Oops! I did it again.  

safarigirl38 50F
111 posts
8/6/2006 9:38 pm

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9/9/2006 3:22 am

Oops! I did it again.

Well....Sean turned out to be a real nerd. I should have picked up signs and analyzed them more carefully, but I was smitten by a physical attraction. However, that isn't enough to keep my interest.
I guess I pissed him off because I had this silly, romantic notion of going to his place in the middle of the night just to be with him. He thought it was "weird," but not weird enough that he completely turned me away.
The next day I get a message saying he's reported me to the local cops and should I be seen in his neighborhood I'm to be arrested for harassment. What an ass! I never hurt him nor threatened to, but he freaked out on me.
Oh well - his loss, my gain and I'm back on the scene.
So, Lovers , let's get to chatting and partying.

rm_Seanr70 48M

8/7/2006 2:30 pm

I may be a nerd but i asked you nicely not to call me so many times and you said you wouldnt but you kept it up. crying in the messages when i wasnt able to answer. you should seek some therapy. someone showing up in the middle of the night is fine when you know they arent working 14 hours a day and need their sleep. you show up at 2am knowing i needed to be up at 430am. thats real considerate of you. if i am sleepy on the job people could get hurt and you knew that. thats why i asked you not to call after a certain time and you kept doing that also. I can live with being called a nerd as long as i know your not calling me all the time and stalking me.

safarigirl38 replies on 8/17/2006 10:42 pm:
I'm sorry about that horrible week. I truly was smitten and acted like a love-struck puppy. I mishandled myself. I only really recall overcalling you one day, but I wasn't intended you to answer. I just wanted to leave you messages about stuff in general.
There's a lot that has been misconstrued and misunderstood by us both. I'd like to make good on friends. I'll leave it up to you. I hope you still have my number. If you want to call, that is your choice and I won't be angry if you do not want to do this. However, I won't call you, as I don't really understand your schedule or anything else. I don't really know when I should or should not call and have no desire to disturb you. My mental health is quite good; though I had a very bad run with something the day after I stayed at your place. It was like the flu. My dad got it next and then my mom. I ended up in the hospital for three days - running a fever and just plain old not feeling well. It took a week for me to recover, and I'm back to being sharp as a whip.
With you I lost my head because I admit the complete attraction. I honestly have moved forward. It is sometimes hard for me to even consider moving backward, whenever I've met with someone, it didn't work, and I was then rejected.
I think we could be "talk" friends, if you are interested. If not that is cool too.

rm_sizzlin57 60M

8/7/2006 6:37 pm

Obviously you two weren't meant for each other for whatever reasons. I say let go and move on.

puckernut723 55M

8/9/2006 12:51 am

What a dickhead! Doesn't want anything to do with you yet he has to keep up on your blog. Sean buddy, sounds like you're the one who needs therapy.

descentman69 52M
2 posts
8/9/2006 2:24 pm

well safari dont worry about him..its like you said its his loss not yours..so just forget him and move on too others..if you would like too chat sometime get me at quate0369 at what cowboys say..hope too hear from you soon

bigcatdaddy1000 55M

8/15/2006 3:15 pm


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