The Interview- Bring Your Sexual Resume  

shytownboy2000 54M
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4/13/2005 11:11 pm

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The Interview- Bring Your Sexual Resume

We are all linked emphatically by our sexual encounters. Every time we have sex all of our previous partners are evoked... I heard this somewhere recently and it stuck in my mind. I want to expand on it and I want to discuss it. I want you think about it. Yes, I mean they are in the room with you. I would love to say that the room would not be too crowded on my side, but I can Not... Once I put my mind to something I put my heart and soul into it. I fear the floor boards would start squeaking and splitting and we would plummet down through the hole we create, and all we destroy.
Well they are not in the room with you, but their essence is there, they are a part of who you become, so they are there. They are in the room with you, so I suggest leave the lights on. You won't have to wonder who they are thinking about unless their eyes are closed, or yours are. Let’s explore that thought too. Have you ever dreamt you were with someone else while making love? Lost yourself in wild abandon and the partner asked you where you went, or what was up because you were an animal and that was so much hotter than ever before with them. And you can not explain, you can never explain where it was you went, and when you came back, you wish you never had... There is no explaining that. Not without hurting them or being so remotely honest that your disconnection leaves you naked, scared and alone. Personally I never minded being alone, especially if alone meant keeping my individuality and staying on a path of professional and personal growth and reflection. I like to think, feel, dream.
I also like the contact of someone that enjoys the gifts I possess. I love to touch. to kiss, to possess and be possessed, I love to talk, and I love to listen, the exchange is a connection on an entirely different level than sex. And we bring these too into our world of relationships. Someone that doesn't rock your world the first time in the bedroom, can rock it after you get inside their head, and find out what makes them tick. it can be even better to explore their mind before you explore their body. Bring out their inner child and the things dear and precious to them.
I guess I am digressing because I go on in circles. But the point, if I have one, is we are all works of art, in progress. We bring ghosts from our past into our present, and drag them into the future. People that say they want do drama are usually riddled with it. My drama is moderate, controlled and subtle, but there. It affects me, but does not have an effect over me. The pawn or the queen. It's all the same to me. It is all part of the game. Win, lose or draw. Go ahead roll the dice. Peace and Love. Out. M…


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