rm_song2262 55F
1303 posts
6/20/2006 12:34 am

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7/10/2006 4:38 pm


I am so heavy with longing.

Do you ever get so excited to be with someone you enjoy that you just can't wait to have at them? "Let me IN...let me IN!" as you struggle to unbuckle those confounded trousers.

Have you ever kissed in such a way that the touch of his lips on yours sends your stomach tingling and makes you quiver with heated energy?

How about the touch of his hand on your back lightly tracing your spine as you smile and chat at a social gathering, knowing full well how much he wants you right there in front of all.

And aching to be held at night after finding sweet release in driving passion?

What do you do when you find yourself bereft of his presence? Your self-pleasuring hardly satisfying. The promise of future trysts so far away.

When the longing becomes too difficult to bear, how will you find peace?

(LOL....now you will know why my friends call me intense...and encourage me to live in the moment. I DO try. I've tried to live in the moment long before they've prodded me about it.)

Finally, how about the joy of sharing in a remarkable connection and accepting its ebb and flow. I'll lighten up my longing, as I journey in living life to its fullest.

nightis 54M

6/20/2006 6:09 pm

Well Dear Song:

I hope that you are able to find many projects that will occupy your mind and creative spirit. You are a highly intelligent woman and never sell yourself short.

With regard to your lover, I have had to make an art of enjoying small snippits of time with a lover. If that is not your style or goal, which is fully understandable, then let him know and sooth most what you need!

Good evening & I am looking forward to reading more of your posts!

rm_song2262 55F
643 posts
6/21/2006 12:21 am

My dear nightis,
Thank you for your support and suggestions.
I will let my lover know how much I appreciate him trying so hard to find time to share with me. Perhaps I should ask him for two letters...hand-written and stamped for delivery...a week. (Does anyone actually write letters anymore these days?) But since he seems to enjoy the written word, this might be an additional opportunity for me to experience his mind meanderings instead of solely his fingertip meanderings! Maybe I should demand a bit more out of him when I do see him as well *weg*

rm_eyecandy4me 51F

7/10/2006 8:55 am

Song..I too have been told I am to intense and I need to live more in the momment..

It truly is a proccess to grow in that direction...

Here is to trying and enjoying the proccess...

Good Hunting in your pursute of stimulation for the summer...

rm_eyecandy4me 51F

7/10/2006 9:09 am

..I am from Washington State..Nice place Yelm...

rm_song2262 55F
643 posts
7/10/2006 4:38 pm

eyecandy, thank you for sharing a piece of the journey with me. If you haven't been here for a few years, you'd be amazed at the growth! Let me know if you plan a visit For now I'm off for a few days of living in no time with my dear lover to a place of powerful beauty.

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