sensually_4ever 43M/F
349 posts
7/7/2006 6:16 am

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7/14/2006 4:48 am


Well.. it is finally here.. my birthday.. a much anticipated event this year.

You see I haven't had a real birthday party in a long long time. While this meet and greet is not strictly my b day party, it is in part... This meet is a lot of things rolled up in one.

It's My Bday, It's peachy's B day tomorrow, it's Tammy's going away Party for she refuses to have one all to herself.... and it is a meet and greet as well. I think this actually may be our last meet and greet as well... I think Hubby and I need to take some time and focus on each other...

Meet and Greets have been the most positive thing for my self esteem.. Here I am putting myself out there.. and people still find me attractive.. it is easy to say that someone is attractive behind the computer and screen.but to have them see me with all my peculiarities, idiosyncrasies and faults.. and still like me and think I am ok is awesome.

BJ Idol will be happening tonight as well.. and I am thinking with some nervousness now on it... IT will be a cool experience.. and i don't really care if I take home the crown or anything.. It will just be me playing in a group.. unbending enough sexually to play in a group of people some of whom I don't know. Hubby and i are also getting a hotel.. and taking tomorrow to spend time together.. no kids.. no worries.. just us wandering around vancouver.. like the days before kids to rediscover some of our old magic....

I am 32 years old today.. and i reflect back on my life. it has been a good one.. and there are not many things I would change... and that is a good thing about your life to say don't you think...

Well if you wanna come down.. I will be the one whooping and hollering at the pub, feel free to come on up and give me a birthday kiss

Sens... now 32 yrs old.. and no wiser

sensually_4ever 43M/F

7/7/2006 6:25 am

oh.. an the pic is of flowers the LOVELY rococcokisses sent me.. aren't they prett.. she is SO thoughtful!!!!!

LoyalOximeShred 43F

7/7/2006 6:33 am


When love and skill work together, expect a masterpiece.
-John Ruskin


7/8/2006 3:21 am

Happy Birthday Sens...
Hope it is a wild one with lots of happy memories and fun.


sensually_4ever 43M/F

7/8/2006 11:58 pm

TY all... lol. watch for my next post. I will blab all about it...

nedthebundler 57M/60F

7/9/2006 7:20 am

Sorry I couldn't be there, work gets in the way sometimes. Still look forward to chatting with you... Happy Birthday!

Madness takes its toll. Exact change please!

shasta1973 44F

7/13/2006 8:19 pm

*sniffle* mean you wont come out if there is one next month for my birthday??

sensually_4ever 43M/F

7/14/2006 4:48 am

SHasta love I would do anything for you. NOW GET TO BED!!!!!

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