Hard Core Truths  

specialevents4us 52F
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4/28/2006 11:32 pm

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4/30/2006 5:03 pm

Hard Core Truths

A- I manipulate men with sex. If he won't play by my rules, meaning no bullshit, no moronic behavior or there will be no sex.

B- I use sex to feel loved. I want the flowers, bubble baths and cuddling and sex gets me that so in essence sex makes me feel loved.

C- I love sex, but am wanting MORE out of it. The physical act is not doing it for me. I want feelings, connections, emotion.

D- The best sex I ever had was with Mr.4YR. We connected in every way-- the stars were aligned, so to speak. Tragic ending--I will save for another blog. I don't want to cry tonight. Not tonight.

E- I don't believe in fairy tales. I'm a little past that, but I do believe in one soul connecting with another. I think it happens more than once in a lifetime, at least I am counting on it.


rm_ExecBiker 49M

4/30/2006 6:21 am

You have many sides and I don't really know any of them. These musings are the first real insight I've had into you. You're a wonderful person who has endured much. I look forward to learning more.


specialevents4us replies on 4/30/2006 4:37 pm:
I have been and am now fond of you. I enjoy the banter between us, for the most part it is easy, but up until recently you have only seen me as a sex muse. I look forward to broadening the view..

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