A few Sunday AfterNoon Thoughts  

sexymom20069 49F
631 posts
6/11/2006 11:32 am

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6/13/2006 11:30 pm

A few Sunday AfterNoon Thoughts


In my mind is nothing but fog. I am aching for the touch of a man whom lied to me , hurt me and used me. The dream of him and I drove me over the edge.
But , do I want to contact him again , knowing he is with another , another he left the site for and would never leave the site for me after he said he would when his silver membership expired ????? But kept a standard then after he stopped talking to me went back to Silver....
Do I want the pain again ?
Be the other woman in his life , even though he says in my dream that "YES , I WANT YOU ". He once took away all my pain then became the pain , more pain then before. I loved him but he didnt love me , but once told me after he started talking to me that he thought I was the one but I became to clingy for him and he couldnt stand it and thats why he stopped talking to me.
Ok , I got to stop thinking about him , I DONT want to hurt anymore - I want someone who wants me for me , someone who doesnt mind me wanting him and wanting to be around all when we can , someone who doesnt mind laying together after some intense love making. Someone who doesnt mind me sending him e-cards to let him know how I love being with him or thinking about him , how I love the way he touches me , the way I love to please him.

"GOOD LUCK AND ALL MY BEST TO ALL , LINDA"


JaniSux 45F

6/11/2006 1:25 pm

omg! That sucks.. I hope the longing, wishing, and wanting weakens and eventually goes away for you but since you love that person, it may only fade..

Here's hoping it fades quickly!
Janie


akron42   
2375 posts
6/11/2006 1:30 pm

The best way to get over and old love is to find a new one. TRY to get out there again, forget him, and make some new friends that value you the way you deserve!


marywannado 44F

6/11/2006 1:49 pm

Hang in there...


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