Geek Girl and Splinkee...  

splinkee 33F
561 posts
6/8/2006 12:20 am

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7/21/2006 1:04 am

Geek Girl and Splinkee...

Hiya Readers! Thanx for taking the time to read my blog and post your comments. You might have noticed that I hadn't been posting for a while so I am tryin to make amends, starting with some inner thoughts I wanted to share with you all.

Weird stuff has been happening in my life that has me musing about who I am and who I want to be. In my everyday life I am a real Geek Girl: bookish, well behaved and prim and proper. Geek Girl loves film, books, literature and storytelling and writes flowery poems and insightful short stories. A seemingly conservative good-girl who is doing great at Uni and is on her way to becomeing a successful professional. But I also have a nasty side. I'm secretly a kinky girl in a world that isn't kinky enough. This girl, Splinkee, loves wearing sexy things, thinking sexy thoughts and playing sexy roles. Splinkee is totally addicted to sex in all its forms and most especially - she loves to kiss girls.

In cyberspace the distinction between my two personas become murky. Geek Girl has worked hard to save up to own an ibook, ipod, digital cam and mobile phone. And these resources provide my inner slut with an ePlayground. Splinkee writes nasty fantasies and is a cyber-sex nympho. Sometimes she breaks out into the real world to do things that would shock Geek Girl's family and friends who think they know her all too well.

Like, several weeks ago, I got an email from someone on AdultFriendFinder offering me work as a porn model/actress. It was a tempting offer for Splinkee. Lots of money for doing something she loves. But, Geek Girl put on the breaks, coz, what happens the day my future boss finds her starring in a decade old porn movie? And recently, the thing that lead to these musings - someone weirdo I've never met has been stalking me and trying his best to freak me out. Or, the guy I met through AdultFriendFinder who couldn't distinguish between the two worlds I live in and threatened to bring the wall between them crashing down and almost gave me a nervous breakdown. So, Splinkee's actions have real life consequences for Geek Girl and make her even more cautious.

So dear reader, you see, I lead a double life that probably seems like a real contradiction. Can I continue to keep these two girls apart? Will it make me schitzo? Should I try and be one, or the other? And why the fuck can't a girl openly express and explore her sexuality without living in fear that her reputation is one phone call away from ruins?

What do you think?


rm_rewq2322 36M

6/9/2006 12:22 am

Hi sexy, you sound like real fun!

Message me baby and we'll take it from there...


friendly_hands 43M

6/9/2006 2:31 am

Sounds like a bit of a dilemma...maybe need to find a guy who has two similar persona's..or a guy who can accept both..would love to chat to either of them..ever feel like a chat,drop me a line some time...


DougInCincy86 50M

6/10/2006 12:13 pm

Geek girl, I understand - I have the same dilemma. The key? Splinkee must find a playmate who is discrete. Easiest way to do this? The playmate must also need YOU to be discrete. Your fuck friend's "geek" persona will be counting on Geek girl.


rm_jstone1512 40M
2 posts
6/11/2006 6:40 am

Trully we are kindred spirits... I constantly find myself in the same delimenia...

I think we are as nasty and dirty as each other and would love to explore it further...


The_Pierced_1 38M
7 posts
6/11/2006 7:38 am

I say explore as much as you like, you'll only regret missed experience otherwise and how is anybody supposed to learn anything new, good or bad, without trying first.
Contact me if there's anything new you'd like to try, I'm very open to suggesion..


rm_gr82bere2 44M

6/11/2006 10:56 am

well a part of you definitely sounds like you need to express yourself...and i would love to help you to express yourself anytime you want...contact me via messenger...would realy love to hear from you.

