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after a month.....  

rm_steve4fun06 47M
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5/6/2006 3:08 pm

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after a month.....

after a one month allowance on this site to "dip a toe" to settle my mind and clear up the quaestion of whether or not I could find the ying to my yang.....and i guess see if would still garner interest, i have come to the end and am a bit smarter, a bit more enlightened, but more confused and dejected than before i started this quest.
i suppose that the minds eye can paint a pretty picture and make you believe the best case scenario, making doubt and question slide away. The painful reality is that once you try to confirm this...be prepared for the hard hammer to come down, and be prepared to deal with the disappointment, should it turn out this way.

i thought i was appealing, i thought i would be wanted, and while this may not be the best yardstick by which i can be judged....if it is any indication, then i just don't know. what is it that reaches a woman?
what do woman feel, desire, dream, want?

i am more lost than when i started, one month ago i just hoped to see if there was a woman who was feeling the same things I was, now a month later, i still look for this answer, but more, i question myself and my place.

moral i guess is let sleeping giant lye.... or to be more direct....
dont ask the question if you are not ready to hear the answer......that is the answer that you hope to NOT hear.

rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
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5/6/2006 3:44 pm

 Be patient sweetie.

Purry
Purry


rm_truedom2 57M
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5/6/2006 4:18 pm

 I need a favor
Click on this link sexydisaster30 and go to sexyD's blog and leave this comment (True sent me)
Enjoy the site while your there, a party is going on.
Thanks


rm_steve4fun06 47M
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5/7/2006 12:39 am

 Hi True, thanks for the hook with SexyD and the party.... it may just be the one ray of light for me on this site, or any other. Thanks for seeking me out...thanks for the thought. Dropped your name as you wanted, good luck!

No comment about my mind spilled out on this page?

steve


rm_steve4fun06 47M
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5/7/2006 12:41 am

 thanks for the thought purry........it seems you have a great thing, wishing you happiness.....beautiful smile you have too..
steve


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