Thursday is here once more...  

softnlush 54F
878 posts
4/13/2006 4:58 am

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4/15/2006 6:33 am

Thursday is here once more... is a tonic and it is a curse...
I am sleeping alot these days..physically and mentally a word...stressful..very busy but at the same time I am thankful of it..takes my mind off things,what things? Could be anything..

I am still hopeful,the depression bug has not bit me again..I am just me a baby or a whiner but this whole injury thing is cramping my style..the whole thing with my car and getting a new one...STRESS!!!!..

Today I want to call in sick..and just stay in bed all day...but I won't..why? Because of this friggin accident I had to throw all my days off that I had back into my choice at the time ..get paid something..or take time off..needed the money gone are my days..that alone stresses me out and PISSES me off!!! I have nothing pending to play next day day..after that..July 4th..after that?? Thanksgiving..see..all paid holidays where the office is closed..I had tomorrow off at some point..had to give it up..I had may 15,16th off..had to give it up..I even put in for the whole day off on the 28th of this month,had to cancel that yea,I am kinda pissed off!!!

Now I am just tired..sick and tired of my leg,of not being able to take a day off simply because..FWB still gone and may be heading over seas again *sigh*..and just not happy about my social life at we probably crush,he is in pain..he has is definite..and I wish him well,and hope with time,he will contact me I let it lie,I miss our chats but will not think ill of him..he is going thru things that perhaps he needs to deal with in his own way (though shutting himself off from friends is probably not the way to go)..and with time,maybe his wounds may heal enough for him to come to all of us and write again and share his blogs..I can hope,but I don't count on it.

Anyway..time to blow out my hair and start a new is Thursday..the busiest day of the week at my job..I am ready to tackle it..and when I get home..crumble into bed..and wait on Friday..Physical and a slow weekend..hey anyone from NPR going to Rudy's on Saturday wanna give some cripple girl a lift?? LOL

Happy Thursday


bluegirl39 51F

4/13/2006 5:55 am

I wish your leg well soon..its hard when your hurt and still trying to move ahead in pain...hugs lady

rm_MisterFrumpy 47M
428 posts
4/13/2006 9:46 am

bitch cos you cant sleep, bitch cos you sleep too much...make up your mind!

softnlush replies on 4/13/2006 6:35 pm:
don't make me limp over and smack yer ass

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