Ok..so i have figured it out...  

sullangirrrrrl 38F
32 posts
9/22/2005 1:29 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Ok..so i have figured it out...

Men are ASSHOLES. Seriously....If u want an attractive one...that is how they are. Mindfucking pricks.

I am DONE with this site..with the whole "affair" for that matter.

I am glad I have gone down this path...It helped me figure shit out. Like for instanse..my husband. The ONLY thing he lacks in is the DESIRE for physical contact with me. Our sex is amazing...never had a bad one yet. But his desire is lacking....But I am sure that could be fixed. Maybe with a sex therapist whatever...bottom line..NOBODY on this earth loves/cares/needs me like he does. Everything I do is ok in his eyes. I don't ever feel like he wishes he was with someone else. Or wishes he was in another situation....etc.

Everything we go through...everything we fight for...he still loves me unconditionally...

Why do i want to mess that up? For a physical reason? FUCK ME.... I am a piece of shit. That man is a blessing...and it took a few fuckers for me to find that out.

I am thankful i went on this journey. I NEEDED this to realize what I have. He is my soulmate and I love him. I need him to breathe and he is my heart.

So....from here on out..I am taking myself off the market. I am no longer available...HAHAH.

But to a few people I have befriended on here...I will still stay in contact with u.

Also, I will keep up my blogs...cause most likely I will have days were I am weak...and want to travel down this path all over again. Those are the days i will write to keep my sanity.

To all of u "searching" for something bigger and better. Just remember...sex is great. But it does not bring fulfillment. At least not for me...it's unconditional love that fulfills.

rm_NeonShadows 49M

9/22/2005 2:53 pm

Wow, what a tremendous insight. I just clicked on this blog at random and I am impresse by the honesty and ability to understadn yourself and your relationship. Desire waxes and wanes in men and there are many factors that could explain your husbands situation. Your thought about seeing a sex therapist is spot on. Good luck with you, and I do apologize on behalf of those ridiculous excuses for a male of the species you may have encountered.


STLshowoff 51M  
31 posts
9/22/2005 4:30 pm

Congratulations on finding what/who is right for you. My best wishes.

rm_indyvision 54M
1 post
9/22/2005 5:28 pm

It's hard to make your way in the world, but sounds like you have yur head straight. Dont let assholes ruin the day, there are plenty of good people, and some of us are even men. best of luck

rm_jawnee79 38M

9/22/2005 7:31 pm

I'm glad to hear you found the clarity you were looking for. I think you've made an extremely wise decision! Best of luck to the both of you!

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