A little more understanding...  

stripgirl06 42F
61 posts
5/6/2006 6:58 am

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5/6/2006 8:23 pm

A little more understanding...

I updated my profile again... As the days go by, I do a lot of thinking... I'm starting to realize what I need emotionally and the physical aspect of it all has taken a downturn. This is a good thing!

Which is funny, considering my and the ex called it quits because he wasn't meeting my needs sexually, and he wasn't happy either. (It's still good, we remained friends as he's one of my best...)

I realize now that emotional happiness is more important that sexual fulfillment. I want to experience life and meet tons of new people, I've lots of time right now... When I'm not working crazy hours... Lol!

I guess I'm on an adventure, since for the last 14 years I've been in relationships (5 engagements and this recent one) I'm a serial monogammer... I guess I always thought that my goal in life was to find that one, settle down and that was it...

Well... I know now that my goals are not to "settle down". I'm an adventurer, and explorer and a story-teller... How can you be a story-teller without the adventures? If I settle down, I lose that. I need excitement, without it I start to lose what makes me "Me".

I want to travel and live in different cities... I hope to be out of Ottawa by 2007! My job allows for easy relocation, or maybe I'll try a new career...

So much opportunity has opened for me, as I put more thought and time into myself. I spend time driving, late at night, thinking of options and future ideas. I like that because I can smoke in my car. I'm at home, on the road...

I'm rambling now... but that's where I'm at. I like it, it's out of my usual comfort zone, but it's different and I like that.

So, here's to different and adventures! Keep Y'all posted!

rm_philly68333 38M
12 posts
5/6/2006 10:07 am

Before you leave....you may want to try getting to know someone better....LOL!!

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