The Thoughts of an Double Amputte  

robroy443 56M
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4/3/2006 11:28 am
The Thoughts of an Double Amputte

So where do I start, I'm a 44 year old male whos allways been healthy, untill a couple of years a go. I went to the doctor on a friday and on monday they cut my right leg off, seems I have a rare blood disease,severe peripheral vascular disease,no circulation in my legs, no cure.any way they cut the left one off ten months later.I have 2 prostetics, i'm learning to walk again, its not easy trying to walk when you cant feel the ground.I was married at the age of 18, stayed that way for 15 years, we divorced. I then moved in with a lady that was 10 years older than me,we were close for a long time, the sex was great. We split about a year befor they cut my leg off, needless to say its made it difficult to meet some one.I'm tired of being alone, I have a great attitude, a good sense of humor, and I'm funny. i am in better physical shape than ever. I dont have a problem with my disability, ever thing happens for a reason. I go to school full time right now, and them young ladies are driving me crazy, its gonna damage me.I would be a liaer if i said i'm not curious about the sex,its defineitly going to be diferent, I'm curious about the positioning.I just cant seem to find some one of the oppisite sex that will give me a chance, and I cant honestly say that if the shoe was on the other foot I would give some one a chance. I would now,some thing happens to you like happend to me and it changes you. and it realy changed me for the better, not that I was bad.I want to be with some one and I wonder if it will ever happen? I can deal with my disability, I cant deal with being alone very well. I know if some one would give me a chance they wouldnt be disappointed,could be a good friend if nothing else. I guess I'm looking for suggestions from any one who may be able to help me?I'm really being wasted. Thank You for your ear, ROBROY


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