How to Do 3 Things at Once and Still Get Lucky Sometimes  

seveninchforyou 34M
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8/18/2006 9:11 pm
How to Do 3 Things at Once and Still Get Lucky Sometimes


That'll be my dilemma soon enough, I think. There's a chance I'll only have two shows to be doing at roughly the same time, performing one (a musical =( ), and rehearsing and then performing another, that one to be directed by the woman I've written on here about, the one that's eminently fuckable but very married. Both of those seem like they'll probably be happening soon, though nothing is certain. There's also the possibility I may be taking on a full-time job at a Playhouse affiliated with one of the Universities downtown. I suppose, if I work semi-normal hours (if I even get the job), and go to rehearsals in the evening, I should be fine, but...
I'm really feeling the lonliness of not having the warm, happy body of someone I just had really good, satisfying sex with laying next to me. I'm not depressed or anything, but it my lack of action is getting to me. I think it may have moved me back into being pretty painfully shy around women, like I was before I began having sex. I'm still pretty shy in real life, really. The anonymity of the computer helps a bit, even though you can all see a picture of what I look like, though I have a beard right now.
I remember getting that picture taken. That night I went to my dorm and got head from my girlfriend at the time.
Little things like that make me remember those times with a good deal of fondness and nostalgia. It's lamentable that the real world has butted in and bothered me with trying to make money and working all day long, leaving very little time to go out and search for that next person to be laying in bed asleep next to me. I am going to try with all my might to go to Grad School, though. One of my friends, already in one, says he's a pretty Big Man on Campus, mostly with the Undergraduate ladies. Perhaps I can capture some of the past again. In the meantime, I suppose I'll just have to get off my ass and get some ass.

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