Day after Turkey Day  

softnlush 54F
878 posts
11/25/2005 6:15 am

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Day after Turkey Day


Pretty much the same as turkey day for me..I am just not into it..oh sure,I love turkey and all that,but honestly since my mother passed away,I am just not into the whole,we gathered together to ask the blah blah blah,etc etc etc.

I was talking to Blu about it,I said "the one thing I knew my whole life is on the holidays we were at my moms and now that she is gone,everyone is just doing their thing and I really just want to be alone today..". Not depression alone,or suicidal alone,just..alone,by myself,no obligations to someone to be somewhere on time to sit with 30 people I do not know and watch them stuff themselves and passout to football..just not my thing. I am not looking forward to Christmas for this very same reason.

I have no one in my life(lovelife wise) ..here..and now..I have someone who loves me in Canada..I have a FWB(???) who is doing his part for our country and I have NO idea when he is coming back (was supposed to be early Nov now it is sometime before Xmas)..My family is in NY and living their lives and I am here,doing what I need to do to live mine. I think if I had someone in my life that way,perhaps I would feel different about the holidays,something to look forward to,rather than dread or just not care,period.

Anyway..I hope everyone else had a wonderfully festive holiday and did not get too sick from too much good food..but I am heading back to bed..just one of those days..plus Blu took my car..grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr lol

AltumHunksUnite 54M

11/25/2005 11:02 am

Bummer your sweetie will be late arriving. Hope me gets here safe.

Let me drive. I like the view


rm_MisterFrumpy 47M
428 posts
11/25/2005 11:23 am

*hugs*

you do still have friends tho.


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