numbingly mindless...  

siamsammy135 47M
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7/6/2006 6:53 am
numbingly mindless...


well...

it has been almost a year since my son and ex-wife have moved 600 miles from me. for the last two years of my marriage my relationship with my wife was isolated at best, but my son was everything to me. i don't know how everyone else copes, but i try not to think too much. in the past year, i have been just going through the motions...work, eat, sleep and an occasional foray to keep myself from being a complete hermit. i am thinking, i have to get over it and just try to move on and have fun again. my son is doing great from what little contact i have with him and for that i am thankful. now, i have to figure out how to do great for myself. this should be a challenge because i have always done great by being there for others. without others in my life, this will be a challenge. but hey...you can't succeed if you don't try. anyone got pointers on how to put yourself first when you are so accustomed to being the one others turn to?

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