I suppose I've become a bit jaded.  

sexxxysweet2k5 46F
6 posts
10/18/2005 4:25 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I suppose I've become a bit jaded.

You see, most people wake up, go to work, come home, have sex, go to sleep, do it all over again. But for me, it's a little different, and it has changed sex for me, and I'm not sure it's for the better. I work in the sex industry, and when I'm "at work" , it all comes natural to me, I guess it's a little of the actress in me. I am superb when it comes to making men feel like I think they are the best thing since sliced bread, and I'm very relaxed and fun. My personal life is another thing entirely. In order for me to enjoy myself, truly and completely, I must either feel passion for the moment or for the person i am with, or else, it all is a little mechanical...all of the sudden I am at "work" again, and along with that comes faking it. So, while I do still tend to post my profiles on sites like this, I know that when and if I actually hook up with someone, I am 99% of the time left feeling like I've just wasted time. It takes alot to really get me going, either that or knowing what makes me melt, and most of that has to do with intimacy that a casual fuck can't provide. I truly appreciate all the attention I get on sites like these, I just kind of waver at actually meeting men through it, because I'm almost always disappointed. It's not usually for lack of trying on the man's part, I guess I just gotta have that tied up in a knot feeling in my tummy for it to be good for me too. I guess what I'm trying to say is, while casual sex is cool and fun and all that, that in my personal life, it takes a little more. Sex and work have meshed together, and it's getting harder and harder for me to differentiate between them. I'm rambling. It's late. Good nite, all.

rm_BigDerge 42M
6 posts
10/18/2005 8:44 am

I'd like to be more than that casual fuck. I'd like to be a long term, discreet partner with passion. I'd like to get close to you, so much that your touch, your smell, all of you becomes a need for me in my day. Write back, let's get in touch, I'd like to explore our pleasures together.

RUinlove2 44M

10/22/2005 3:11 am

Beleive me dude she can tell you are lying through your teeth with that sappy comment. Have you failed to see that this chick has an above average intelligence?? Its gonna take a little more than that to gain the interest of this slut..ooops! I mean girl. (Eh' hem).
I go out saying hello to SS2k and that I kinda enjoyed what you had to say in your little blog..(now why the fuck do they call it a blog?)Sounds like something that gets stuck in your throat..yuck!
Very good writing by the way. I could actually hear a voice as I was reading it. As far as all the attention goes that females get on this site I wish men would understand one thing when they try and flatter these chicks with compliments: IT WILL GET YOU NOWHERE! think about it!!!!!!!!!!
Ricci A

sexxxysweet2k5 46F

10/24/2005 7:07 am

Well, aren't you the clever boy RUinlove2? as for being, what'd you say, oh yes, a slut..you know, it takes one to know one. I hope the voice you heard isn't telling you other bizarre things to go do, but thanx soo much for your attention baby!

RUinlove2 44M

11/12/2005 9:56 pm

Well how the hell are you!!..I widh I would have checked up on these blog things a little earlier. I totally forgot that there might be an interesting reply to something I wrote..I appreciate your response and lets continue on shall we?..Im not sure of the "slut" remark you are talking about and the coice I supposedly heard..hmmmits been a while..thank you

womenhunter6912 55M
1 post
12/19/2005 9:20 am

Sexxy you still out there

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