another stormy day  

sexycowgirl2007 29F
15 posts
5/30/2006 4:03 pm

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6/8/2006 6:01 pm

another stormy day


well there isn't much going on in my life right now. i'm not currently dating anyone the last guy that i dated tore my heart to pieces. i know i'm young and there proably be many many more heartaches to come but hey they still hurt. i have been riding around with this special guy but he has a girlfriend and i guess he just needs some one to talk to since things between him and her aren't going so well... who knows they might not be togather to long. he is flirty with me we have hugged and proably would have kissed because he held me tight then looked in my eyes but umm i looked away, in away i regret it but in a way i don't so...

drnick20054 29M

5/30/2006 4:32 pm

yeah teenage love is tough, but if life wasnt challenging it would be no fun, so enjoy yourself


TealsLoganBring 44M

5/30/2006 4:32 pm

Aww cheer up it will be okay..


spacecadet561 61M

5/30/2006 6:27 pm

The question is: will his girlfriend go quietly or try to take you down with her. Just be careful. There are some psychos out there.

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out_for_a_ride 36M

5/30/2006 11:55 pm

when a person is ready to leave a relationship it's within the concept that they no longer want what they have (and most times what they have is something they wanted in the moment they took it, as opposed to focusing on what they want to experience everyday for the rest of their life. so it shouldn't be a surprise that a time comes when they no longer want it). so any action taken, is not toward what they want because they haven't identified it. if they knew what they wanted, their concept would be driven toward exactly that, and not just toward any alternative...and i'm not saying that's all you are in this case, but you do have to consider that might be all you are to him in the long run were he to ditch her for you. think about how you mention you felt the two of you might've kissed had you not turned away. is this the kind of man that sounds like he knows what he wants? things are rough for him in a relationship and he's venturing out as opposed to applying the level of commitment he's suppose to feel. so instead of communicating with his current lover, he'd rather just find another? is this what you want, and what you want to attract to yourself. do you really think that because you're different than her, that his bluprint for dealing with turmoil would be different. his bluprint for life has nothing to do with anyone but himself and how he grew up...this is a lesson not easily learned, and far more difficult to change for improvement, not because it's a hard thing to understand, but because it's a hard thing to constantly monitor our thoughts and reactions every second of the day. and that's what it takes to change our debilating characteristics. so my advice...be a friend and tell him to determine what he wants and support him thoroughly. but beware that if he says he wants you, he may think so (just like at one time he thought he wanted her), but more than likely he just doesn't want her anymore.


krishhh2 30M

5/31/2006 10:14 pm

teenage love...so hard...so difficult..so painful and yet essential...btw nice pic


sexycowgirl2007 29F
1 post
6/8/2006 6:01 pm

well thanxs for the comments guys umm i'm not sure if he knows what he wants or not. i just think at the moment he wants a little something on the side. Not to be mean or anything but his current g/f or whatever isn't all that hot and i think that he may just be using me. Most guys think that can get me easy because i do act kinda ditzy something though i'm not. so either way he isn't getting any from me considering he has a g/f and i'm just not the cheating kind


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