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smartmama 59F
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11/25/2005 9:11 am

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You know the one, the one that says, halt. The one that feels oh so right just now. It has been an odd month or so. I've met three men. I've chatted with a few. I don't feel good or joyful or comfortable. I feel, well, tired.

So going through the motions doesn't feel right. Stopping does.

janmecir 54M
158 posts
11/25/2005 2:01 pm

Hi S

Long time no hear
Been away from Blog for a couple of weeks
Being back on here feels odd

I don't know if i have much more life for this
Simulating involvement

It's snowing here. Cold. I'm listening to Sigur Ros. They're from Iceland.They fit this day beautiful with melancholy

"With all we have for the day/we sit down excited"

But I don't sit down excited for this. Not really. And everything i had for the day has already been spent on the day.

This is just tired leftovers

Like yours. Possibly.

Are you going?


smartmama 59F

11/26/2005 5:44 pm


Sigur Ros. I'll have to check them out. My o is sticking, so when I write good, it cmes out as god. It snowed here tday as well. Oh, my. Whatever you write is worth reading, even if you only have ten minutes. Some guy wrote to me. Tonight he im'ed, gave me the about no strings, cool dude, having fun, likes older women, large breasts, a breast man, yeah, and I ask why no picture to trade, "discretion, sweetheart." Oh. He lost me on the sweetheart. I ask if he is the mayor? He says, "No, but I know a lot of people." Then he asked what I am looking for. I answer, "good manners, not a one night stand, and beyond that, chemistry." He went on, and on, but I had already left the conversation. Do we not deserve better? Yes we do.

Honni, yes, timeout, but hanging in blogville, for people like you, and Jan.

rm_sj365 57F
2414 posts
11/26/2005 8:47 pm

I hope you'll stay. You just need to find your niche come find it with us...join our can be a priestess, a goddess, or something dark & powerful LOL

ewe wanna join the flock

janmecir 54M
158 posts
11/27/2005 1:05 pm

Hi S

I'm not doing any searching on here....haven't done for quite some time. But of course women have tons more i suppose there's the temptation to milk it abit....(milk the 'attention' is what I meant)

You sound jaded by alot of it's not know...

Don't get a Po-Mo complex!

And there's not enough life left to get what we really wanted.....the love we really wanted....

Keep hanging your heart out for something......

(Don't listen to any advice from me. I know nathin)

Get right onto the Sigur Ros website "18 seconds before sunrise"....
....they might be somewhere wonderful for a tired heart to hang out.....


(and if I'm doing too much telling you......just......)

gnr8nrg 47M

11/29/2005 1:41 pm

Hi smartmama I'm sorry it's been a rough month here. I've mostly been blogging since I joined. This week I started sending out emails. I just blogged about what I call "fembots". If I get too many of those I'll get discouraged myself. Even if the guy was the mayor he could send you something privately. We all deserve better, and to enjoy the time we share with eachother. Some people are mean because it's on the Net and they think less of people. They aren't worth the time to get to know anyhow. I'm sorry to those of you having bad weather.

smartmama 59F

12/1/2005 5:58 pm


You're a sweetie. Yeah, a lot of bad manners. All I ask for is good manners.


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