WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME NOW?.................  

rm_tastee36 48F
6 posts
7/30/2006 10:22 pm

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WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME NOW?.................

WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME NOW.......I gave you my heart, my soul, and my joy, and you didn't appreciate it...you tried to play with me like I was a toy.

WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME NOW......Remember the time you cheated on me in our own home....and I tried to show you how hurt I was by putting my hands on you.....yes I do admit I was wrong.

WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME NOW......You let your sister try to come in and re-decorate our home....she also re-decorated your heart, which you told me is what I owned.

WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME NOW.....The many nights I cried while you wiped my tears and said how hard you will try...WOW....it hurt so bad I thought I would die.

WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME NOW.....Could it be because everything you did to me is coming back on you now......Yes I do admit and apologize for all the wrong that i've done....and I do realize without the rain there would be no sun.

I was able to put this in writing because of what a friend said to me.....I LOVE YOU DEEPLY WITH ALL MY HEART.....and or course you know how you are.

67coyboy 50M
494 posts
7/31/2006 12:11 am

why is he calling you now??!

because you're worth it!!

rm_tastee36 replies on 7/31/2006 9:39 am:
thnx for that thought.....i know i'm worth it.....but he should have thought about that then.....

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
7/31/2006 8:16 am

Welcome to the blogs! Great first post! I hope you'll stop by my blog sometime and say hello!

rm_tastee36 replies on 7/31/2006 9:40 am:
i will....thnx for the comment.....

rm_blkondemand 37M
236 posts
8/1/2006 3:28 pm

Great post, my love. He's calling you now because you needed to know who YOU ARE in contrast to who HE may have been. As much as you believe in your own value, you still needed reassurance and your spirit has asked for it and received the answer. But I'm sure you've found THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL which is allowing you to live a more forgiving life. The UNIVERSE of PROMISE is becoming more obvious to you as you relinquish the need for acceptance from others and ACCEPT the BEAUTIFUL YOU that you now KNOW YOURSELF TO BE. Don't harden your heart towards others nor be jaded by your past experiences or that of others who still haven't found peace within their own lives. CONTINUE TO PROJECT the beauty that WE KNOW and watch how much more beauty is drawn to you.

rm_tastee36 replies on 8/2/2006 8:18 am:
Thank you.......I know that I am at the point of forgiveness that's why I wrote this....I don't have any bitter feelings towards anyone. I forgive all that has done harm to me.....my heart and spirit won't allow me to hold on to hurtfull experiences.

vimandingo2 48M

9/27/2006 9:08 am

I'm not one to do too much posting in this section, but it happens to men too. I was in a similar situation and felt like my entire insides had been torn out of me. However, I was able to forgive that person and funnel all that energy and anger into motivation for me to finish my schooling. My GPA shot up, I finished my Bachelor's, and received a fellowhip to complete my Master's. I spoke to her once sincecompleting my Master's and "thanked" her for helping me get my sh*t together. She was perplexed, but it's for her to figure it out. I know that you too shall overcome this experience. I would like to encourage you to turn this into: 1) a learning experience, and 2) motivation for you to complete all the self-improvement goals that you may have

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