gr8


rm_ALt_Rock_Guy 38M

6/11/2006 5:10 pm

One solution would be to always travel to the guy and only contact via the web. So he has no way of tracing you back to geekgirl. Touchy subject yes, but don't let one or two bad experiences ruin the whole thing for you. Also if you have no regrets you really haven't lived life


rm_passion7523 52M
2931 posts
6/13/2006 3:45 pm

hey geek girl and splinkee
they are indeed one
learn to embrace each other
for you are nothing
without the other
different peas you may be
but you are from the same pod
and each one is
enriched by the other

splinkee you are not alone there are many who are like you i look back on my previous girfreinds and those who acted prim and proper were the wildest in bed ... and those who appeared like hot you know whats were often no measure for those so called geeks! go for it but you are right to be carefull!! you sound like a wise although randy soul lol


PrfctPenetrator 38M

6/14/2006 11:50 pm

Glad to see you back on desk Spinklee, have missed your entertaining blogs whilst you were away. The most interesting blog on this site for sure. Keep us posted.


shyone265 52F

6/15/2006 11:41 am

i feel for you babe, was in your shoes at one time myself, its not easy being keeping your sexlife seperate or private.you need to hang in there you sound like a pretty interesting beautiful, sexy ,inteligent person.if you dont mind me asking, is that yourplaymate in the picture with you and can i join the picture?


rm_skyboyq 57
1 post
6/16/2006 7:57 pm

Hi Splinkee,
Did you ever see the movie "Belle de Jour" with Catherine de Neuve? It's about just the predicament you describe. And it's a really good movie too. You might enjoy it.

Skyboy


rm_hard4uhere 38M
12 posts
6/17/2006 9:07 pm

hey splinkee...wat uni u go to? i wanna c the difference between u and geek girl...


rm_bertlnONhotm 48M

6/22/2006 6:14 am

HI was a pleasure reading through some of ur blogs,
Sorry to hear about your reasend set back and twist in ur mind about the whole online thing and etting a bad vibe from it@!
I guess its hard many guys thinking or taking it as easy step to find a root and do not care about the girl, sure there might be some girls out there who just liek that too, but most of you girls I think dont..
most of u look still for a nice guy who takes time and makes sure u enjoy every secend as well fel safe , and to be honest I as a guy I woudl rather make sure I can proviede this 4 a girl in order to get her best output..
he one can choose her desteny and if u dotn wana star in a "porn" so be it
sure it could have any later in live consequences ur right so in a way a good call u mad/
But he dont be so hard on us guys coz u met a few bad apples! ther are nice guys out there too even though u might just share some passenet hot love..
so maybe ur keen to get to now me?
if so add me?
would be lovely to hear back from u!


rm_junkloverman 48M
7 posts
6/22/2006 7:52 pm

I must confess this is d best blog i have seen in a while. in truth i share ur pain however wud want to let u know that u have to keep on been who u are without letting what ppl say bother u. We all have two lives just that a great number of us are pretenders. So no matter what they say keep been who u are.


nice14sure1979 40M
1 post
6/27/2006 9:02 pm

fuck your a turn on


rm_Golonel 35M
2 posts
7/8/2006 12:00 am

I started on my own journey of self-awareness and exploration at the start of last year. Although I becoming much more comfortable with myself, I think it will be quite some time before certain friends and family catch even the slightest wind of anything. Some people aren't as accepting as others, so I share your penchant for secret, double lives. I myself work in youth services - I run a youth theatre and organise/supervise youth at underage events. I also do a lot of work with Christian organisations . . .I can't imagine how my life might be if certain skeletons erupted from my closet ...


rm_Golonel 35M
2 posts
7/8/2006 12:01 am

Oh ... there goes my message cherry ... given selflessly to you ...


bluenavy999 42M
8 posts
7/20/2006 7:32 pm

Splinkee,

I myself have been living two different lives for many years for similiar reasons. The career I lead doesn't allow such sexual liberation. As a Uni student myself for many years, it would also look a bit stange someone my age running about try to sleep with every co-ed in my class. I envy my younger male counterparts.

Perhaps someday when my career is over I can chase after those young girls openly, instead of here.


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