Hurt  

sammiesunshine 47M
155 posts
6/24/2006 4:40 am

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6/26/2006 8:12 am

Hurt

I've really gotten to be a huge fan of Johnny Cash. Especially the work that he did just be for he left us.

It's the simplicty and senserity of it. Its him and a guitar and a few extra instruments when the songs need them. I really like the album "My mother's hymnal". Its just Johnnny singing gospel songs out of his mother's hymnal.

He took two angry rock songs and turned them into ,what I think of as near hymns. "Hurt" by Nine Inch Nails and "Thirteen" by Danzig.

The NIN version of "Hurt" brings to mind the imagery of Herion abuse and squaller. When I heard the song seveal times the image that came to mind was the dirty hotel room from "Sid and Nancy" where Sid Vicious was living in New York. He was holed up in there for weeks on end having his drugs brought to him. The only companion, the only one in the world that gave a shit about him was Nancy. He killed her. He destroyed the only thing in the world that actually gave a crap about him. I really don't care for the NIN version of the song.

Johnny takes the same song and turns it from a song about selfdestrution to a love song. Using the same words.

I too have an "empire of dirt". I know that I have had an effect on this world, but it can't be seen or touched. Its the effect that I have had on people. I like to think I've left a positive effect trailing behind me. I try not to hurt people, yet I always seem to hurt the ones I care about.

"I hurt myself to day, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain. The only thing that's real."

"Thirteen" is a song about well...a man possessed, by what is your guess. Danzig would say a demon. Johnny would say inner demons.

"Bad luck wind been blowing at my back. I bring trouble whereever I am at"

"I pray you don't look at me. I pray I don't look back."

"Number thirteen tattooed on the back of my neck. When the ink starts to itch the black turn to red."

The image that I get from the Johnny Cash version is "The man with no name" the Clint Eastwood played in "Fist Full of Dollars", "For a few dollars more" and "Good, the Bad and the Ugly". Through in "High Plains Drifter" and "The Outlaw Josse Wales" for good measure. This guy didn't want trouble, but trouble wanted him. He left a trail of destruction behind him where ever he went.

I try to live my life "Doing no harm", yet I always seem to be distupting peoples lives. Including my own. Especially my own.

Friday night didn't work out. Got called off, I have a rain check. I got passive agressive and pushed some of her buttons that I should have left alone. I knew I should have just logged off and sulked. I knew I shouldn't ahve pushed those buttons. I was hurt and wanted to make her hurt like me. I was wrong. That doesn't take away the hurt.


imLadyBambi 59M/51F

6/24/2006 6:22 am

Sam Sunshine,

Gotta run but I wanted to leave a response to your comment on my blog...

Whispersoftly5 and imLadyBambi ... Been there, Done Her, Loved it!!! I wrote a blog about our experience FMF Threesome.

Lady Bambi

P.S. I'll try to come back later today to read this blog. Also, if you tell me what you want (oral, anal, food, masturbation, erotica, exhibitionism, threesome...) I'll provide the link to the blog.


sammiesunshine 47M
162 posts
6/24/2006 7:37 am

    Quoting imLadyBambi:
    Sam Sunshine,

    Gotta run but I wanted to leave a response to your comment on my blog...

    Whispersoftly5 and imLadyBambi ... Been there, Done Her, Loved it!!! I wrote a blog about our experience FMF Threesome.

    Lady Bambi

    P.S. I'll try to come back later today to read this blog. Also, if you tell me what you want (oral, anal, food, masturbation, erotica, exhibitionism, threesome...) I'll provide the link to the blog.
Any friend of whispers is a friend of mine..add it all!


SmallTightKitty2 106F

6/26/2006 7:28 am

This post was cool, and like you I also unstand the down side of hurting.


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