Not too good...  

silverhawk762 52M/49F
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8/24/2006 8:21 am

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9/1/2006 8:39 pm

Not too good...

The 'hawk is jessed and hooded today, boys and girls, eyes closed against the storm, wings folded, uneasy and impatient, waiting for the weather to clear...

At home today, sick... Fevers suck, and I think I may have coughed up my kneecaps with that last spasm. All I want is to curl up in bed and sleep with strong arms sheltering me... He's at work, though, and I hate sleeping alone.

Don't think I could sleep, anyway. Nightmares again... Vague images, little bits and pieces that make no sense of people I've known telling me things... It's like stepping into the middle of a conversation, without knowing who or what it's about. Confusing as hell, and frustrating.

So, yeah, being sick and not able to really sleep is getting depressing. Looking for something to do, someone to talk to... Everyone I know is either busy or, more recently, won't talk to me. So I'll write and bug the hell out of people who are looking for the more sensual side of the 'hawk...

I think the only thing good about today is the storms we're supposed to have later today... The lightening has been incredible for the last couple of nights. Of course, that's not exactly conducive to sleep, either.

2daycowboywanted 46F

8/24/2006 9:15 am

Well look at the better side of things - he will be coming home later and you wont have to sleep alone.

Hope you feel better!

Until later

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