I know its been a while...  

rm_vtlibra 48F
81 posts
7/25/2005 8:32 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I know its been a while...

Hi everyone..im sorry..I have been right out straight lately..and I HATE just coming here and writing a few lines of nothing just to get something on here. Thanks TO EVERYONE that has responded to my ad..or take the time to read my post..and the nic comments I have received.I do take the time to read everyones comments and/or e-mails..it may take me a little bit to respond but u will hear back from me. And for those of u that i used those friggin quick reply's for..I AM SORRY..I have decided im not using those damn things anymore..I would rather u wait..and get a answer straight from me..than to rush and use those impersonal things..and make u feel shitty..I know they have me when I got one..Im in a VERY down mood today..Leave it me to be coming home the other night..the man..the one I fell in love with a long time ago..any of u that has followed this..knows what I am talking about..lives on the same side road as I..and I had given him a kitten for New Years..yes..let it be me..to be on my way home the other night..and find him dead beside the road..hit by a car!..The worst part..he was so badly mangled..I couldnt tell if it was his cat Onyx or my cat Squiggy..as the look alot a like..both black..long..sleek..and healthy fat..life works in such fucked up ways doesnt it..he and I have been at odds for a few weeks now..and than I got this dealt to me..I had to call him late at night..I was hysterical crying..because I still didnt know who's it was...he couldnt come right than..and I couldnt leave that cat dead and mangled beside the road..so I got a towel over him and got him in the car..im sorry for any of u out there that thinks im being dramatic..but I have 3 cats of my own..and he was like mine too..it has effected me very much..animals..are sometimes as hard if not more for some..to lose as it is a person.Hopefully the day off..and a few more hours of sleep will help me get a bit more clear headed.I never slept last night at all..and right now..im so so so tired...I just want to go to sleep for a very long time..night all...see u all again very soon..till later...xox..S

bendmeover2574 44F
24 posts
7/27/2005 12:26 pm

Awww Stacey, I am so sorry, and sorry for him too, knowing how much he loved that cat. Haven't seen you in so long, afraid I'll have to send hugs this way. Life is fucked up. I agree. Just know I'm here for you if you want to talk, k?

rm_vtlibra 48F
17 posts
7/27/2005 10:25 pm

Hi sweetie..I get booted of this damn thing so much I never know when I am on anymore either..and thanku..I know..I hurt ALOT for him..doenst seem to be sleeping at all since it happend. LOVE U..and just shout my way..I will answer in im still on..lol!..oh..thats what was going on the other day when I left u hanging...KISS MY BABY!...S

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