. Goodbye to you! The almost loves, the wished and hoped for loves….GOODBYE, we will never forget you. Goodbye to a year of growth, a year of discovery, a year of layers. WE say goodbye to the memories, the smiles, the friends, the tears, the love, the happiness, the surprises, the kindness, the beauty!!! We fell so amazingly in total likeness with the unison of the sunset and moon rising.


We have learned a great deal about each other. To the mind from heart: I couldn’t imagine sharing any other vessel, thank you! To the heart from the mind: all the times when I gave you doubt, im sorry I was only thinking of myself. Thank you for teaching me that we can work together.

The soul:
SMILING

Simply amazing, breathtaking, and truly a turning point. With the cooperation of the heart and mind the matters within…mended. The structure….even stronger!! The journey….just beginning!!! Here is to you sunrise, may this year be greater for us all!!


~~~I spent my new years watching the skies, singing to the trees, I was carried away with the wind. I stole a moment from the stars when I wished upon a shooting star. Peace rests in my heart, ease rest in my mind and comfort in my soul!!! This was a new years to remember forever!!!

my wish is already coming true!!


© copyright 2006 sunrise


live more, laugh often, love much


pASSionwantd2 51M
1316 posts
1/5/2006 10:18 pm

What a Long strange trip it's been....and may it continue to be even better and better as we strive for happiness in this journey.


rm_FreeLove999 48F
16127 posts
1/6/2006 12:47 am

that is so beautiful!

i spent my new years "kussed" out in bed, cos i got heat exhaustion on the beach, then got stoned, and by the time i spoke to [blog gaeb] on the phone that night i was virtually paraletic -- all my intentions of contemplating and writing went right out the window.



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MsLoveRose 34F  
2432 posts
1/6/2006 8:35 pm

aweeeee thank you passion!!!! this journey is about happiness or what are we doing this for???

free...thanks sooo much!!!it is beautiful...so they are out the window!!! there is always the next day....

live more, laugh often, love much


rm_FreeLove999 48F
16127 posts
1/7/2006 4:12 am

yeah of course...



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redswallow777 49M
6811 posts
1/7/2006 9:48 pm

Well, here is hoping the mind, heart, and soul of Lady Sunrise find many a reason this New Year to work together.


MsLoveRose 34F  
2432 posts
1/8/2006 8:55 am

yes free!!!!

THANKS REDBIRD!!!!!!! i always love it when you come here!!

live more, laugh often, love much


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