My thaught tonight..  

rubby68 50F
75 posts
7/27/2005 11:05 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

My thaught tonight..

What is the words are so easly used today...can you remember? it hidden away...for as much happiness and warmth it gave you the pain is unberable when you loose it.. and after all the time that passes by you still have that tucked away..some run away from it some crave it again..have you ever felt real love? When two souls connect...Filling like a child scared and shy every time this person is in your presence..even thaugh normaly your the one with the big mouth never stoping for a moment and being shy is not on your list..**why is it i fill this way when i'm here in front of you** you say to yourself..all you that every seconde of the day your thaughts are with this person...your heart races your breath quick and short on thaughts of this person's thouch,.caress,. everything they do your smile and your eyes widens and brighter then any sky you have ever seen...people, friends, famely and strangers fill this energy you posess..when they approch you and say * your in love * know that you are..
Your days are brighter..your nights are peicfull..making love is something that is so easly shared..your energy explore openly to each other..your fantacies your desires and you do this with soooo much plesure..
I have felt this thing they call love and my thaughts well are on him tonight..Its not a sad thaught but a gratefull one for it has braught me something that i will always tresure...We will grow old and we will have a companion and children or neither..we will have cared for many..and care for the one we have now..but once in awile we will sit back and our thaughts will take us back to only one real LOVE...
Sweet dreams!!
Licks Kisses Nibbles
Christine xo

orchestra3 46M
21 posts
7/28/2005 9:16 am

love is the level people dream of getting too so it is different for everyone

are you in love withe me ... no is the answer
are you in love with him ... clearly you have been but I dont know if you still are
am i in love with you ... no
am i in love with your writing style .... maybe certainly could be lol especially with the range of your writing and your more explicit erotic story lol

now off out to play x he he x

rubby68 50F

7/28/2005 10:22 am

Very true!! We are unik each one of us our bodies are different..but our souls..mind..thaughts we are not..I beleive that we share these fillings with anothers..and when you find the other half of the yin-yang what a tresure it is..I dont know if this was my real love as my life has not yet ended..But for the moment he remains the one... you dont wuv me lolll thank you for your comment it's always a plesure to read..
Licks Kisses Nibbles
Christine xo

orchestra3 46M
21 posts
7/28/2005 3:58 pm

so he is out your life boo hoo

wee so far apart we will never be more than fun mates unles su coming to uk soon lol

r u??

russ x

smileguyqc 54M

7/28/2005 9:14 pm

I think about this question often... from watching movies, reading books, listening to the stories of other people I'm led to think that love is glamorous, exotic, mind blowing, earth shattering... but now I think that maybe, just maybe that’s not all of it. Maybe love is very quiet, patient, kind... maybe its not so spectacular after all, love is the one that catches you, the one that picks you up off the floor, the one who cleans you and cares for you when your a mess, the one who gives you freedom and sometimes love can be the one that slaps you in the face and tells you to grow up. I think in away that you are right, love can be very deep and fulfilling, even spectacular, it can scintillate and excite but all these other things are a part of it too.

GentlyDisturbed2 64M

7/29/2005 12:40 am

I believe it was Alfred Lord Tennyson who said: "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all!"
Truer words were never spoken!
While you are in love, enjoy it, reciprocate that love with your partner. You may never pass that way again!

22_nova 40M
60 posts
7/29/2005 2:11 am

very true what u say.i have flet that b4 nd it is just like u said.well said

rubby68 50F

7/29/2005 5:49 am

Thank You all for the comments.. be safe have fun..
Licks Kisses Nibbles and respect to all
Christine xo

AtomicKisss 59M

7/29/2005 6:57 am

Dear Rubby,

I just discovered your blog site. I love your writings, your insight, your depth and truth. You seem to write poety as prose.

On a soulful and intuitive level you seem to connect to the "essence of me." Please keep writing.

A Fan of Yours,

rubby68 50F

7/29/2005 9:35 am

Thank You AtomicKisss...and what i have read your writing and your choice of seem to be on the same level..isent it great.
Licks Kisses Nibbles
Christine xo

LuvtheLovelies 62M
1 post
8/1/2005 10:55 pm

Good evening you sometimes long for things far back in your past? Do you ever wish there was one day in your youth you could go back to, not to make changes, but just to have some wonderful experience again? I must admit I do, almost every day.

As we grow older, so many memories seem to flood back when we least expect them. A buried thought, a long forgotten smell or just a glimpse in our mind of someone left behind. I guess this is just a part of growing older. Something those gone before have experienced but left it for us to stumble upon when it comes our time.

For me, some of those things would be my first day of school, walking another time with an old friend, long gone, tenderly holding and caressing the frightened young woman who came so timidly that first time to my bed and being handed my first baby, knowing I had helped produce a living human being, a soul to be taken to God's heart.

This is but a few of the moments in my life I treasure most and would want to be part of again if only I could. These fleeting moments I miss because they are gone, never to be experienced again. If only it could be.........

Would you go back?

Your thoughts, you so eloquently wring from your keyboard, are so appreciated and enjoyed by this reader. You, my dear, are a true jewel at this moment in time when there are so many that are so shallow!!

You seem to be an angel walking amon us,


rubby68 50F

1/12/2006 5:20 pm

Wow!! Thank you LovtheLovelies.. Reading that made me smile today and i neede that so I thank you for that sweet comment..
Today you are my angel..
Licks Kisses Nibbles
Christine xo

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