A few Sunday AfterNoon Thoughts  

sexymom20069 49F
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6/11/2006 11:32 am

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A few Sunday AfterNoon Thoughts

In my mind is nothing but fog. I am aching for the touch of a man whom lied to me , hurt me and used me. The dream of him and I drove me over the edge.
But , do I want to contact him again , knowing he is with another , another he left the site for and would never leave the site for me after he said he would when his silver membership expired ????? But kept a standard then after he stopped talking to me went back to Silver....
Do I want the pain again ?
Be the other woman in his life , even though he says in my dream that "YES , I WANT YOU ". He once took away all my pain then became the pain , more pain then before. I loved him but he didnt love me , but once told me after he started talking to me that he thought I was the one but I became to clingy for him and he couldnt stand it and thats why he stopped talking to me.
Ok , I got to stop thinking about him , I DONT want to hurt anymore - I want someone who wants me for me , someone who doesnt mind me wanting him and wanting to be around all when we can , someone who doesnt mind laying together after some intense love making. Someone who doesnt mind me sending him e-cards to let him know how I love being with him or thinking about him , how I love the way he touches me , the way I love to please him.


JaniSux 45F

6/11/2006 1:25 pm

omg! That sucks.. I hope the longing, wishing, and wanting weakens and eventually goes away for you but since you love that person, it may only fade..

Here's hoping it fades quickly!

2375 posts
6/11/2006 1:30 pm

The best way to get over and old love is to find a new one. TRY to get out there again, forget him, and make some new friends that value you the way you deserve!

marywannado 44F

6/11/2006 1:49 pm

Hang in there...

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