a sinful moment  

rm_silkditty 67F
12408 posts
8/4/2006 8:45 pm
a sinful moment

I stretched out on my back on top of ornate, silk pillows under a copper pyramid, to see if I could ease the physical and emotional fatigue that had descended upon me.

In the center of the floor beneath the pyramid was a large crystal ball the size of a basketball. A light fixed under the crystal made the crystal glow in ever-changing colors of red, purple, orange, green, blue, magenta.

I sighed. The ceiling above me was a deep indigo blue, the walls of the room covered in pale gold curtains, giving the room an intimate, foreign feeling, dark. I left the door open, no one was on the second floor but me. I started to relax. Stillness.

My hand caressed my stomach. I was wearing loose clothing. I could hear people talking downstairs, the sound of drums. My hand slid past my waistband, deep down to the center of my being. I felt the hard nubbin of pleasure, my fleshy lips fuzzy, needing to be shaved.

Would it feel different to pleasure myself under a copper pyramid, where supposedly the energy changed my aura?

As I touched myself, I thought of the changes taking place in my life, the choices that faced me, the questions I had about what life was showing me.

Wet. I was getting wet. It did feel different. I casually slid my hand over my little girl and she responded. Suddenly, it was no longer a casual experience. Sharp desire seized me and I felt my pussy open, hot and primitive, ready. A demanding craving flooded my body, and my finger quickened its knowledge.

I heard someone on the stairs and yet for a moment I did not stop what I was doing, though I could be easily seen from the hallway. The danger accelerated the pleasure.

Then I pulled my hand away.

A woman dressed all in white entered the room. I did not greet her and smile as I would normally do, I simply watched her enter and sit down on some pillows opposite me. Neither of us spoke.

The room expanded to include her energy, and I rested quietly, my body now subdued.

After awhile, she shifted and then also laid down on her back. We breathed together in the dark stillness. I turned my head and saw fine breasts under her white t-shirt.

If I had turned on my side and shifted towards her, I could have reached out and touched her dark hair. I wondered how she would react if I did that. I didn't feel desire for her, just curiosity about her reaction, if I would frighten her.

After awhile I got up and left the room. I had work ahead of me that would be infused with sensuality.

Hours later, I am still in a state of heightened sensuality.

But.

I don't want to masturbate. I don't want to have sex. I don't know what I want. Maybe I want to make love.

I don't like it when I don't know what I want, or when I see a hundred different shifting versions of reality.

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florallei 100F

8/4/2006 11:40 pm

beautifully written...TY SD
flo


LabioBent 106M
2082 posts
8/5/2006 3:33 am

Very sensual!

XO
Labio


wickedeasy 68F  
31340 posts
8/5/2006 3:19 pm

do you have to know?

perhaps your lesson here is to be at peace with not knowing

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


rm_magnet4u22 50F
18406 posts
8/5/2006 9:21 pm

My problem is that I know what I want....



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Intensity4U 54M
7432 posts
8/5/2006 9:52 pm

Hey silkditty Interesting. Maybe it's a time to not try to think about what you want - just think about what you're feeling. I don't know. ??


hereIam51757 57F
8001 posts
8/6/2006 6:56 am

"I don't want to masturbate. I don't want to have sex. I don't know what I want. Maybe I want to make love.

I don't like it when I don't know what I want, or when I see a hundred different shifting versions of reality."


SD -- I too am in the same predicament, yesterday and today.
Not knowing sucks. But knowing, and being unable to make it happen is far worse!

Hugs to you,
*LG*


ohcurious14 60M  
1684 posts
8/10/2006 8:04 am

Erotically stimulating


Drofpussology4u 60M
4843 posts
8/11/2006 4:04 am

Sounds very woman.

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