Let's See - Just a few thoughts  

sexymom20069 49F
631 posts
6/13/2006 12:29 pm

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Let's See - Just a few thoughts

I got up at 10 am today and that was a first for me in a long time without anyone else waking me up.
A new friend of mine is kind of worried that I may be getting attached too soon to him - and he needs not to worry cuz I rather us be friends first and if something sexual cums from it even better but like he says , he lives aways from me , he has his life there and I said this before , I am not gonna ask any man to leave his life to cum be with me .
Nor do I have any plans of moving away once more from my mom plus now I have a grandson though for now I cant see him , hold him or be a part of his life. But, I do love him and that's gotta count for something.
Now the question is : Will I go anywhere for a weeks visit or less ? Yes, if I really felt that I was going for other reasons then SEXUAL. But , No - I am not giving into lust again or FIGHTING HARD NOT TOO ( oh there is A LOT of guys here on this site - that I think is very hot and very sexy ) But , I want passion , companionship , trust and FRIENDSHIP.
Now to be HONEST - If I was only here for sex , I need not be - why ? I have a few ex fuck buddies that I could just call up or email or IM them , ANYTIME day or night. Just me being honest. Wouldnt be me , if I wasnt.
And some may wonder - Does she still have a thing or hurt from her last BoyFriend ? HMMMMM , let me see NO - why ? He lied to me from the beginning ( I laid a trap for him and caught him - I know it was rotten but had a feeling and I was right) ( Will I trap another if I meet someone - Nope , learned my lesson from the first time ) He stayed on the site even when he said he was leaving . He said one thing and did something completely different. So, no I am not going back through that PAIN AND SUFFERING AGAIN.
And yes , I am over him completely. So , no worries of him lingering in my mind or heart and soul. LATER ALL , Linda
All My Best

tugger10 60M
247 posts
6/13/2006 8:04 pm

some of us really want to be just friends

sexymom20069 49F

6/13/2006 10:08 pm

I KNOW TUGGER10 BABY , I KNOW - enjoy the pics I sent to you tonight.
Hugs and Kisses my BABY

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