My first inconsistent raging blog  

rm_xmasbabi 35F
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5/14/2006 10:34 am

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6/8/2006 3:07 pm

My first inconsistent raging blog

I remember that lady on The L Word (Ms. Peabody) when she asks her foreign lover what her legacy will be... what a glorious legacy!

Being picky & horny @ the same time are never a great combo. My profile specifically lists what kind of personal encounters I am searching for.
But lo & behold, I get maybe five good e-mails a year... So sad. I always tell myself that I am going to delete my profile & just get on with my life. I can't even tell you how long I've been on this site... looking/ longing for something that sizzles. The title of this blog was Picky vs. Horny until this came out of me...

I keep wanting to scream everytime I read 'I always wanted to date a black chic'.
Dude, I'm not black! I'm brown... Mulatto, deep & rich caramel... not black, never- ever black. To clarify black is the color of that skirt around my torso. Hell, I don't even know anyone who considers themselves black. African-American, Jamaican, Haitian, Mulatto, a mixed mutt, brown chocolate w/ a hint of vanilla, a Hershey's Kiss... ugh I'm exhausted now.

JOHN12320034 48M
1 post
5/14/2006 12:43 pm

yeahhh yeahh i no how u feel.

rm_cjsdrum 36M

5/20/2006 10:49 am

I agree with you, however for a white guy it's not easy either. Your faced with an unrelenting amount of guys to girls here that it makes it difficult to stand out. I don't know if it's possible to sizzle on here... I prefer to do my sizzling in person, actually. Plus you combine the fact that you don't want to come across as a sexual deviant and it makes it next to impossible.
I really don't care about color, I find it's hard enough to connect with people in general, and you seem really grounded and centered. Those qualities in themselves are harder to find then one could think. If I could offer some advice (like I'm qualified) I'd say that you don't have to over analyze everything (also my problem), that's why I joined this site. Hope to hear from you sometime.

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