healin song 4th of 4  

senscexualtantra 58M
45 posts
3/9/2005 3:42 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

healin song 4th of 4

Afterwards (More Goodbyes)

© copyright 2004 senscexualtantra

Well I've walked up the hill..... twice in two days
An hour and twenty minutes....... is all that it takes
Wondering... how to... tend to my own fairy garden
Focus on organising... my material affairs... the tarot says

I had freaked... when I realised... I was unable... to help you
Because to be there for you.... was all I wanted to do
I obviously made... too many mistakes.... not prepared
For the reality.... of coping.... with bull-shit circumstance

Everything that could..... have gone wrong,..... has
Too much influence..... from your past..... and too much ego
Too sensitive,.... not being able.... to accept another's view
Makes it all too hard...... for the natural...... love to flow

I was prepared to do the work,..... accepting you.... for who you are
But your past hurts never really healed,..... everything is still too hard
You misinterpret... and you hear... what you want to hear,....... over and over
I can take joke,.... a playful shunt,...... but I don't deserve... your anger

You finally told me.... some things...... that helped me understand
But your avoidance strategies... will always come back to hurt you
Unless you really make the effort....... to find... your soul and heal
Never seen such misunderstanding.... and spiteful arrogance.... in someone I love

Your North Node afflictions prevent you..... from hearing... the meaning
Behind the words,........... no depth of understanding
My North Node affliction..... causes others...... to leave me
Once they find their strength... to overcome...... what's been holding them back

But neither of us need to be a victim....... to our astrological afflictions
Time for learning and growth,..... let difficult past experience be the teacher
Move on, move on, move on,..... to happier times,..... let's be at peace
Cause I all I wanna do....... from now on........ is write happy songs

So long, so long, so long,....... I'll miss your cheery smile
I still love you,.... still love you,.... you were always free to go
And I will always love you,........ good-bye,......... good-bye


GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
3/13/2005 8:52 am

whether you write about happiness or sad times, you really know how to make me see the words and what's going on in the minds behind them

So write about anything that comes into that great mind of yours and we will be thirsty to read it


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