Again I could not me out!!  

softnlush 54F
878 posts
3/6/2006 6:07 am

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3/11/2006 9:03 pm

Again I could not me out!!

Well that is not entirely true..I started watching the Oscars,like I do every year and I ended up passing out in the middle of it..and woke up 10 mins after it ended..GRRRRR..and then I was up for a good 2 what did I do..well,I remembered that a friend gave me a little gift and I decided to try to put myself to sleep using it *evil grin*.

As much as I love sex toys and I do I realllly do,it is just not the same without a partner to watch me,or someone on the phone helping me out or better,having someone use it on me themselves. I did myself,got myself off twice and felt the urge to sleep..and I did..for an hour *groans*..

Been reading blogs,playing games online..something to do while I am awake..again..and now it is almost 9am and I have NO energy to go to work..I been dressed and ready to go since 630am..I do not have to leave for another hour,hour and a half.

I am almost tempted to call in sick,and masturbate all day to make me pass out LOL..I remember a sex and the city episode where a woman "lost" her climax and told her friends she planned on masturbating all day and did not want to be disturbed and when someone did disturb her..she was PISSED off and still no climax ha ha..ok off the topic but it did remind me so I mentioned it...sue me,it's my blog I can write what I want.

I will go to work..that is what I do..I do not call in sick..I have left sick from work once,but I have never called in sick and there really is no reason to do so today,except for the fact that I am just dead tired.

I was I was ummm.."trying to get myself to sleep" about some guy just coming over and helping me out so to speak..hmmmm,would he if I called him? Honestly I do not have the balls to find out *laughs*..But in my fantasy,I call him and ask him if he is tired and if he wanted to come over and play with me and my little tiny pink my fantasy he says "I am on the way" and within a few minutes my door gets knocked on and in he walks and I tell him,I just need to get off,I want you to do it for me,will you? He seemed shocked but when he saw the look in my eye (I have been told when i am very horny I have this look in my eye that well,makes them want to help me out hehe) he simply walks over to my bed and helps me out..well,the fantasy played a little more but not in the mood to share the details at this time hehe..but I got myself to sleep,if only for an hour,thinking about it.

As you can see,my lack of decent sleep has my head in an uproar and my thoughts all over the place..which is the major down side of insomnia for me..because I will talk about one thing and then jump into another topic with no warning,even in dealing with workmates and I hope to be able to keep it in check at work..since this is the first time insomnia reared it's ugly head since I have been employed..hopefully it will be busy enough that I really will not have to engage in much conversation with anyone.

Ok the end of my ramblings.I promise a better one next time

lifes2short069 50M
138 posts
3/6/2006 7:06 am

call me...............

l8r babe, hope you have a good day.

ttyl l8r m8 L2S

AltumHunksUnite 54M

3/6/2006 9:26 am

Are you one of those people who sleeps better when there's someone next to you? A lot of folks are like that, including me.

Let me drive. I like the view

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