A brainstorm I had  

rm_stimmo4 35M
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2/27/2006 7:17 pm

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A brainstorm I had

My name is Tim CArroll, and I am a 23 year old from a small town in Grayson, Georgia. For the past four years I have been in a serious relationship with an old friend from town. About two weeks ago I had a revelation (SP?)about my life. I realized that I didnt care about the woman that I shared my bed with. She didnt seem to care for me. Four years is a long time, but it seemed so easy to say goodbye. Now I just seem to go on day to day, not really doing anything spectacular with my life. I wake up at around 7 in the morning, take a shower (that usually scolds my back) to wake up, iron my cloths, and leave for work. On my way to work I get to listen to about fifteen minutes of music that seems to wake my soul. By the time I get to work I am my usual non chalant self...just kind of there to be there. Not to accomplish much...Can you tell that I love my job. No..I hate it. I am an art major...not a salesman. Any ways. Well I arrive to hear the men talk there business. I hear the ladys talk there gossip. I hear the customer s and there complaints. All this time I am completely involved with the music I have in my head from the ride to work that morning. Lately I have been listening to Sigur Ros ....oh my...if you are into some mind blowing ambient, powerful stuff. I just love it. But, I am just not there. I dont really arrive until about 7 o'clock. An hour before I get off for the night. I am usually sitting around talking to who ever will listen. It is a great life though. I love waking up day to day...I am just a bit down that we have to live in this delusion where money and power are important, and spirits dont exhist. Have life, have meaning. Dont just go on day to day, like a zombie watching a clock. I dont think, I dont care, and Im not happy. Its time for a change. Its time for happiness. Its time for me to wake up. Spirit. hmm... I am native american, and it seems like its there, but in this assimilated life I live of tax breaks, and organized crime and government...It just confuses my thoughts. Well, I better go paint before I talk my self a slant. I hope everyone is good..I hope that life is good..Be happy..thats all that matters.


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2/27/2006 7:26 pm

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rm_stimmo4 35M

2/27/2006 8:29 pm

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