Taking the next step...as soon as I find a direction. Anyone got a map?  

shyknight2005 43M
121 posts
3/12/2006 3:14 am

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9/18/2007 10:53 am

Taking the next step...as soon as I find a direction. Anyone got a map?

Backmusic: "Turn the Page"--Bob Seger OR Metallica (yes I like BOTH versions so *thbbpppttt*)

Wow. Let me pause to catch my breath. Warning: This will most likely be long and rambling. Patience please.

First and foremost, I just got back from a nice roadtrip. Took off last Friday after work and drove for 4 hours to Shasta City, CA. Woke up with an inch of snow on the ground, car (a Buick...def not made for the snow like my trusty antique 4-Runner but oh-so-less thirsty gas wise)
The next day I drove 12 hours straight to get to Spokane, WA, apparantly just missing a major snow storm. My purpose was to meet a good AdultFriendFinder/chat friend of mine, [demonicsexkitten]. I got there late Sat night, totally exhausted. For some reason she didnt slam the door in my face at first glance. In fact we spent a wonderful 4 days together. Guess this isnt really the place for testimonials, but I just want to thank DSK for her wonderful hospitality. She is a wonderful woman, and I had a great time. It was exactly what I needed to get my mind out of the dark rut that it seems life has become here. No work, no housesitting, no sitting around a quiet house filled with memories of mom, dozens of sympathy cards still sitting on the dining room table, her box of ashes at the head of the stairs because dad just cant figure out where to put them...
Anyways, thank you again milady. Think I found peace in your arms for a few days, and I miss it already...

It has now been officially one year today that I have been on AdultFriendFinder...gods what a year, both here and in life. And AdultFriendFinder has been with me through it all. From the laughter and sexual self-discovery in Love Docs, to my first meet-and-greet (terrifying and exciting at the same time)and to my first very own invasion of privacy incident.
Without AdultFriendFinder though, I would never have become the person that I am now. More confident, more relaxed around other people, more comfortable with my body and sexuality...

And I would never have met so many good friends. Fox and Wiggles, Chica, and DSK up in Spokane...and my special crystal star down in Sacramento...so glad to have met you all. You have supported me in times of crises and grief, and I am sure that I would not have made it through them alone. I am so grateful to have met you all.

Too be continued tomorrow...sorry getting tired and emotional here lol

curious082385 32F
4925 posts
3/13/2006 1:53 am

Amazing how this place helps us grow, isn't it? When I joined here, I never dreamed that it would take me to such hieghts of self-discovery or that I would find the friendships that I have. Life and destiny work in funny ways sometimes.

shyknight2005 43M
163 posts
3/13/2006 8:49 pm

Too true milady...and glad to hear that your sister is doing better

demonicsexkitten 42F
10688 posts
3/13/2006 11:59 pm

shyknight: i was waiting for your edit to post but i guess you're still suffering from writers block.

truly, i feel i didn't do enough to make you feel welcome. But sometimes rest is better than sightseeing, and cuddling better than cooking. i'm happy to think i could restore a bit of peace to your soul. {=} and brief though it was, i miss it too.

demonicsexkitten 42F
10688 posts
3/23/2006 3:15 pm

*TAG!!! you're it*


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